how do i use my powers for my benefit and not have my intrusive thoughts cause my powers to hurt others i don't want to?
Intrusive thoughts eh, what do they intrude, bud? What does protrude for them to intrude. Take an analytical approach.
>>42905382intruding my mind phrases where imaginary words are heard
If you hear english in your head thats a demon. Never engage with that. Ceaseless prayer.
>>42905442but i speak english and only understand english
>>42905331Intrusive thoughts are a result of an "open aura". You are breathing in the chaos, fears, and hate of others into your Sphere of Sensation. Your body extends beyond your physical limbs. You must visualize an egg of light surrounding you, then visualize this egg crystallize. Close your aura, open it when you intend to do something with it.
What kind of "powers"?
>>42905331Set it so your powers only work when said 3 times.Set it so that once it's been said, they can't be overridden by future commands.When an intrusive command about someone being hurt appears, you say the opposite 3 times, knowing that future intrusive thoughts will do nothing.Since appearing only once doesn't have any effect anymore, intrusive thoughts no longer appear at all.
create beautiful works. art, music, literature, buildings, terraform some land. anything you can create that is beautiful to you will help
>>42905727As it that was easy, the easiest thing I could do was creating comics, so I filled up notebooks and notebooks with comics.Pure garbage in there and zero beauty, beauty can't be created on demand.
>>42905331Use something as an outlet, so that stuff isn't constantly pent up.Think about how your father would beat you and your mother, now embody that into something that doesn't involve projecting.
>>42905770yes it can. you have already made some. go back and find the most amazing section of your comics, and share it her or on youtube or anywhere. find that thing that is the most interesting, copy it edit it remove the crap and share it. then do it again and again