I want a gf but I have been quite a perverted gooner and I'm trying my best to quit and live a wholesome life yet I don't know how honest I could potentially be with her about my life and past without her running away and to me connection is really important so I don't want to build a relationship based on me lying or hiding informationI had a pretty messed up upbringing which made me retreat into the internet so you can imagine the type of person I ended up becoming after I gave in to despairHow can I connect with someone when my soul is so hideous?
have you even met women? a pure soul is just a complete turnoff to thembitches ain't shit but hoes and tricks
>>42916109>I want a gfStop wanting one. All your problems stem from this, thinking that a woman will save you from your own life
>>42916109Seconding what the other anon said. If you set "getting gf" as the goal, then everything ends there. A woman should never be your priority. Plus, people sense that emptiness in you.
>>42916168>>42916190How can I stop wanting one? I feel like I'm unlovable after all the depravity I have been involved with
>>42916109How can you want a girlfriend after seeing the Lindsey Clancy trial? The women of this society are incapable of love. Seek the Creator and serve Him by doing good works and better habits. This life is only the beginning of eternal progression.
>>42916210Start loving yourself. And by loving yourself start by doing the right things - clean your room, clean yourself, dress better, when you show up for work, put your all into it, go to the gym, invest in a new hobby or skill, start reading, eat good healthy food. One step at a time brah you got this. And then eventually a good gf will latch onto your life. Women are takers, not givers, they'll only get with you if they have some perceived benefit
>>42916216>The women of this society are incapable of love.They never were. They were made to be loved, not to give love. Only God can truly love you
>>42916226>will only latch onto you for her benefit like a parasite>a good GF
>>42916226That's a good point, but do you think it will possible for me to be honest about my life without running away? Or would it be better to try to improve while giving up the idea of having a girlfriend?
>>42916109You don't want a girlfriend, you want the nagging voice in your head that tells you that you are a disgusting unloveable freak to shut up and you think you can accomplish this through external validation. This is wrong. The only healthy way to stop your self hatred is to become unhateable. As other Anons have said, you have to strive towards the best version of yourself. Only then can you look into the mirror and ve proud instead of appalled by what you see. A girlfriend is at best completely unnecessary for this and at worst straight up hindering.
>>42916109Reptilians target brides for trafficking so don't even bother with marriage or the kiked idea of having one partner to waste your life on, when they wont produce offspring for you and they'll make you wait for sex and all that bullshit. Marriage is just a big humiliation ritual/scam and deep down inside, your primal nature will get the best of you when it comes down to it.You are a man. You have many semens. Women have only one womb. Since they want to be whores and since our gay government wants to brainwash these whores and put a price tag on everything and make you, the man PAY FOR EVERYTHING, you can have multiple partners to breed, not just one. Keep two phones. One for bringing to your gfs houses to maintain an illusion and the other for your breeding harem.Women are all doing the same shit and they're all feminist and on board with Epstein's New World Order so fuck them. They betrayed you and you know it so fuck them up their pussyholes!Fuck these stupid lizards. I'm a sex master. I know all of their secrets.
>>42916263You are a hedonist whose thinking is controlled by his fleshly desires. The opposite of being a simp isn't being a women-hating fuckboy; it is being a women-ignoring celibate. Or maybe you're just a fed feeding into gender war bullshit.
>>42916252>Or would it be better to try to improve while giving up the idea of having a girlfriend?You don't have to give it up, you can be open to the idea but lower its importance in your life down the ladder close to the bottom, because they are an energetic and financial drain. It's like having a pet - sounds nice in theory but there's gonna be a lot of responsibility. Most importantly don't get caught up in fantasy because you need to be honest with yourself and face your life as it is now. Be honest with yourself - the stuff you like about your life, the stuff you hate about your life, and the stuff you can change. If you can't change it, don't stress about it. Only focus on what you can change.
>>42916260Fair enough, you guys are right. I don't even know how to even start loving myself but certainly torturing myself won't get me there. I guess I'm also looking for a "safe place" this world can be really bleak and ugly, and sometimes it's hard to find the will to keep going. Do you believe there's anything good or benevolent or is the world just neutral to human suffering?
>>42916317I know there is good and beauty in the small things; the universe might be uncaring, but their is so much joy to be found wherever you go. You just need to look for it. The warm feeling of the sun on your skin. The faint laughter of children carried to your ear by a slight breeze. Little flowers growing in the small cracks of asphalt. The polite smile of a stranger as he takes a few seconds out of his busy day to hold open a door for you. A dog frolicking in a field. The satisfying pain you feel after working out. The smell of rain. There is so much bullshit in this world, and it will break you to focus on all of it. Appreciate the small good things, and make the world a better place piece by piece. It will never stop sucking, but we can make it suck a little bit less by changing what we can- first ourselves and then our close environment.Being a good person is hard. There is no reward waiting for you at the end. But i believe we deserve better than the way we treat each other, and it always starts with oneself.
>>42916275My secret is simply architecture.When you understand the game, you develop a strategy to play the game better. I am merely encouraging men to implement numbers theory into their way of thinking as opposed to the Jewish fairy tale idea of grooming and sticking with one hole. Not even women themselves want that type of arrangement anymore in today's world so it has become obsolete, therefore, men will have to adapt to the changes.I am simply telling you how, if you were looking to breed, this is the ultimate strategy to securing your legacy and fucking off to raise your kid. I'm not saying to be a hedonist, I am saying to have multiple childless partners in your harem/circle and the one that can be conditioned into producing offspring for you is going to be your Mary Magdalene that you lock down on. If you get 'cheated' on its no insult to your manhood because you were a wolf in sheep's clothing all along fucking bitches. Do the baby mama routine if you have to.
>>42916381Bro, be the change you want to see in the world. This is just gonna beget more hedonism, more thottery. The problem is men not being able to keep it in their pants and simping at the first site of a roastie. I'd rather be hoeless and focus on myself
>>42916465I think you're missing the angle I'm coming from. It's really about interviewing and finding the ones that are wired properly and actually want to be a mother and are totally submissive to you. That's why you have to use numbers theory. It narrows down the hunt and it'll keep your dick safe from HIV.
>>42916361Thank you very much, maybe there are things that make all of this worth it. Maybe I just lack perspective, I will give it a shot and try to see the good in things
...What do you guys even think a relationship is about? It's like you expect to have to hide things and lie about your intentions, and you'd actually be okay with spending your life with someone who doesn't even know the real you? While forcing someone you claim to love to be in love with someone that isn't even real? How selfish can you be?The whole point is that it's hard to find your person, if you want one... you need to work on yourself and become a person worth being with. You need to build a life for yourself as if you'll be alone forever, and then seek out someone whose own life matches yours enough to want to combine them. This is how you create a fulfilling life with someone.I don't understand why everyone is so desperate to find a partner, to the point where someone of the opposite sex is automatically a potential partner until they're not. Society would function so much better if we all set some fucking standards for ourselves and realized that 99.9% of other people are not going to be a compatible match, especially when both people have standards and they need to align.If you just want sex and short-term companionship from a relationship and don't care about the long-term... that's fine. There would be a lot of women who wanted the same thing if we didn't treat them like a lesser subspecies of men, by the way...
You are allowed to focus on becoming a person you are proud to be and then worry about a relationship later
>>42916109How much time do you spend on this board a week
>>42916603I guess what OP was asking was focused more on how could someone accept them after commiting henious acts. Which makes sense in a way, would you date someone who commited murder or raped someone? Probably not.
>>42916521It's the opposite brother. It's not about them. ALL of them have the natural inclination to be bad. It's up to you to filter out what you won't allow.
>>42916210You don't want a woman you just wanna coom and maybe cuddle her when you're at the bottom
>>42916679>You don't want a woman you just wanna coom and maybe cuddle her when you're at the bottomYup, basically wanting to regress and still be a kid with no responsibilities and emotionally cling to a mother. Yet also want to be a man and procreate. This is where a lot of men are at.
>>42916613More than I should
>>42916679>>42916683What causes this? It's pretty spot on but I'm not sure why I am like this and it's very distressing
>>42916701You should read into Carl Jung - eros and logos. You essentially have two sides and they both fight against each other. Eros is the version of you that's weak and wants to come back into your mother's womb because life is too hard. Logos is the version of you that wants to conquer the world.
>>42916725I assume that Logos would be represented by Christ? I haven't read that particular book but it does ring a bell. It's true that I have that fight or inner struggle between wanting to die and wanting to fight
>>42916109Good on you. I would recommend you performing a ritual bath to purify yourself and wash off any ick and curses put on you from your gooner habits. Also understand there are many spirits that want you to masturbate. They not only give you ideas to masturbate but take part in the process. This is gross and the whole concept helps me not masturbate.As for a future partner knowing. Don't bring it up. If it is brought up don't talk about it much but communicate that you used to masturbate a lot, but don't know because _______ (pick a good reason)
Bump
>>42918587no bump, this thread is a bad jokeyou ask about purifying your soul only so you can destroy it forever by having sex? with a female no lessfuck off
>>42918628>with a female no lessAre you saying gay sex would be preferable?
>>42918637between two undesirable things, I'm saying one is definitely worse than the other
>>42918639I mean it's true that people are more depraved currently but I don't think all women are evil and this is coming from someone with an emotionally abusive mother but I did meet women who were genuinely kindNot the majority, that is true, but some so they definitely exist
>>42918662didn't say they're evil necessarily, just that benis in bagina comes with an additional spiritual price to pay -- the ultimate price, really -- which you don't incur with gay sexI'd avoid all kinds of sex and relationships but in the end it's your own soul on the chopping block, so do what you want
>>42918732>just that benis in bagina comes with an additional spiritual price to pay -- the ultimate price, reallyWhy, though? That's the part I don't quite get. Are you coming from the idea that earth is a prison and we are perpetuating the cycle by having offspirng?
>>42916109Just quit dumb nigga, do it for yourself and not for women. Just go work or do some shit for a few weeks.
>>42918755It comes down to different vibrations. Think of it this way. Maybe you've tried drugs or alcohol? And noticed some part of you was never the same again? It's just like that. You lowered your vibration, and there's no getting it back.You do the same with sex, but sex with females in particular, THEY being of this world, will lower you so much it guarantees you stay trapped here for at least one more re-incarnation.You shouldn't mess with succubi for the same reason. Those poor fools in the succubus threads have doomed themselves.
>>42918791Oh okay, I think I understand your point of view better now. I haven't experimented alcohol or did drugs but I understand that it can fundamentally change you permanently. Do you think the guys in succubi threads are daming themselves forever? I don't go on those but it made me think because if having sex with human women traps you here what would be the effect of partaking in a sexual act with an evil entity? Makes me wonder if there are things you can't come back from even if you repent or change your ways
>>42918803Forever? I don't know. I also don't know if succubi are evil, I just know they belong to a spiritual level I want to escape from (Matter), so I'll avoid them the same as I would a physical woman. >Makes me wonder if there are things you can't come back from even if you repent or change your wayssame
>>42918826Are you a buddhist? What you are saying reminds me a lot to the concept of Samsara. I'm into Christian Mysticism personally so I wouldn't call this a prison exactly but it's definitely a fallen world we should avoid taking part of
>>42918844>Are you a buddhist?No, just a noticer.
>>42916109It's not hideous at all or you wouldn't be writing that it is. I've been there. Not that badly, but I have.
>>42919371>It's not hideous at all or you wouldn't be writing that it is.How come? Also, what helped you overcome this?
>>42919446'Cause, what's really bad doesn't care that it's done bad or thought badly or anything like that.
>>42919630That's true, I guess I am having some sort of inner conflict in that regard, I have tried to solve it for years to no avail though
>>42916190This is a demon posting dont listen to it OP if you want a gf and know yourself then find a gf. Thats how you create a family anyway wtf its not about going to the gym, eating healthy or avoiding your past. Be yourself. You need to be more present in places you believe you could find your person and be less shallow. Not all women are succubus whores. If you have a version of love in your mind then you can bet there is also a woman out there with the same version in her mind. I dont know what im going to fucking do either because fuck dating apps they are full of NPC casual sex normie mongs who only think about going to the fucking gym i couldnt give a fuck if you go the gym or not if you eat healthy or not i couldnt fucking care less just dont be a boring politically correct shallow little bitch
cringe ass cat poster wants to use magic for material gains. I bet you also have an Apu folder
>>429161093 day water fast
>>42916109Find a girlfriend with a hideous soul, which shouldn't be so hard since that describes the huge majority of women. Are you a woman or identify as one?
You're probably exaggerating how hideous your soul is. If you're honest about your goonerism you don't have to hide it. Some women are gooners and they don't mind a guy who is one. Honesty is very painful thing to do but saves time in the long run. Women are pretty flawed as well. You may be thinking you need to be pure enough for an angel when really you just need to be human.
>>42919760Let go. Same as you exhale.>>42922529You are like little child. Like baby.
