My dad is such a worthless scumbag. He's got no friends or family. He's a sociopathic sperg. Watching him try to interact with normal people is baffling. Its through him that I understand that some people genuinley dont feel anything for other human beings. Not his own family, not anyone. And hes profoundly pathetic. He picks fights with me and sits in his car waiting for me to respond, (I never do) Its horrifyingly creepy. Why is he my father? I feel such a dismal disappointment that I cant escape him, and that people so sadistic and cruel exist. As a kid I would pray that he died or got in a car wreck. He makes me so uncomfortable to be around. Everything is so backwards. This isnt normal. It feels demonic. I still pray that he will go away forever. My little sister attempted suicide and his reaction was to just leave. I cant fathom the darkness and callousness to do that. I dont think ill ever really understand someone so stunted and small. My dad is if shit were literally a person. None of you are as pathetic as him. You couldnt be.
>/x/ - Therapy
>>42922006sounds a whole lot like my dad desu. but being a dad and being raised christian kinda paints over the spergidity he has. After just so much fuckery I kinda started watching videos about narcissists and also the demiurge and nephilim and it's fucked. I mean it's one thing if it's a random person but, damn. It's like, I had a friend who was a spaz, one day he's saying fuck you guys, anon your cool, the next it was someone else. he was a goob so we didn't care. but it's you know dangerous. it's like I'm surrounded by demonic narcissists but even one of them is like I think everyone is a demon. You know, you don't want to be that guy and that guy might be your dad, thinking everyone else is the demon. idk. it's just so ironic and bad. psychopaths will spot you the second you said or did anything hypocritical, even if you didn't actually. and they will point a finger and capitalize their words and say that's what YOU are doing. and it's like... dude... we are at wendy's can you calm down and also fuck you. so in the end I decided, if anyone is being mean to you, they probably want you dead. hell my dad used to say he had a place to take me to have me killed. sometimes it's a secret. like ur raised christian but ur gay. so your whole life is a lie
>>42922006If a woman makes up some hysterics about killing herself, I'd walk away to because you simply don't entertain women and their delusional ideations.
