i've been diminishing inside steadily and extremely since i crossed a very mentally ill witch several years ago.it is like as if i am practically dead. no spark or inspiration in me anymore. i don't laugh anymore. the chasm i feel inside myself between myself and the universe has grown to infinity. i now live in a haze of deep solipsism, like in a bell jar, i've really lost something in me and it's getting worse. barely want to live, i have nothing, asexual, schizoid running out the clock nihilistically numbedhave i been cursed and how do I fix it?
date, find another girl
>>42930484Eat healthy, lift heavy, sleep good, AND STOP GOONING.
>>42930484Put on some weight, anorexic faggot
