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Previous thread: >>42925216
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have a good rest of your week /div/, stay safe out there
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AQ

Next work?
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AQ
Does she still like me?
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>>42933825
Aq. I have had a shit day. What do I need go know that will make it better?
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>>42933892
nah
he thinks you're a little too crazy
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Trading
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>>42933902
Why do you keep asking this question?
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AQ

Next gf?
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>>42933922
Is actually a guy that you've grown very close too.
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>>42933920
This is my first time asking. I haven't been here in a month
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>>42933922
>>42933935
omg u gay
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>>42933935
No U
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AQ
Been writing with someone local for 4 months. Feel very close emotionally but i wonder if thats all they want from me. Im kind of longing you know. What can you say about the situation please
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AQ

When will I leave this nightmare??
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Air query

What is people's first impression of me?
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Mr. Gypsy repost >>42934191
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>>42933825
Aq. 3 or 4?
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Trading
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>>42934296good to trade. lay it on me
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>>42934108
Gift, Falseness, Unexpected Joy.

The Gift symbolizes your four months of genuine correspondence. No one writes to someone for such an extended period solely for politeness. You’ve exchanged emotions and experiences.

However, the middle card, Falseness, suggests you may not fully understand the other person’s intentions. There’s a facade. Before you become overwhelmed, note that this card can conceal genuine feelings or negative intentions. Some may hide deeper emotions behind a seemingly safe writing relationship, fearing open expression could jeopardize the connection. Your intuition indicates something is concealed, and the card reinforces this. But it doesn’t provide a definitive answer.

Finally, the card of Unexpected Joy suggests a positive outcome from an unexpected perspective.

I interpret the joy as the result of an honest conversation. Given your proximity and primary communication through letters, the letters may conceal the truth. To uncover it, meet in person and initiate direct communication.
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aq
this is dumb as shit but can i get a reading for my foot specifically like what's in store for the mf
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>>42930894
How do I overcome this blockage?
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>>42934157

Judge, Message, Thought.

The Judge, an official obstacle, represents your pending release. While bleak, it indicates a process with a conclusion. The Message signifies your escape, with news arriving—a letter, call, or answer—that transforms everything instantly. This is not a gradual decline; it’s an opening door. You can actively pursue news. The Thought signals the end’s near, diminishing in your mind before it happens. Someone considers your situation and works to your advantage.
Not sure if I can provides specific dates, the middle card suggests the end of your wait is coming soon. Remain patient and seek real support.
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>>42934164

>need feedback for this one
Anger, Jealousy, Ecclesiastic

Initially, people perceive you as intensely angry, fiery, and opinionated, making you seem unapproachable. While this may not reflect your true feelings, it serves as a temporary mask for your energy. Some find this intimidating, while others find it captivating.

Beneath this facade lies jealousy, which is flattering as people envy your qualities. They unconsciously compare themselves to you without saying it. Your guarded demeanor towards new acquaintances is not a sign of dislike, but rather a manifestation of comparison. Your presence makes people feel evaluated and scrutinized.

Once the intensity subsides and the envy dissipates, people remember your depth and wisdom. You become a confidant, whose advice they genuinely heed, and the most reliable person they know.

First impressions underestimate your potential, and you tend to improve upon acquaintance. Don’t soften your fiery nature to appear friendlier - the right individuals will appreciate your authentic self.
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AQ

looking for guidance on my relationship
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aq

whats in store with my love life this week? aries f
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>>42934469

The genuine bond between you two is built on real care and commitment. This isn’t a relationship you can walk away from.

Marriage formalizes your joined paths and defines your commitment. The relationship has outgrown its current framework, and the ambiguity is hindering its growth. If you’ve been contemplating the future, this is the right question to ask.

The counsel is straightforward: show up in person, face to face, and address any unresolved issues in person.

This relationship is genuine, desires to be definite, and is waiting for someone to close the distance. Be that person.
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AQ

how are things are going to develop between us?
we are trying to connect again.
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>>42934476
>Falseness, Unexpected Joy, Misfortune.

Early in the week, wearing a mask may cause squinting. Your Aries intuition is correct.

Midweek, someone unexpected surprises you. Embrace the surprise and accept the spontaneous invitation.

Weekend, a setback may occur. Canceled plans, awkward encounters, or flat tires may happen. Remember, this is temporary. Don’t make hasty decisions based on a single negative experience.
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>>42934509
>Jealousy, Desire, Widow.

Jealousy persists, unresolved conflicts haunt the new attempt, and suspicion, constant monitoring, and scrutiny continue.

Desire, genuine and palpable, drives this situation, but it alone can’t repair the underlying causes of separation.

Without changes, the outcome will be a repeat of the past, you’ll find yourselves alone, grieving the same loss twice.

However, there’s hope. The final card isn’t predetermined, but a forecast that materializes if the first card remains untouched. This presents an opportunity to address the trust issue directly, not indirectly. Reconnections often fail due to the same reasons, but you can be an exception if you confront the challenges.
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>>42934513
thank you :)
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Aq


Does she misses me these days?
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>>42934561
Need more context. Right now it feels like a no. Or if she does miss you, it’s with anger? Or something else? You know it better anon. Let me know if you want some more details and give me more to calibrate my reading
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Big Gyp is back in town! Tell me who wants a reading?
With people that I owe something as a priority; trades first as well
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>>42934590

she draw a line in the sand a few months ago.
i respected her limits.
don't know if she still mad at me.
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>>42934427
Lmao
Officer, Enemy, Love.

Origin: Duty. Years of enforced marches, extended shifts, subpar footwear, and limited leave led to relentless work, resulting in a foot that’s now a veteran.

Current state: Enemy. The foot has defected, actively working against you. Every ache and stiffness is a rebellion. You’re engaged in a war with your foot, and its cause is just.

Destiny: Love. The foot drew LOVE as its future, leading to romance. You’ll genuinely care for it wearing appropriate footwear, stretching, and perhaps soaking. The foot will end its days cherished.

Drafted by duty, driven to rebellion, destined for love. Initiate peace negotiations immediately. Its terms are reasonable.
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>>42934598

hi mr gypsy!
i want to know, if anything stayed in her mind after our last talk and if she wants to contact me again.

thanks if you do!
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>>42934598
Thank you for being back big Gypsy! Can I get a read about the nature of my work? I want to devote my entire being to it. And I want to see what it looks like I’ll be doing and how I’ll find it and if I’ll be able to travel (I really want the work to be remote and useful all over the world and want to explore the world while doing good work and making good money)
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>>42934598
Hi big gyp! I wanna know what’s up with this woman (Leo Sun) that I’m on a pause with. I don’t know if I should pursue a continuation of the relationship or let it go. We paused it because I didn’t feel like I was chosen - but I think she had a reason to feel confused as well. So now I’m curious if we’ll ever resolve our differences and get back together. I appreciate your reading big gyp <3
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>>42934598
Hey. It’s been hard to catch you lol >>42932444
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>>42934612
Tldr yes
In essence she's open to talking but only to fry you further and be incredibly dense, really. Sorry but this just don't change.

>Widower Letter Falseness
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>>42934598
Hello!
It might be a goofy question, but here goes:
Did I have a past life in the Mesozoic Era? If so, what kind of creature was I?
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>>42934608
Holy moly I thought I was the only one doing gypsy oracle cards
Howdy there
Where did you come from?
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>>42933836

>Unexpected Joy, Letter, Thought.

The upcoming closure of “Unexpected Joy” chapter highlights life’s serendipity. It was an unexpected opportunity that turned positive. While pleasant, future opportunities may differ.

The work involves writing, editing, contracts, correspondence, and paperwork. Thoroughly review documents before signing contracts, as they often determine project success.

Acquiring this work requires referrals or recommendations from trusted individuals. Someone’s memory will be the catalyst.

The strategy is simple: inform people about your job search. Reach out to former colleagues and encourage them to consider you. Put yourself in others’ minds, and you increase the likelihood of receiving a referral that leads to success.
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>>42934668
it's ok mr gypsy.

thanks for your reading, some things just never change.
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>>42934658
>Error: You must wait longer before deleting this post
Fuck sorry for the duplicate
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>>42934683
Just giving back to the community. I lurk a lot. And I wanted to experiment. Looking for feedback tho.
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>>42934656
Hey sorry for not reading, I've really had a busy day and you were on my mind while making this post

Hey I'm not sure if you're a guy asking for a gal, the inverse or something else but it seems that this was all an elaborate attempt on getting your attention. In one sense that's true in another; the other person pains themselves for not catching your attention. So in a way they're an elephant in a China shop but in another they care about you, they're just oblivious.

>Longing Lover Hope
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>>42934698
You can say that again...
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>>42934414
Funny. I was about to do this reading before I got a call and got distracted. Your reading was very similar to mine.

Good stuff.
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>>42934718
Hi old, are you doing readings? Could trade too
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Ill do three readings [3]. From those interested, ill need

>Gender(s)
>No yes/no queries
>No death or occult related queries
>No generals.

As always keep in mind that I take my time and this is simply practice. Good luck
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>>42934724
Sure thing. Whats your query?
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>>42934729
What does C (female) feel towards me? Not exactly a romantic query, she's my friend who I look up to
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>>42934602
Pulled three more cards with your context.
>Thief, Widower, Widow

Her feeling now is the Thief. She’s not raging; she feels robbed of trust, time, dignity, whatever it was. She experiences what happened as something taken from her. That’s what the line guards. People who feel robbed don’t wait for an apology; they wait for what was taken to be truly acknowledged.

The silence is you, the Widower. The deck respects her limit as real mourning, carried alone, with dignity.

The Widow’s anger is making the same journey as yours: rage cooling into grief, grief into quiet. The ice is becoming water.

The deck drew patience. The line still stands, and respecting it is right. If a door opens, it opens on her time. Until then, keep doing what you’re doing.
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>>42934729
there will be a reconciliation?

thanks Old!
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>>42934598
OHHH OHHH MR.GYPSY!!! Hiii, can you tell me if I should have multiple emails for all my social media accounts or should I put it all under one single email? wouldn't it make it more secure to have tons of emails?
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>>42934619
Well your enterprise would be marked with a sort of poverty, actually. But also with a certain love for life and interesting, adventurous encounters. It would take you on a spiritual journey and you'd benefit in every field save for finances. You should really give your heart to it, especially because it'll be accomplished with a woman (or man) by your side, because when I mean you'll have everything but money - I mean it!

>Love
>Hope Some money Lover
>Mistress Thought
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>>42934729
I’m male and she’s female

I’m curious what she thinks of me. I miss her a lot sometimes. I wonder if she misses me too. Is a reunion possible?
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>>42934729
Does T (girl) have some feelings towards me (guy) and can we arrange something in the near future or is it a sticky situation? Lost cause maybe?
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>>42934729
Female

What’s his take on what’s going on? I’ve been going through a lot emotionally and distancing myself from everyone. It’s might’ve caused confusion.
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>>42934674
Sorry I don't do esoteric readings including past life etc
>>42934703
Cool! Did you buy cards bc of the lurking? I'm kind of flattered
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>>42934738
thanks for your consideration and taking time for this.
I put my own boundary on this, I can respect her feelings, but this time around I put Myself first.
thanks dude.
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>>42934608
thank you, but speaking of romance with my foot just makes me think I'm gonna start a foot fetish onlyfans. perhaps it is my destiny
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>>42934598
Hello!
I was hoping I could get a reading on what my job options look like for the rest of the year, the market is though and while I've had a few leads and interviews so far nothing concrete has come my way.
Thanks in advance!
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>>42934640
Well, despite it being a pretty positive card, it's kind of a lost cause. I can see you have pure and good intentions but you better leave it. There's someone else on her radar and that's just that. They just recommend you move along really heartily and that you weep and get over it.

>Cheerfulness
>Sadness Love Enemy
>Journey Loss
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>>42934705
>elaborate attempt on getting your attention
It worked. I was screaming in physical and emotional agony. People don’t understand that they can’t do shit to me like this, it makes me want to throw myself off a bridge. Fucker needs to be more careful. I’m really pissed now but thank you.
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>>42934736
>QoWrx, PoPrx, 2oS, KnoS

I am working under the assumption that yoi are also female (?), though it doesnt change the reading.

Well, C is at the moment somewhat upset with you over something petty. Its hard to be precise, it could be mild lime "you forgot her birthday" but it could also be something that you let them down with, either way while petty it was still important for them. They dont hate you but its sticking to their craw and they are still trying to figure out their interest in you, might wven wish to talk about it.

There is a non cero chance that this involves someone or something else as jealousy might be implied. Good luck
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>>42934781
>People don’t understand that they can’t do shit to me like this
You're right, you can only do it to yourself. And don't get me wrong, you're talking to the guy who thinks of the person he hates the most every single day, but yk, they don't get to you, you get to yourself.

I still hate that woman and I regret not throwing eggs at her car when she parked in my neighborhood but that's just me... You get my point
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>>42934796
Also forgot to attach this to the post lmao
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Trading
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>>42934801
Query?
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>>42934743
Well it's a pretty simple read but
>Priest
You should definitely have multiple, no amount of conscientiousness would be too little
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AQ
hi. how are you today?
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>>42934805
!!! thank yoouuuuuu mr gypsyyyyyy :)
have a gud dayyyy
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>>42934776
Well it goes bust despite your enthusiasm; the tide is turning against you and by all accounts you will have to abandon some facet of your professional life (maybe your default profession?) at least towards the end of the year.

>Enemy Lover Loss Journey Sadness
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>>42934780
Is there a possibility of these readings being wrong? I kind of want this to be wrong haha. Just curious. Not too aware of how tarot really works.
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>>42934803
Any strong warnings I should listen to about myself or my life? I feel like giving up. You?
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>>42934828
im not mr. gypsy but the future can always change, nothing is really set in stone. sometimes you can use tarot as advice as what not to do in a situation as well
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>>42934832
how did my listeners feel about that little "show" I did on the airways just a few moments ago? starting once you confirm.
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>>42934796
>>42934799
Well, you’re right that I at least have to cool down because we have to see each other in a group setting soon. Thanks again.
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>>42934739

>Yes/no query
>No relevant genders

Hmmmm...

>>42934747
>5oSrx, Death, AoS, Fool


Interesting. A lot to talk about.

So first, they feel some regrets over you, whatever transpire between you two she thinks it was necessary so they have mostly made their peace with it, but that does not mean they dont find it regrettable. I do not think they are pining for you or anything like that, but they do see you as someome that was pivotal in their life.

With all that said, it is still something of a casual perception. They are curious about you, but i think other matters or people might hold their attention and make a reunion unlikely... not impossible tho, but i dont think youll have the patience or taste for it, nor should you. Good luck
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>>42934837
Starting
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>>42934729

Male

I'd like to know how moving vs staying affected me or what those paths looked like side by side
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>>42934851
2nd one. Thank you OldHelp. I wonder why you say if I shouldn’t have the patience or taste for them returning.

I guess you’re not wrong. Let’s see how life unfolds. Thank you for reading for me :)
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>>42934458

That's pretty accurate, thanks. Could you tell me about my business and financial plan, is it the best thing to have chosen?
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>>42934837
Things went off the rails, chaotic or impulsive show. It captivated their interest wanting to know what happens next or where you are taking it. It might have been entertaining cuz it was kinda unserious or it put people off cuz it was too goofy/immature, some may found it charming though, nostalgic, endearing with 6 of cups. So it was some off the rails thing that was goofy that they found endearing.
Chariot rx 3 of wands page of wands rx 6 of cups
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>>42934828
Well these are Gypsy oracle cards so if you ask my credibility I'd say no way at all but if you ask my humanity I'd say I really gosh darn hope so. I wish this makes no sense at all but if you see yourself in this situation then I'd abandon this girl to save your sanity. Do it for yourself and for another girl that might prop up down the line. Honestly the worst a man can feel is despair and if you gotta go through it, make sure it's a tunnel and not a dead end.
Also, check for yourself to dispel all doubts, but if it happens, it's not then you have a call to be prepared.
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>>42934832
be patient with yourself, this will take patience and time. Someone you will meet soon will set off a romantic conquest. you will be glad you held on...by mid fall or so
hanged man, chariot R, knight cups, HP R, 4 cups, lovers
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>>42934754
>4oC, QoWrx, KoW, Sunrx

There is a chance here but friend you are walking on thin ice. You see, there is some level of tension that they are indeed attracted to, but they also seem to think that you are something of a handful. I am not entirely sure if this means you have been too forward or not forward enough. It could really be interpreted either way with sun and QoW being both reversed. Normally id say you have been too forward if going by the book, but i think in this case its the opposite, maybe you have been too ambivalent in your chemistry with her, getting her interested then ghosting for example. They might feel like you dont finish what you start.

Its a difficult read but as a whole they like you, they are attracted and it seems sexual, just throwing that out to be frank, but you have managed to botch it with some eccentric behavior. What happens next will be up to you, though you still have to play your cards right. Good luck
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>>42934913
Your reading is godlike...
Thanks man, and you're right... I'm really going about this awkwardly but yea I wanted to know is this a passing interest on her side or am I suffering out of inaction.
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>>42934881
Thank you for the kind advice Mr. Gypsy. I’m not going to lie this was the very first relationship of my life. And it left me…. I don’t even know how to describe it. The craziest part is that my longing for her didn’t start until 3 months after the breakup. And it’s not that she was perfect. We’re all human and we all make mistakes. But I’m really surprised that I’ve been thinking about her so much.

Why do you say that a worst a man can feel is despair? I think you’re right. Just not sure how to get out of it. I can’t seem to accept that she’s never coming back. Even tho I know it won’t be a healthy relationship if she does come back. I’ve felt too heartbroken and humiliated and my trust in love is gone. So not sure how I’ll be able to shield her from my hurt.

But thank you Mr. Gypsy. I appreciate your reading <3
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>>42934851
oh so that wasn't about me!

hahahsa sorry Old, i'm a Male, asking for a Female.
sorry! if you don't mind, can you make me a read?

thanks if you do!
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>>42934872
No problem.

What i mean by patience and taste is that they might for example already be involved with someone and even if they are not, the cards seem to imply that there would be something in the situation that would upset you, perhaps waiting for too long for example.
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AQ
Finances for the next 30 days? Been stressing, idk if I’m retarded or not. Got a new job, but grew up poor and I am bad at anything having to do with numbers, so I often get irrationally afraid of spending money, and a friend swindled me out of two grand recently.
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AQ

Losing hope, will I ever get the relationship I desire? Will it last as much as I want it to last?
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>>42934954
I know your pain, fellow Insan. It's normal that you think about one person so much because every man wants to feel whole and if you give your all to one person, you expect that person to return the favor in order for you to actually be whole. And each time that falls apart you feel despair because what you sow doesn't line up with what you reap.
All I can tell you is that this is a fact of life you gotta face. Sometimes your goodwill doesn't get reciprocated. Maybe it's a test from a higher power, maybe it's something that you sow so you reap even bigger benefits later on or maybe it's a cruel joke of life. But you still gotta cultivate the same loving energy or else you got buried under life's burden.

Now, when I say it's okay to feel despair as long as you see an end to it, that means how you should see how dark it can get so you can handle it better the next time you have the misfortune to be disappointed by people. It's all a part of life and you have to be ready.

And on another note, the prerequisite to finding true love, rare as it might be, is to radiate love and show that you can cherish and understand and forgive. Then and only then will you get to meet the love of your life.

At any rate I wish you the best of luck with life's woes!
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Aq
Will I break free from my past soon
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>>42934997
Apparently, yes. There seems to be a relationship here that feels somewhat karmic (Temperance + Wheel of Fortune). However, there are some issues you need to work through in order for it to work.
You have a somewhat childish and idealized view of romantic relationships. The problem with this is that, because it isn't entirely realistic, it causes you to suffer more than you need to. When things get difficult, you tend to feel especially bad about it (Page of Cups / 5 of Pentacles / 10 of Wands).
Also, I don't know if you're male or female, but one of the fears surrounding this relationship in the future seems to be a conflict between being independent and feeling like you're perfectly fine on your own, versus fully committing to a relationship while knowing that, to some extent, you're going to give up some of your individual freedom (3 of Wands / 9 of Pentacles / 3 of Swords).
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>>42935058
Yes (The World + The High Priestess), but...
Your main challenge seems to be overthinking the situation, or feeling mentally trapped in your own head over something (8 of Swords).
- That said, if you're a woman, it looks like someone may come along to help you. Apparently, a sweet, kind man who is very emotionally aware and in touch with his feelings.
- If you're a man, though, it looks like you're going to have to be the one to follow your heart and open up emotionally, and you're probably not getting nearly as much help lmao.
(King of cups + 3 of wands)
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AQ

what is the advice in the context of our reconciliation i should follow?
we forgive each other after months of grudges and we are at least in a truce
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AQ

Will I be able to find an amazing career / vocation / work / calling for myself soon? I’ve been searching for it. Deeply. And it’s been years. I feel like God is playing a game with me testing how much I can be patient. Any reading or guidance would be appreciated. If anyone can scry my next work that would be great too
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>>42935065

>However, there are some issues you need to work through in order for it to work.
Totally fair.

>You have a somewhat childish and idealized view of romantic relationships
I do, which might be because of my little experience with them. I used to believe it was easier than people made it look like, then got a reality check this year. I've learned a lot, but there's still so much to know

>When things get difficult, you tend to feel especially bad about it
I do! Specifically, I tend to self-blame

> I don't know if you're male or female, but one of the fears surrounding(...)
I'm female, and you're right with that too. Giving up some of that freedom is a bit scary as I don't want to lose myself. What if they do me wrong after I've given up a part of me? It's scary.

Thank you! Now I know what I should focus on.
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AQ

What does next year hold for me in terms of my work and career?
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>>42935123
A lot of the problems between you seem to come from unconscious issues that still haven't been worked through. They appear to be tied to an overly romanticized view of relationships, as if it's difficult for both of you to see the reality of the relationship beyond the "honeymoon phase."
It doesn't look like a bad relationship at all. If anything, it seems to have more innocence, warmth, and genuine affection than many others. The problem is that you're both having trouble seeing things as they really are.
So the advice would be this: first, start treating the relationship as something serious. Less fairy tale, more real partnership between two adults.
Second, take some time to honestly ask yourself whether you truly want to build a family and a future with this person. If the answer is yes, then bring it up openly and start taking concrete steps toward making it happen.
(The Moon, 6 of Cups, Knight of Cups, 4 of Wands, Knight of Pentacles, Queen of Pentacles, Knight of Swords)
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>>42935168
god damn man, this is pure gold.

i've never read something so accurate.
and yet, i found myself with a "?" but with new answers and new questions.
i'm gonna reflect on it. thanks for your advice.
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>>42935168
hi, do you do general readings? i just want to know what the rest of the year will be like for me. im a grill. thank you either way
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>>42935168

If you can do one for me I'd like a general guidance sort of reading if you would
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>>42935212
Alright, let's take a look at what the rest of the year has in store for you.
You're going through a pretty introspective phase right now, with a lot of inner work going on (The Hermit). At the same time, it looks like you're putting a lot of effort into your material life as well — maybe working really hard or pouring a lot of energy into a particular project (8 of Pentacles).
The thing is, it looks like you're eventually going to take some time off, and that break seems to involve a trip or some kind of travel (4 of Swords / 6 of Swords).
I don't know if you're currently in a relationship, but someone does seem to be coming into your life: a dark-haired, attractive, charismatic, and seductive man. He'll make you question what you actually want in a partner, especially when it comes to the difference between that type of man and someone who's more emotionally open and sensitive (King of Wands / King of Pentacles / King of Cups / 7 of Cups).
However, I also get the feeling that you'll be somewhat afraid of what life is offering you, even though you already have the resources you need and are actually quite open to receiving it (Ace of Pentacles + The High Priestess).
The main challenge the Tarot seems to be pointing toward is your idea of what happiness actually means. You may have to realize that happiness isn't about "having it all," but about being at peace with what life chooses to offer you and being able to accept it (The Sun + Temperance).
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>>42935217
Sure. Do you want a completely general reading, or is there something specific you'd like me to focus on?
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I hope all have à good comfy nighty night
Be good /div/
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Aq


Have I reached, with the hard work over the last few months my stronger and better self?

Any advice?
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>>42935124
The problem is that your thoughts and your ability to actually process them don't seem to be lining up. Let me try to explain. You think about this in an incredibly analytical way, but when it comes to turning all that analysis into something practical, you seem to hit a wall. It's almost like a child who knows what they want to say but doesn't have the right words for it — to the point where you don't even fully understand yourself. (King of Swords / Page of Swords)
There's also this issue where you're approaching the whole situation as something you have to win, almost as if your pride or ego depends on it, while at the same time you don't really have the resources to deal with it right now (6 of Wands / 10 of Swords).
Because if you're genuinely trying to find your calling, then this isn't supposed to be an ego thing. It's something you're supposed to feel, and that's where your challenge lies (The High Priestess). There's something about this situation that scares you and is causing you a tremendous amount of anxiety (9 of Swords).
Also, whatever it is you're looking for seems to come through other people. I don't know whether that's friends or simply people you interact with, but the cards seem to be telling you to rest. I think you need to shut your brain off for a while and allow yourself to be open and receptive instead of trying to figure everything out intellectually. (3 of Cups / 4 of Swords).

Something I have to ask: are you already financially well-off, or does your family have money? I get the feeling that you're not looking for a career or calling for financial reasons, almost as if that part of your life is already taken care of.
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>>42935321
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>>42935168
Sorry i read this but i didnt ask.
Beneath this problems ... is a reconciliation possible between us?
I think that's the first issue here d:
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AQ
What is the solution to my problems?
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>>42935366
Cute !
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>>42935366
Checked, I’m the one who traded with you last night. You mentioned something about a younger confidant, and I was already talking to a close friend about my issue. However, another friend (who is also younger) hit me up today, and we got to talking about some personal stuff. Thought you might find this interesting.
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>>42935268

Just went through a bunch of life changes and didn't know if I missed out on anything by taking a new path but also whatever comes up is good
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Does anyone have a feedback or need help with understanding a schizomancy?
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>>42935478
It is interesting thanks for the follow up. It hard man. I saw yiur cards for your spread and it looks like you have it rough but nothing you cant handle
>>42935432
Thats me eating Doritos
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AQ
Will I find love today?
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>>42935700
>The Tower
I don't want to say no but, it feels like your definition of love will shaken up before you can meet them. Let's say that you will be challenged to see love for what it really is and that requires a break from the illusion first. The bright side is that you cannot build love on a fake foundation, so better cut it off from the roots.
Voices sent you this song:
https://youtu.be/pgz6PnHkmpY

Sorry wish I had a better card for you, wish you all the best.
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AQ
Wait for him or move on?
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>>42935751
can I get a card alari?
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>>42935782
Move on
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>>42935808
Queen of Pentacles
And a Voice was telling you to listen to the birds :)
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>>42935823
q
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>>42934414
Wow i fell asleep. Thank you so much
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>>42935811
Ty <3
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>>42935834
What is the solution to my problems? You?
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>>42935845
30 day financial gen
Starting
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>>42935849
Lovers 9 of cups 6 of swords 3 of pent rx
You’ll have decisions to make financially between the way you earn or the way you spend or some sort of financial agreement is gonna be made or another person perhaps coming into partnership with you to help you financially and it’s gonna leave you in a position where you feel satisfied and emotionally fulfilled and you’ll have the things you need and it’s gonna move and progress you toward a calmer situation financially speaking, but there’s still might be an issue with maybe having a formal job or having some sort of steady income or formal project or collaboration that can bring an income. You may move physically or you may cut things out of financially or Change jobs, job you get might be lame though. Maybe issues with being fairly compensated or someone in some collaborative effort you’re already in not pulling their weight. You may accept support and help early on letting you feel relief and satisfaction moving away toward a calmer situation but the 3 of pent rx is in place.
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>>42935845
four of wands, page of wands r, king of cups, nine of pents r, nine of swords

do you have difficulty balancing independence with reliance? the cards are saying that you are an extremely capable person who could hit the ground running if you just have a little bit of proper aid. the nine of swords along with the reversed page and nine of pentacles makes me think that there's fear regarding reliance on family vs actually solving your problems, and i can't tell if right now you're struggling to pull yourself away or if you're struggling to ask for help, but it's best if you're somewhere in the middle for right now. you don't need to divulge each and every one of your secrets with family, but you do need to take what you can get and apply it very actively when it comes to pulling yourself up from this hole you're in. the donald trump "small loan of a million dollars" quote comes to mind. it's okay to rely on family to build your future empire, but you need to make sure you're actually putting in the effort as well and not just taking the present moment for granted.

i hope this makes sense. idk what your situation is, so i just plainly read the cards as is, but feel free to add context.
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Why do I have so much bloodlust for someone who was never a fighter or a killer?
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>>42935860
ty, this makes sense to me. trade again?
also are you the girl with the abusive family struggling in uni?
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BLOODLUSTED? well, you might be in a 1v1 battle to the death.... no worries kid, I've got you. You're going to want to hit hard and fast before they can do the same to you, and just remember, speed has been equalized so don't get cocky.
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>>42935877
wtf yes. I blacked out on new psych recently and woke up in my totalled car and got a 2nd dui, last one 6 years ago, and then went back home found out I wrote a bunch of suicidal gibberish before I left that night. blew through what little money I had cuz of that and now am moving back to parents end of month. They’re on vacation and haven’t told them I’m failing and have to redo an entire semester. They’re extremely time oriented about it and want me to finish as fast as possible and have already made cruel remarks about me not doing things fast enough and taking up more classes. I got my spine fractured 6 yrs ago and hit by a car crossing the street 3 years ago and now my back hurts again and I’m too scared to tell a doctor. Car was like 45k no collision insurance. I feel like I’m in a nightmare. What’s your query?
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>>42935908
Psych meds*. My query is uhh idk best course of action or anything I must heed or what should I focus on for rest of year? I dont live in a walkable city and have no job still. I think about death and living in a hole in the ground and kinda am losing hope cuz I’m 31 this month and eating shit for years again …by the time I come out of it. Idk I feel dead inside already, years from now idk. I’m such a fag
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AQ When will they stop procrastinating and go to bed like they said they would?
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>>42935818
thank you :))
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AQ
Should i offer to meet
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>>42935751
I should love more or less?
Which direction this tower should be falling?
I must be a reincarnation of a very old man, who lived in seclusion for his whole life. Even basic interactions were hard to learn for me.
I traveled a long way, and it seems I am not even at the half.

Thank you very much.
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>>42935915
aaaahh, your reading style felt familiar. we've traded a few times, when i saw the way you type your readings, everything clicked into place. don't feel bad. 31 is still incredibly young, and trauma survivors tend to get later starts than others. there are always ways to restart your life, such as finding a hippie commune or something. nothing is ever truly over, there are always new worlds to discover unbeknownst to you. try looking up r/hobbydrama and see how much obscure shit has been happening that you would've never known existed otherwise. i find it to be an incredibly world expanding activity to partake in.

anyway, my query is, how will my finances be at the end of 2026? starting urs.
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>>42935973
I feel like you’re gonna be doing a lot of building for the rest of this year and by the end of the year in terms of building up your finances. The devil will tempt you or try to get to you through this situation as an opening. You might have things you’re chained to such a debts or dependencies or you’ll view this in a way that takes power and control from you and lords it over you, or something. However you will have something stable that provides income steadily, or your situation will give you sources of steady income and you’ll stabilize your finances. But it feels like building and steady work, not massive miraculous gain. It’ll leave you tired and cautious with your spending, you’ll get real practical about things, protecting your assets either expecting attack or already been through it and not interested in any issues. The devil might be bad spending and you might steel yourself against it in the end. More money and a stable situation by the end, rebuilding and building forward.
7 of pent devil knight of pent 9 of wand
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>>42935915
three of cups r, page of pents, ace of swords r, knight of cups r, two of swords

you need to be out and about as much as possible. you say that you don't live in a walkable city, but you need to remedy your lack of mobility as soon as possible. maybe you should ask one of your family members to drop you off downtown in the morning each day or something so that you can find a job or friends or whatever. bottom line is that you need to find yourself somewhere that you can do things to reintegrate yourself into society. if you let your fears of talking to your family rule you, you won't get anything done, but it's also useless to try and reason with them when they are being harsh, so, like the previous reading said, you need to find a balance. rely on them when necessary and then use your own self to propel yourself off of their shoulders.

also, please don't be scared to tell a doctor abotu your back injury. back injuries are one of those things we dont fuck with, especially if you've had a prior spine injury. if something goes wrong with the spine, then you may not be able to move anymore in the future. it's better to avoid that, even though i know the doctor is scary and i know that it's a lot of anxiety to sit and wait to hear about your health. whatever you're imagining is probably the worst case scenario, but personally, every time i've been scared of the worst case, it's never been that. please be brave. as one abuse survivor to another, getting over my anxiety has been a series of pushing myself to be brave, until my brain accepted that there wasn't anything to fear.
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>>42935973
You right it’s just that i feel like everything substantial is out of reach because of either health or finances or lack of network or even will and ambition now. Gotta find some guy to procreate with too before my eggs die on top of that. I’d be happy living in a hole doing hobbies reading books arts and crafts whatever but I’m sad I’m not those crazy girl boss ceos with 2 masters. My mom once said my dad loves my half sister more during dinner because of her success. I couldn’t believe what I heard. Like some cartoon villain in real life. I feel like I killed all my potential and am too ill in body and mind now. But I can also try shoving all that up an ass and try my hardest regardless. I hope having a job doesn’t kill me because of my health conditions, a lot of desk positions I feel like it’s too competitive for me to get right now but I can be just too hard on myself too and should try anyway.
Thanks for letting me journal post
>>42936024
It’s not that I’m not brave it’s just that I can’t handle the physical sensations, they override everything, I can’t think straight and experience physical pain in really stressful situations because it’s like I’m already an open raw irritated flesh wound walking around as a human being. And stressful situations is pretty much my parents. Homelessness was less scary than them. The spine I fear because I want to body build and I don’t want to hear that I just cracked something even worse in there for the third time. The thing is though I completely lost consciousness for hours and the drivers wheel airbag didn’t explode but everything else did. Last time my face got crushed by one. I walked off completely unscathed feeling completely fine out of it. I didn’t kill myself or anyone else. But two weeks later now I woke up in incredible pain and I’ve been in pain for days now and can’t bend that well. But at least I’m alive. I was writing that I want to kill and hang myself.
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AQ
Will I meet someone spectacular soon?
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>>42935578
why could you and I never see eye to eye and make it work?
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Schizo aq. Im a reincarnated spirit prince being attacked by old my spirit race. I want to know if I still have allies of my old race or if they are all against me?
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>>42936180
* my old
Hope the image helps
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Sorry, I feel asleep...

>>42935929
You're welcome!

>>42935947
It's not a matter of loving more or less but what you believe about love. The tower only fall down to the ground, collapsing a structure that was problematic, weak and unreliable.

Perhaps you are waiting for Love to find you, when you should be spreading Love on your way, like seeds over the wind and creating a forest around you.

Perhaps leaving the tower, the isolation is a good step. This old man was afraid, what are you afraid of? It's part fate, part what you believe and the most important travel you should do is within.

I hope this helps anon, sometimes I mix stuff they are showing and saying to me which gets difficult to express as a ESL. But I wish you all the best!

>>42936140
Huh? Work what? Who are you?
What's your real query dear?
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>>42936321
>I hope this helps anon, sometimes I mix stuff they are showing and saying to me which gets difficult to express as a ESL. But I wish you all the best!
No it is well understood and helpful. Thank you very much! I hope you the same!
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Does she, the shortie, think about me? AQ
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Wheres the runes guy ? I want to know if il ever be rich and if I will ever be more than friends with the woman I am currently thinking about
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>>42935579
And a can of mountain Dew, they told you to touch grass and now u moving like the blair witch
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>>420
YOU MEN ARE ALL THE SAME
>SEX ZEX SEX
>MONEY MONEY MONEY
>I LOVE TOILET
pathetic
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AQ
Will she be there tonight?
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AQ
Are we going to see each other soon?
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>>42935260
thank you so much, i'm sorry my reply is late. but yes, this seems so very accurate. i'm dealing with a dark haired and attractive man right now, haha. this is super accurate. thank you!
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>>42936607
Same goes for you Karens
>Ugly inside and out
>Forever unloved
>Crazy as fuck
Kek
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>>42936321
Hi Alari, could I ask what spirit wants me to know for the future?
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>>42936933
No work will be done for you. I'll work for myself and avoid you.
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>>42936970
>Anon called Barkon replying for Alari
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>>42936970
I will ban you for this.
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Aq. Do I have my own astral kingdom that i am not aware of?
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>>42936607
sorry...
it's mostly money for me thougg
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Can I have a general for the rest of the year?

I think the storm time is over, things are very tranquil now, but a soft breeze not always means a calm weather.
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>>42936391
Thank you for your feedback and good vibes, I need it :3

>>42936933
Hi hun, I'll do my best :)
There's love for you, you missed to pick some rewards from the past. Things that you earned and it was in your right to acquire but you left it behind and there's someone or something keeping an eye on it but they cannot have it because it's yours only. I cannot see what it is but there's a possibility that someone nearby could be pushing you towards something or someone even if you don't feel so interested and they seem to be more eager than you that's a sign.

I wish I could say more but I'm about to do some physical therapy but I hope this helps somehow. Good luck dear <3
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>>42937823
alari, what spirits do I have with me?
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>>42937823
Alaris, what can I do to make the invocation ritual a success?
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Doing three (or more) readings listening to this beautiful song.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kCyUOEslzt8
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>>42937994
Where is this headed?
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>>42937994
Hello i have a 2 parter. Is my hunch about having a spirit kingdom of my own correct? Is the reason they dont help me because they think I'm dead or dont know where I am?
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>>42937994
What would my life be like had I made the other choice in that important decision 2.5 years ago?
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>>42937994
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7WskQkvjJDA
Would you like a song from me to?
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Will I find a girlfriend soon?
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>>42938020
>Aeon (X), Universe (X), Hermit, IX of Cups
It seems like a long and lonely path. It doesn't seem to be exactly what you need right now, in fact, it seems to be the opposite of where you should be at this moment,but it seems that, if your goal is to be happy and feel fulfilled, this is where this path will lead you in the long run.

>>42938029
<Is my hunch about having a spirit kingdom of my own correct?
>Lust (X), X of Swords, VIII of Wands
No.
<Is the reason they dont help me because they think I'm dead or dont know where I am
>Emperor, Princess of Disks, IX of Disks, VII of Disks
There are several things you don’t know yet or fail to understand because you’re too focused on seeing what you want to see rather than the reality of what actually is.
There’s a lot for you to learn and understand. You need to be more mature and have a more “grounded” view of the world, and then the Universe might start helping you the way you want. You’re flying too high, and the Universe senses that if it gives you what you want, it will lead you down a path of self-destruction.
You need to be ready, and right now you’re not.

>>42938041
>VIII of Disks, X of Cups, V of Wands, VI of Swords
It would have been harder. You would have had to deal with a lot of conflicts and unpleasant situations, but those would have pushed you out of your comfort zone and helped you grow and break free from situations and cycles that were bad for you.
But maybe you'd be more satisfied with where you are in life. I can't say if you'd be happier, but perhaps you'd be more prouder of yourself.

>>42938088
>Devil, V of Cups, Princess of Cups
Girlfriend No, but someone to have sex? Yep.
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>>42938108
>Girlfriend No, but someone to have sex? Yep.
Fuck. I will get hurt again so bad :D Thank you.
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>>42937994
I had a signal once with this album.
i am a huge muse fan and she is a very huge strokes fan. think they released on different days but it was supposed to be on the same day hashaj

my query, if you can, if there will be a reconciliation between us?
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>>42937994
Hi. Should I go on alone without d ?
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>>42937994
May i have some advice on the next steps I should take on my spiritual journey like learning a new form of magic?
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>>42937823
>33
Thank you! Hope your physical therapy goes smoothly.
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Can I get a card for if i was tricked?
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>>42937994
Female
When do I move out of my family home?
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>>42937994
Hey I'm willing to make it a trade so if you could tell me what does M (girl Sag) think of me? (guy, Aries) presently? Do I cross her mind?
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>>42937994
Can I get some advice about how should I go about making my videos for social media? I haven't figured out how I want to create these things.
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>>42936393
Bump
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AQ
Why did she ghost me?
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Yes or no read please
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>>42938620
6 of wands. yes
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>>42938684
Thank you, this resonates!
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AQ
What could help me with my healing, magical, spiritual and manifestation goals?
As in what will help this progress or increase in results and power positively?
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>>42936393
>>42938540
Bumpo
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>>42936393
>>42938713
6 of cups. she does think of you fondly
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>>42938720
Thank youuu
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>>42937857
I see spirits from Africa, some enslaved, but strong ones though, breaker of chains, spirits that had to break curses, changed the path from their ancestors but never forgot their roots. One Voice says West Africa and another pokes also at aboriginals and native spirits, the rightful owners of the land.

Hope this helps, wish you all the best!

>>42937979
Any correlation on Egypt? I'm listening to an old Egyptian song I liked and a pyramid. But eh I'm not well versed in invocation and such, I suggest you to follow the manual, fren. A Voice tells you to "listen to them before acting", "friends that were long silent".

Sorry if wasn't really helpful, occult stuff ain't my forte, wish you good luck!

>>42938202
Ty, it was great and I'm feeling awesome (:
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>>42938741
hi alari, how are you? i hope you're doing well today
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>>42938741
Hey alari. Any clue on what type of magic i should try to learn next. I dont like working with gods or spirits so I worked on sigils and servitors but want to try something stranger?
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>>42938741
Can I get some advice about how should I go about making my videos for social media? I haven't figured out how I want to create these things.
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Anyone up for a trade?
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>>42938741
>202
Your reading has been on mind and I think I know exactly what it’s referring to, which is a non-romantic love. This choice to not attempt to reap the rewards is one I still stand by. It’s complicated.

I’d just like some advice from the voices because I’m prone to hide/retreat when I don’t know what to do or when dealing with pain. My mother says I “hibernate,” my husband says I can be cold and distant when working through things. It takes a lot of coaxing for me to do relatively normal activities. This might be working against me without being able to recognize it at all times, which could very well be relevant here.
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>>42938741
>>42938848
>202
Also, glad to hear the success. Getting that help can be well worth it.
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>>42938747
Hi anon, I'm doing better now after the physio, I was in a lot of pain earlier. How about you?

>>42938751
As I said, I'm not good with occult questions but my Voices are saying that no matter what you pick, there will always be a spirit connected, that being said, they're showing me a shaman but he's kinda sketchy imo. So I guess it's a warning for you to pick things not based on appearance but seek, study what is behind the mechanism, or you could end up serving something you wouldn't consciously agree with.

>>42938781
They are giving you this song https://youtu.be/ewRjZoRtu0Y and oddly enough I was thinking about the same thing earlier and that depends on your niche but I'm seeing the 8 of Pentacles card, so record your process, how you get things done depending on the theme, if you're an artist, show the materials, some techniques or adapt it to your style but nothing too exhausting, something that could give the audience some ideas on how your creation process go. If it's beauty or fashion, some sort of GRWM stuff... I hope this helps fren, best of luck!
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>>42938861
> 751
Thank you. I'll be careful. I like servitors because it uses my own energy for the most part so I'll try to stick to magic that is either not associated with gods or is only associated with larger concepts like generational earth energies or the like.
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>>42938741
Alari, may i ask something?

Can you see or hear anything for a reconciliation between me and my ex (F)?
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>>42938707
>Primary Hexagram
H22 Luminosity, 4th line changing
>Secondary Hexagram
H30 The Spark

The fourth line, and the core, of H22 indicates a need to enhance your knowledge and skills with a self-discovery journey. You possess luminosity that must be enhanced by external adornments, which in less literal terms can refer to acquired skills or methods that will demonstrate your nature to those around you by purifying and purging what is non essential. Once you have evolved in this way it will be time to show yourself to the world and others around you, make yourself noteworthy. After you do that you will receive an unexpected opportunity that will allow you to achieve greater heights. This will take the form of a new community to be part of that will help you achieve your goals. It will be crucial to cultivate your charisma. When you work with those in that community you will not only increase your personal power but will instill growth in others as well.

The fourth line indicates success with the arts or literary pursuits as well as a letter or message that will come to you. Consider putting yourself out there through those means.
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Thank you all for your queries and trust, but I'm going to get some rest now, wishing you all a great time!

>>42938848
>>42938861
Hi are you this anon >>42805928 by chance? Because the visuals did repeat again but I was trying to remain neutral, however that is a love/soulmate road every time a relationship reading is concerned. But in this case I'd be mindful of that coaxing because someone might see an advantage from your harvest that you either don't think it's a good deal or unaware of who also can benefit from it.

I'm running out of juice rn but they are giving you this song https://youtu.be/r58GQYFZeLE I guess for now it would be nice to let that sink in for a while... I believe now I might know who you are and I'm getting a strange sense of familiarity, as if I knew your story like someone who was following a character on a movie, but an old one from late 80s or 90s and I'm suddenly getting emotional heh

>>42938918
Yes, be careful and study deep before attempting something different.

>>42938921
I would love to help you my darling, but this query hits too close to home and I'm currently emotional, so I might bleed into your reading and we don't want that. I'll probably be back tomorrow and we can try again, aye?
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>>42938795
Q?
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>>42939028
Damn, that’s amazing that you pieced together the posts. Yes, that’s me from many threads ago. I’m heading off to dinner and will listen to the song after. Much appreciated.
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>>42939028
>8921

I actually sensed pain in your words, and since i've been there i don't want that burden in you now.
But i also feeled an strange kind of warmth.
Hope everything is ok Alari, big big hug.
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>>42938937
This is extremely accurate, every detail is too! I have gotten this exact message in visions, dreams, meditations, prayer, signs, synchronicities, from others, in other reads and it also aligns with my astrological chart. I asked once on here if it is fate and will happen no matter what and I got the wheel of fortune as a yes, then just now I asked if I'm on the right track and will succeed with every single goal, dream, desire, manifestation, and gain mastery of these abilities and it was 6 of wands as a yes too. Both the wheel of fortune, 6 of wands match your read too, especially with opportunity and success, fame, support, charisma, creative talent all helping with this too. In other reads in the past I also got the sun, the magician, the emperor, the world, 10 of pentacles, 10 of cups and the like all agreeing that I will succeed, no matter what and manifest all my goals, gain these skills and even be famous for them and that I will also be able to help, protect, heal, and support others and share knowledge, and unconditional love which is my biggest dream cone true! Help others connect with the Divine, God, and unconditional love too.
Thank you so much, I really appreciate this read, I was checking to see of I was on the right track or for any insights to help me with my goals. This read was very helpful at providing insights and confirming I'm on the right track down to the details. Others and my visions also mentioned external adornments, an opportunity coming up, getting a community, particularly using and cultivating charisma and being noteworthy, putting myself out therewith this, arts and creative or performing pursuits like literary ones too. May you have many blessings and lots of love! Once again, thank you for the read!
<3 <3 <3 :D
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>>42939049
Silly query. Am I more attractive to her with a beard or without it?

What about you?
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>>42939091
Mine is am I a part of “group T” or am I just confused about my identity
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>>42939099
On it.
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Aq. Should I not ask A for help and try to fix my problem on my own?
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>>42939091
No beard: Moon 8 of Cups 10 of Pentacles
With Beard: 7 of Pentacles Judgement
8 of Wands
With beard for sure shes into older more mature looking guys that look like they have it together
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Can I get a yes or no reading?
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>>42939188
ace of swords. yes
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>>42939198
Thank you.
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>>42939099
>Ace of Pentacles, Judgement (R), Ace of Cups, Hierophant

I mean the short answer is "Yes" but this seems quite nuanced. Judgement reversed is indeed a card of self denial and hesitation of avoidance on your own personal evolution. You have both physical and emotional attachment to this group/identity, though this part could be as simply liking them/it. However dont expect any type of support or improvement in your life for for embracing or identifying "as". I am not sure if it would make things more difficult, but I dont believe it would help in any tangible way. See it more for what you can learn from it or for guidance than something you simply identify with or as.
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AQ

What BAD things are heading my way? Lol
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>>42937994
Oh hello ! Haven't see you in quite a while, hope you have been good
Comfy song
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>>42939368
hi ciel, how are you?
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>>42939223
Hey up for more trades?
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>>42939375
Hello !!
Ams sooooo tired, somewhat scared of not doing anything right
Of fumbling all i want yet again...
How are you ?
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>>42939384
We believe in you Ciel! Give it your best!
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>>42939395
I will try, but desu maybe my best is just not good for anything

Ig that's how it goes sometimes
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>>42939384
im okay. but you can do it! i believe in you
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AQ

Whats coming up for me soon?
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>>42939395
>>42939402
Thank you both, kind souls of some distant aether
Thank you, i hope you both find this kindness back to you
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aq
am I better off alone for life?
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>>42939401
You're persevering in this wonderful life, so that's a miracle unto itself!
Keep up the good work! Godspeed!
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Trading. My Q is next relationship… Pls dont ask me the same thing tho
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>>42939498
How much confidence do you have in your great work?
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AQ What the fuck is this shit?
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>>42939382
Sure thing. Whats your query?
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>>42939514
an entity is trying to use a fake future device to take over me. others are trying to help me
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what?
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>>42939504
What do you mean
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AQ RB, MC, or IC? they are sorted from most to least expensive
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>>42939572
ah i see. I feel like I understand what you mean. i had someone once try to use a simply trick to control my body years ago. i don't know what that has to do with my AQ though?
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Trading
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>>42938312
>>42939539
If you may do this, sorry for the delay
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>>42939657
Q
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poncho if ur around i'll have u know i'm wearing ur namesake around lately, have a few since they're comfy in the heat
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>>42939923
Are you reading for today?
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Aq
Will C ask me to marry him ? Or will things be over between us?
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>>42939923
Trade?
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AQ
Is Pb going to pursue me romantically?
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>>42939923
+1 on trade
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Aq
Will stop being so angry i want to kms anytime soon ?
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>>42939923
I’m 90% sure you’re aella
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>>42940038
Off twitter?
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Trading
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>>42939991
Want to trade?
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>>42940108
Q
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>>42939923
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Trading, can do scry for scry or tarot.
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trading
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Air q
Can someone tell me what that dream i had a few years ago with the black nail might've meant?
It was a while ago. I was told it was a mentor that might've been using rash methods on me but i'd like a second opinion

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzOc6B0yDUs
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>>42940636
query?
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>>42940643
why is she negatively obsessing over me like this again?
you?
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One card?
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>>42940663
I am opening a social media channel, I sort of know what type of content ill create. But I need further info, how should I make the video format? Should I pick a topic every week and just elaborate on it? starting once you confirm
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>>42940693
starting now
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>>42940663
5 pentacles, 5 swords, 6 swords, 3 swords R

Because some people are just like that especially women. This person might feel left out and there's not much you can do but bare the whole thing and let it pass. Its already starting to go away, it was just a thing that a young lady would do, chalk it up to hormones or an immature growing brain etc. female tier nonsense.
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>>42940693
the lovers r, two of cups, four of swords r, page of wands r

do what comes naturally and feels good to you. you may be thinking too much about this and are at risk of forgetting your passion and overworking on things that'll end up missing the mark for the sake of viewmaxxing. this isn't good, because you've barely even hit the ground. you should allow yourself some space to grow without worrying about what the "correct" thing is. have fun making it, and take notes organically on what works for your channel and isn't exhausting for you. a lot of things that seem good to beginners are actually saturated niches, for example, and won't get you a lot of traction. you need to go through the trial and error and find out what works for YOU specifically.

if this answer is unsatisfying, get a second opinion and apply this advice to whatever answer from a diff anon you get. i may be biased because i built a large social media page once upon a time and ended up starting over from zero because of several realizations i had.
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Aq
Will I marry w, r, or l?
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>>42940744
thank you bro, good luck with your projects. this helped me out, good night.
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>>42940038
>aella
LMAO i mean right social circle at least. but no.
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Trading
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>>42940806
Query?
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AQ:
Is S female thinking about me?
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AQ

Why has so much time gone by?
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Could I please get a yes or no read?
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Trading
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Trading
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>>42941041
Query?
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AQ
Will I get laid in this month?
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>>42941047
Advice to listen to the most right now? You?
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>>42941083
When will G respond to me
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>>42941099
End of month: wheel
It’s possible, circumstances and energies are making things spin in that direction but free will still exists
Two weeks: knight of pent
Yes, this guy is slow though.
End of weekend:
6 of swords ace of pent rx
He may be busy travelling and doesn’t have anything to offer you
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>>42941083
Ace of pent 6 of pent
4 of pent
Be careful with your money, look into investing as well. You're going to be struggling a bit. You can combat this through careful strategy
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>>42941150
Yea I’m down to 100 dollars total lol
Thanks
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>>42941119
can I trade with you?
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>>42941183
Sure. Best course of action for me to take for the rest of this month? You?
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>>42941191
Am I overthinking this whole video project thing for social media? Should I just go ahead with all the ideas I found this morning?
starting yours now
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>>42941191
I am seeing two things, a vision of you getting inside of a car and either driving or being driven by someone and someone in front of their PC or phone and working on some website.

Now is a good time to travel, before the weather cools off. If you've been meaning to take some time away from your usual place, now would be the right time to take that weekend off at a cabin. Also to take a trip or driving anywhere. The second shows me someone going on investment sites or perhaps playing with stocks and bonds. Now is a good time to make money, but invest wisely and once some profit is done, exit and don't wait for things to get too on edge. You will know what to do with your time and how to be productive for the remainder of September. Here's some cards.

6 pentacles, Knight Swords, 9 pentacles, 2 wands, High Priestess.
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>>42941198
Page of swords rx first card of overthinking
Death rx don’t change anything
World you have complete picture already

6 of cups 3 of wands
Yes put past ideas or recent ones into motion and finish line
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>>42941230
I got no car and 100 dollars to my name and no job yet. Let’s see how this goes Kek. Thank you interesting . My birthday is this month. I wanna go places
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>>42941236
>I wanna go places
I saw you getting in a car and going to places or someplace. Ask people for favors or for lifts, its your birthday month, people will help you. Good luck, happy future birthday and thanks for the trade.
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AQ Are those little spermies viable still?
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Aq
Am I going to get better at drawing?
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Doing few readings, mixing intuition with scrying and The Voices.

I've been thinking about giving them a name, what do you guys suggest?

Also trading next bf...
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>>42941543
This please? >>42941542
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>>42941543
the ephors
my query is, what is the outcome if I go ahead and attempt making sounds or a soundtrack to my videos for my social media? I already have the software and the equipment but I lack the technical skills to put it all together. this would prove to be a challenge to meet but I enjoy challenges.
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>>42941543
Heya,
In terms of love , does p(male) have feelings for me ?
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>>42941543
I want to know if there is any future with female CW. I am WR male. Good friendship or love. I enjoy them either way.
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>>42941598
Sorry, she is AC. Brain is dumb this early.
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>>42941543
Next bf:

Ten of Cups
Queen of Pentacles

Three of Cups

Six of Pentacles R

He is someone like you. Similar thoughts similar feelings. It will be fun.
You will meet with him through friends.

You didn't meet with him yet, but maybe there is somekind of thought of shipping in some peoples minds.
I don't know though.

-----------

My query (although you don't have to read if you don't feel like it :))
Next gf :D
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>>42941543
thank you for reading Alari. I would like to know something about my career and finances. I want to make good money doing something i really enjoy but i can't figure out what i should do. could you scry or read or give me some voices or all of these haha. thank you.

Also, happy to read for you about your next bf, but i need some feedback to calibrate my reading to you
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AQ Why am I shitting like this?
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>>42941543
When will I find my next bf?
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>>42941553
Voices are telling you to go wild, break the pattern, do something horrible (in terms of quality), they want you to experiment and feel some freedom with the pen before thinking about techniques, pretend you are in kindergarten and have fun, release the tension and concerns initially and later on you can think about technical stuff.

>>42941565
>the ephors
Oh I like how that sounds, will look into its meaning.

If you start putting them without testing and practicing it's going to sound a bit goofy, I don't know what's your real intent but it's going to fall on the comical side if not polished and sometimes out of place. Avoid repetition if possible, we want to set a mood, not overwhelm your audience. Honestly I don't see a bad start, but a honest one that will surprise people but the learning curve ain't that hard.

>>42941592
P... Are you the one asking about PB?
Just curious because that's the initials of my crush lmao but it's not him so I hope I don't project a bit...

P seems sad, he doesn't want to give in or admit his feelings and is trying to save face. I don't think he's withdrawing completely but he's definitely trying to get get busy and distracting with stuff so he doesn't have to think about it, however the thought of you comes to his mind but he tries to suppress it with anger.

>>42941598
>>42941604
Friendship is possible, I see you guys working together, maybe going out to do errands. There's a chance she might see you differently but there's another guy around that draws her attention too...
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>>42941688
>>42941688
> 8 of cups
> 5 of swords
> Ace of wands
> 10 of pentacles
> 4 of pentacles
> 6 of pentacles
> 5 of wands
I see you looking back at a relationship with someone you cared about deeply, even though part of you already knows moving on would be healthier. You wanted a future with him, and walking away from that hope is painful, especially when there are good memories tied to the relationship.

You deserve a love that feels mutual, secure, and generous. His status or money does not make up for selfishness or emotional distance. What seems to be holding you there now is the memory of what you hoped the relationship would become. Try to honor what you felt without letting nostalgia keep you in a situation that no longer gives you the love you need.

Take care and Godspeed

My Q - how protected am I spiritually?
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>>42941543
Hey Alari,
Omg love scrying!
Please see into my future, general reading. Would love advice too.
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Trading
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>>42941734
query?
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>>42941626
Oh wow, this sort of happened yesterday.
A friend wanted to match me with her friend, saying we have a lot in common and he's also an actor but he's a Sagittarius too and I'm traumatised so I noped lmao

Ooo your next gf is wonderful wow, my voices started to sing this song and I believe they're also in love with her https://youtu.be/y8EkC8c28f0

She reminds me of a Latina version of Anne Hathaway, akin to Penélope Cruz but less fuller lips, lovely flowy brown hair, she likes roses and petunias. Something tells me she's a strong cancer, a voice calls her "eyes of the moon". Wow she's so gorgeous I'm in love too lmao.
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>>42941543
can I get a finance gen?
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>>42941756
>A friend wanted to match me with her friend
Well
Looks like I am a wizard :D

>I'm traumatised so I noped lmao
If you feel like it give it a try. You don't have to do anything, you can just look around first.
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>Penélope Cruz
Yes there is a girl just like her. I hope something happens soon. Thank you <3
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>>42941543
how does my next girlfriend look? gemini male
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>>42941543
i think the voices could be called "Kristina" - not sure why that name popped in my head. do they sound like a Kristina?
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>>42941750
Would CVSC hire me? You? Or what are they looking for in a receptionist
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>>42941791
how much screen time should I give myself in my videos? should I try to maximize my visibility or minimize it?
starting once you confirm
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>>42941543
Are you better today Alari?

if you want to name it, it should be something blunt, like "the Alari Method" hashas.

i would like to ask :
why did she cameback? is somekind of giult trip? something with other person failed?
does she misses me?
i'm heavily confused.

thanks if you do!
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>>42941796
Starting
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>>42941791
ace pentacles, 3 wands, 8 wands, High priestess
Yes it seems CVSC would hire you, assuming you respond well in the interviews and pass the whole process.
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>>42941543
I'm curious about an experiment, if you don't mind. If I (male) were to ask for a future wife reading about 6 or 7 years ago, what would be predicted?
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>>42941796
Be more mysterious and minimise it and never give your audience the full picture of yourself and avoid over exposure its gonna bite you in the ass so don’t do it and when you do appear appear as the king of pent, someone solid substantial reputable established confident, not trying to constantly entertain. Like 25 to 40 percent visability
Moon ten of swords king of pent world rx
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>>42941543
Hello, I'm interested in love reading, around 3 months ago I met a woman and I firmly believe she's the love of my life. Whatever you can tell me about this relationship would be great
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I'm so sorry browser crashed on my phone, hate this refresh feature so I'll summarise the readings

>>42941634
Voices keep repeating the word poppets and showed me some being assembled and suggested something along the lines of manufacturing, working behind the acebesy, engineering, creating mechanisms behind a full working structure, like some backend stuff but they also pointed out to manipulation but I'm not certain about that.

>>42941651
Voices mentioned October and saying hot stuffy happening around Halloween but advised caution if you're not looking forward to have a baby now.

>>42941707
Regarding your reading, there's someone in my heart now but I just gave up on him after a fight last month. Yesterday, a friend wanted to introduce a guy but eh, I felt sick in the stomach so I know I'm not ready or willing but ngl I'm so tired of heartbreaks I'm one leg in into the nunnery.

Big things are easy to block, you have an interesting shield and aura but the interesting part of spirtual defenses isn't the big attacks, but the smaller ones, bacteria I heard. Something small slipping through the cracks... They go straight to your weak spots unfortunately unnoticed by the main shield. You've got a good guardian but something tells me he's been put to work in the background, he cannot cross the boundaries you set. Perhaps you've decided that you can manage yourself and he complied so maybe that's why this small bacteria can bypass the main barrier...
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Trading
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>>42941867
Query?
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>>42941543
When do I move out of my parents house?
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>>42941855
Hi, Alari, you are still doing readings?

I had one of the most stressful times of on professional matters in June-August, things now got really better, mainly because a new coworker that started with us.
So how the rest of the year will be for me? Will things be calmr until them or this is just a breeze before the storm?
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>>42941880
What does CVSC want in their new receptionist? I wanna get hired and adjust myself based on traits or descriptors they want. You?
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aq

is my thing good enough?
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Trading
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Trading
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>>42941915
q?
>>42941943
q?
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>>42941961
This one
>>42941891

You?
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Gonna take a break now, if I don't go out later I'll finish the queue, ok?

>>42941707
Sorry I was so frustrated by losing the post I forgot to thank you for your reading. It speaks more about my current mental and emotional state rather than a future prospect. I just asked to get my mind off of him but I already see two years of yearning until I'm completely over him... Thank you.

>>42941708
You're an interesting creature anon, and I say that with the most positive way possible but what you're asking me I'm not allowed to see further. It feels like touching a still water in a cave and the ripple effects of it turns into high tides on the other side of the ocean.

There's beauty and richness within you but it's such a virginal space it feels wrong to explore. I think you're a very pure soul anon and you gotta be gentle with yourself and your growing process. This is a vision that can only guide you but not tell you what lies ahead. <3

>>42941772
Ooo we're wizards Harry!
Forgot to thank you for your reading too fren, thank you so much. And let me know how things go with your Penélope <3

>>42941783
That's an interesting name but most of the time I can't discern a "gender" or polarity since they're many and one at the same time, so it feels like a collective voice, but maybe the meaning of Kristina could resonate (one of them said that they like that name).
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>>42941962
what can you tell me about my next job? starting yours now
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>>42941962
HP, knight pentacles, 7 pentacles, ace wands
Yes you're on the right track. Copy all their keywords onto your CV and during the interview process use their descriptions, you can lie a bit about your past experiences to find more the job. They will most likely hire you if you can appear professional and you are young, pretty and wear nice clothes.
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>>42941975
Some sort of conflict heavy fast paced position where you have to take constant decisive communication, constant decisive action man it’s an environment also that might be dealing with a lot of emotionally distressed unregulated people or people that are perhaps destitute or people in crisis situations or the work environment might be unpleasant and political and it’s a job you take out of necessity that doesn’t really fulfil you in some capacity or maybe they even underpay you or you’ll have a bad boss or coworkers or conflict heavy customer interactions. Dealing with a lot of distressed people in situations of hardship with urgency. Maybe even debt collections or something. Legal stuff. Prison stuff, addicts, homeless, security work idk.
King of cups rx 5 of pent knight of sword 5 of sword
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Trading
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>>42942023
Query?
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>>42942032
What/who is the ideal person/worker that CVSC is looking for for their receptionist position? Or what traits are they looking for ideally in someone to hire them for the position? You?
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>>42942059
is it true that my future wife is some 18 year old or is it someone closer to my age? Id rather date older desu
starting yours
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AQ
Is H thinking about me?
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>>42942065
9 of cups king of wands knight of cups

Erm yes, or, you can have whatever you wish for bro, you got the magic touch
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>>42942059
I am seeing a young woman, she has brown hair and is thin. Can't be older than 23 years old. She wears kind of anime suits or dresses like some anime character except it remains professional. its hard to describe, like an anime of an office person is how they dress. they have a headset microphone and answer calls and receive people that walk in and mail delivery worker.
here's some cards:
page swords, queen wands, Strength

They want someone young who can work computers and phones. a young woman who is sexy and won't call in sick, someone healthy.
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>>42941855
>but advised caution if you're not looking forward to have a baby now.
I'm infertile, so this shouldn't be a problem. thank you
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>>42942092
lol great thank you so much that’s easy to do for me
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>>42941543
What is coming up next for me?
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>>42941543
Love ya <3 What should I do? Stay still and see what happens?
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>>42941543
Does the Sagittarius female with the initial F think of me? is she open to reconnecting?
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AQ

Female, Cancer

How can I learn to cope with my anger better? I’m out of the hospital from brain inflammation/10 day migraine — an adverse reaction to recent medication. It was as though all the tensions stored in my neck for years shot through my head, slightly reminding me of when I had a psychotic break many years ago. Being a highly irritable, tense person is miserable and I don’t wish to continue functioning in this manner. While friends/family haven’t felt the effect because I keep it under wraps, it’s taken an unnecessary toll on me. I want to scream at people constantly and have zero patience, feeling my head throbbing when someone irritating barely walks in my direction (have experienced this emotional impact with less severity for years prior to the medical complication). Any assistance would be deeply appreciated. I’m constantly mentally exhausting myself.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=p79OrNgEeqE&list=RDp79OrNgEeqE&start_radio=1&pp=ygWiAfCdka7wnZKQ8J2SjfCdkoXwnZKG8J2SjyDwnZGp8J2Sk_CdkpDwnZKY8J2SjyAtIPCdkbvwnZKJ8J2ShiDwnZG68J2SlfCdkpPwnZKC8J2Sj_CdkojwnZKN8J2ShvCdkpPwnZKUIHwg8J2RqfCdkobwnZKU8J2SlSDwnZKR8J2SgvCdkpPwnZKVIPCdko3wnZKQ8J2SkPCdkpHwnZKG8J2ShaAHAdIHCQn-CwGHKiGM7w%3D%3D&ra=m
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>>42942106
Aye good luck hun, still protect yourself :)

>>42942540
As a person dealing with chronic pain and depression for over a decade, I empathise, you're out of the hospital, it's clear that you are not fully healed and to lower the mental toll on you, I think you should give yourself extra resting/healing time. Let others deal with stuff, the less you get involved, the better. If people can deal with stuff without you, let them, it's not selfish when your health is on the stake.

All my social media is currently muted and I don't talk more than necessary with a couple of people to preserve my energy and I know that's not comparable but I've stopped feeling guilty when I no longer respond promptly to people.

Your healing takes time and you're completely entitled to that space and people should at least respect if they can't understand. But I also think that having some sort of therapy to help you unload that tension properly is important.

Now to what I'm sensing, some tingling in my forehead, it feels your brain is too wired up, third eye shenanigans possibly. Detox, start with food, guilty pleasures are allowed just once but stay away from inflammatory stuff. Hot baths, hug a tree to discharge and equalise with earth, soft rose scents, orchids, baby pink, furs and soft sensory stimulation, breathing with your body (absorb energy and release with your breath as a whole, not only through the nose/mouth), guided meditation.... Michael Sealey, I love his voice and he used to help me fall asleep in the past, you definitely need to sleep more. You could also book a reiki session nearby if you're comfortable, I feel that female presence are more triggering than male to you but if you wish I could send you some distant reiki to help ease the tension a bit.

Sorry if it sounds confusing, I'm mixing personal advice with stuff voices are saying and showing. I wish I could help you more but I hope something can be useful, sending you lots of love and good vibes. <3
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>>42942540
bro wtf is that youtube link
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>>42942768
Thank you so much. It always saddens me to hear what’s been on your plate, so I’m sorry for all you’ve been through. I do have a strikingly similar health history to yours, so it’s good to share notes.

Usually, I follow therapeutic methods, but those routines fall to the wayside in the summer because schedules get filled and becomes a full house here. It goes from 3 under a roof to 8 of us (including pets) and makes me want to pull my hair out. I can’t take the extra stimulus with all of my conditions.

Yes, it’s only females pissing me off. My MIL’s voice is like nails of a chalkboard when I’m agitated and I screamed at our female cat because she wouldn’t shut the fuck up with her constant meowing (as the only member of the family that hasn’t snapped at her before.. usually I act calm). Then there’s my mother, sister and girl friends. They’re all driving me insane. When I was going through this, I made it clear that I didn’t want to talk to any of them, that my brain can’t handle it, yet they each kept blowing up my phone. I almost blocked my mother.

>>42942849
I thought that too after posting. Not sure lol.
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>>42942768
Also, sure, you can send reiki if you think it would help. My brain still feels messed up — nasty inner monologue where I’m belittling these women endlessly. While they tend to ignore boundaries, unlike the men in my life, they’re also the type to go out of their way for others.
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>>42942895
It's not easy being constantly sick.
I have declined so many invites people don't bother asking me anymore but I'm okay with that, it's better than having to explain many times that my fatigue isn't anxiety or my migraine won't get better with a single painkiller. It's really frustrating to explain my conditions so now I just shut down. I say no and go to bed, when I'm better I return and talk to them, most of my friends understand that and a few still check on me daily and to appreciate their kindness I lie saying I'm alright when I'm not just to stop worrying them sometimes, I still take my time to rest, I've been a lot in bed for the past 3 weeks, and saving my energy for the courses I'm taking and shootings. I take a painkiller and go do my part and leave as soon as possible. I get drowsy most of the time but at least I'm funcional.

You definitely need a break and get others to step up in the house management. It could be a lot on your husband when you're unable but setting boundaries is important for you.

I understand others wanting to help and have you around, but neurotypicals won't get it, so if you have to lie to excuse yourself, do it, for your own health. Like I said, I used to feel guilty about it and maybe that warrants my current loneliness but at the same time I think I'd have gone nuts if I allowed more to enter in my resting space.

Sometimes you can tell people that you're taking a break and not fret if you don't respond ASAP, or turn off the phone. Also poor kitty, is she a siamese? Mine is but she's not talkative like my maine coon was, but since I fell ill recently she's been around me more often, specially laying near my head (I do have a compressed nerve in the back of my head that goes down to my elbow which is my main complaint) so I think she's also trying her best to be supportive like the other women in your life. I guess it's part of our nature to care and sometimes smother our loved ones.
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>>42942992
Trade? Sorry to butt in.
I’m the second anon
>>42941973
707
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will I find a job soon? it's hard to not blackpill after the thirtieth rejection message
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>>42942943
Alright sorry, I had a phone call but I'll be available to send it to you in two hours.

>>42943002
Sorry hun, I got a phone call so it distracted me a bit, what's your query dear?
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>>42943013
I'll do a quick reading for whichever one of you responds first. I don't have a query so just take it.
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>>42943165
Will the coyote valley job place be able to verify the actual dates I worked if I lie? Thank you
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>>42943181
>3 swords rx
>k cups rx
>the star
Can they? Yes. Will they? Probably not. If they confront you on it, don't fumble. A lot of people fudge the numbers a bit on their CV
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>>42943209
Aw man you right I fudged the question. Thank you for the freebie I really appreciate it
>>42943233
Will the coyote valley job notice if I lie on the dates I worked? You?
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AQ
I shouldn't talk to anyone right? I should just keep myself isolated and away from any opportunities and be by myself like the past several years right? Its probably best if no other human ever sees me again.
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AQ Was that just a one off caused by stress and meds or do i need to get myself checked out?
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>>42943245
Ok lol. Mine is will my next company notice the same thing?

For whats its worth I have literally done that in the past and it worked. It depends on the company and how they do the checks.

Ill start yours now.
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>>42943304
normally I wouldn't respond to silly self hating queries like this but I had to
>2 of Wands RX
You're way too fearful of the future, but you're going to live through it anyway. Ask for some help...
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>>42943351
page of wands, four of pentacles reversed, lovers, six of swords

Might need help interpreting this. Some quick check maybe, they’d let go of the issue and move on. Or that page is you. Or they verify quick, some small thing, you lose control of the narrative or details or consistencies or something, they have to make a choice or verify against another, and quietly moving on, with or without you, hopefully with you. I’d ask another reader maybe for second opinion?
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>>42943351
Hello???
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>>42943351
Hello? Trade cuck? I needed to apply within the hour asshole why would you take half an hour when you wrote you started already that’s fucked up
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>>42943245
>33
Two of Pentacles, Queen of Wands Rx, Ace of Pents Rx

Odd.. Normally a job like that only checks for if you are a criminal and whatnot..

With the Ace of Pents reversed it look it could.. or the job won’t be a good one in the first place..

If Hireright is doing the check maybe just tell them the truth? It wont match the resume but that often isn’t cross referenced anyway. That would be my advice. It may also not matter. They probably aren’t that good to work for anyway.
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>>42943552
I got you. Also if you didnt even apply I wouldn’t worry too much. If its a contractor or 1099 gig most companies to not invest that much in the pre onboarding checks. They just want to make sure that you are not an illegal or not a felon and stuff like that.
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>>42943162
Sorry, I’ve been letting my head rest. You’ve done the right thing by maintaining a healthy distance with your people. Siamese is correct. Going to nap, so thank you for the reiki if you get around to it.
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>>42943500
Go apply to the job now!!
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>>42941543
Can you possibly tell me what that entity was that I saw early this morning?

As for a name for the voices, you could just use The Others since that's kinda what people are calling them in UAP and paranormal circles.



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