I tried to contact a death entity last night. I took a fuck ton of mugwort, and soon after I took it, I realised I had fucked up and took way too much. I could feel it in my arms and face before feeling weak and had to lie down.I had drawn 2 different sigils on myself in sharpie before taking the mugwort tea. I had a vivid dream of standing along a road and I became surrounded by harpies. They were not hostile and I reached out to them. We spoke on something, and I cannot remember what it was for the life of me.I woke up this morning. I felt like I was waking up from general anesthesia, or like a prior suicide attempt using diazepam to OD on. One sigil was faded to the point you couldn't tell what it was. The other sigil was bold and still visible, even though I had apparently tried to blot it out at some point in the night. I have no idea what any of this means. I looked up harpies and it appears that they are related to death, so I guess mission successful in part? No idea why one sigil is now gone and why I can't remember shit.
what was the meaning/intention behind the sigil that disappeared? what about the sigil that remained? this could be meaningful.
>>42937636Both were meant to bring myself closer to alignment, and to achieve a goal of someone's demise. I don't really want to answer further on this.
>low t incel tries to magic someone to death by taking a useless herb and drawing squiggles on himselfzozzle
>>42937684but where they exactly the same? what were the differences?
>>42937718The differences were they were 2 different sigils for the same entity. I don't know what this means.
>>42937777nice quads.if you want help with this you should stop being vague tho. but whatever, it's your ass, you're on your own. good luck.
>>42938275Gonna keep being vague. Any experience with Bune? Allegedly, that's who I actually met after the harpies if my divination is correct.
>>42941680What did you ask of Bimminy? You know you have to praise Bimminy Bimbam publicly if you asked for something. Might as well tell us.
>>42941740Only thing I could think of is my usual request for freedom and wisdom to avoid ensarement? I dunno, he wasn't planned. I do not trust anymore. I still feel out of it.
