finna nut

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>In case of urges:
- https://imgur.com/a/g4eGH
- Don't peek and Hold your breath for as long as you possibly can. The urge usually pass after that. If not, repeat.
- Horse stance or chair pose: Do it while clenching the abdomen and all legs' muscles, raise arms for extra blood flow redirection. Works both for killing erections or urges.
- Any physical activity.

On long clean streaks many report benefits that transcend current science like a sort of "magnetism" or higher "vibration/aura" that attracts/appeals to other living beings, a higher perception, a stronger and intimidating "aura/presence", a deeper connection with nature, an attractive BO (people usually report it as "pheromones") and more.

>Advices:
- Mental Purity 1.1: Semen Retention acts as a bio-electromagnetic amplifier. Watch the quality of your thoughts because your inner state will get amplified and manifested. Lust is the Ojas killer. Do not engage with Lust.
- Mental Purity 1.2: Keep a journal as a tool for introspection.
- NEVER watch porn of any kind.
- Remove triggers from your life. Masturbation is a bad habit. Break that bad habit.
- Focus on achieving a goal. An art, a craft, competing, etc.
- Meditate and/or Pray Daily. Try a minimum of 5 minutes to start off.
- Exercise/Gym/Sports/Martial Arts. If it is something social even better.
- Good habits like healthy eating, water fasting, dry fasting, sun exposure and cold showers do seem to speed up the process.
- Sublimation: literally using the energy.
- Transmutation: changing the quality of energy to something different. (Surya Namaskara, 8 brocades, Tibetan rites)

And remember
>Shills thrive off attention, treat it like the addiction you are fighting. Ignore them, and they wither to nothing

>>42942782
DO NOT CUM

>>42942779
converted an irl of mine to abandon gooning and retain seed. oddly satisfying bringing someone onboard to this lifestyle, i’m gonna see if i can sway anyone else #nevergoon

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Meditation and Prayer are pretty much the only way out.

Also we tend to over focus on the streak and not the goal.

Why are you retooning? Is there a purpose?
The streak isn't enough to keep you sane and falling off will cause worse destruction.

>>42942847
>Is there a purpose?
I read some anon's posting about "bio electricity" and that sounds extremely rad.

>>42942820
Its very hard to give up. Some might attempt it, but not everyone wants to become an ascended nevergoon truecel. Its much easier to just be a depleted gooner.

>>42942847
How do you know?
You are here. You did not get out.
Meditation does nothing. You must act
Prayer is surrender to an external force
You are a frogposter. Weak of will and flabby of body.

>>42942959
Because the only time I nearly escaped was through meditation.
You are here as well?
So clearly we are both stuck.

>>42942959
>Prayer is surrender to an external force
It's essential because it is letting go of the energetic need to control outcomes. When you pray, you grip loosely, which allows for further expansion.

>>42942865
>I read some anon's posting about "bio electricity" and that sounds extremely rad.
Research what happens when you tap into bio electricity

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fx04iNSAlZ0

>>42943082
Interesting, at 1:10 he talks about pulling his yang energy into his lower dan tien and uses the yin pull to bring it down and store it. He stored so much energy that the other people can't even handle its touch. A beginner that tries this would be fried immediately

This might sound stupid but
What about semen leaking from SSRIs? I've found that jorkin it stops it from happening for a couple weeks, but after that its sorta a gamble every time you shit

I finally get it

What the anon said on another thread to stop watching SR if you continue on a cycle of shame and self-loathing, not making it my whole identity if I fail or not.

The evil... ification of Orgasming and Fapping and the worship of Semen Retention, extreme evil and extreme good. I got it, that's why some people said to stop watching or reading about SR, because if I fail, I'm not like you anons, I'm a failure... I'm "wrong" and that's not what it is... Fapping or not Fapping should not be right or wrong... Its just... An addiction, right or wrong its up to someone we should not pity nor worship anyone in both sides of the spectrum. That's why me and other people feel ashamed or feel guilt, because we are basing our whole identity on that. I get it now...

Then anons, I'm... Going to meditate on this one, my unconscious self and my conscious self... See ya around anons... I wish you the best, thanks for coming to my retard talk

>>42943857
>What about semen leaking from SSRIs?
...what?

>>42944054
Sorry, I was unclear. SSRIs are a class of anti-depressant

>>42943908
>The evil... ification of Orgasming and Fapping and the worship of Semen Retention, extreme evil and extreme good. I got it, that's why some people said to stop watching or reading about SR, because if I fail, I'm not like you anons, I'm a failure..

Yah, cumming isn't evil. Just costly. SR should only be practiced as a kind of performance enhancer. It's just a life hack. ideally, it's best practiced as carezza with a female who has the same awareness. At least that's my ideal.

Status update on bpdgirl
She's run out of cortisol calming pills and wants to khs again and won't let me buy more
Also she jerked me off last night while tickling and slapping my balls so not all bad

Women amirite?

Seriously no sex for months I'd rather just go back to gooning and being single but she's helped me too much and id feel bad

>>42944720
>Incel even in a relationship
Kekaroo

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My balls are massive

>>42944419
>Yah, cumming isn't evil. Just costly.
Only costs you your life force

>>42944419
>It's just a life hack. ideally, it's best practiced as carezza with a female who has the same awareness. At least that's my ideal.
KEK, stay asleep boyo

>>42945077
>if you want to experience sexual release, then embrace ejaculation
>if you want to abstain, then retain
>it's about the intent itself, it's about on what you fixate your awakened mind, its about discovering what you TRULY want,
Are you retarded? What you "truly" want now is different than what your future self "truly" wants. You need your future self and present self to fully align. I know every warm blooded male in here has experienced some type of post-nut clarity. It's not about what you "WANT" - it's about whether you want to deal with the energetic consequences. Remember - you pay for everything.

>>42942779
No thanks I’mma go goon now.

>>42945584
LOL your logic seems sound, good enough to convince those people half asleep - one foot in, one foot out. But you can't convince me - I already know the truth Agent Smith ;)

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I'm far enough depression starts to kick in. Nothing i usually do is fun anymore. I'm so weak, bored and tired. The feeling of having no purpose is overwhelming and the worst part is that is likely how I should be feeling cause the things I usually do for fun like shitposting is a total waste of time.

>>42945711
Shut yo bitch ass up

>>42945019
Kek we've had sex she's more of a femcel than I am
Cheered her up took her out to spa and pizza she's better now
Almost a day semen retention aaaa
God I love women so much even if they drove me up the wall to the window

>>42945787
Because you're spiritually lost and they give you a sense of direction amirite

Day 16

>>42945691
Almost every activity is pretty much an exercise in futility, vanity of vanities all is vanity. That being said just idk ask God maybe hey uhm whats my purpose lets go for that? Or something like that i would suggest.
I used to do this thing where I would fast and feel lethargic and moody until one day someone pissed me off so bad i was about to fight them so what i did was i went for a run instead, fasted, went home drank some electrolytes and went to bed, then the next day went and did my usual routine where i'd work out and go to my job and someone said lets go get chinese after work and i was like hell yeah and i was like is it okay to eat i dont feel hungry or anything but maybe i should have some salad and meat and veggies, looking back i know that sometimes that's not the reasonable thing to do but the point is that the thoughts floating in your head aren't always right and how you feel isn't even real most of the time.
You go out on a stroll and someone looks at you sideways then you start thinking damn who the hell is that do i know who that is or what i did to this person? Maybe im just overthinking who cares.

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>>42946513
I am, anyways my wife saw this thread and laughed. She says hi.

>>42946513
If you are on SSRIs then you never retained

Might as well chop off your balls and cock and say that you retain

>>42942779
i have been addicted to porn and masturbation for 15 years. When i recently turned 27 i flipped a switch in my head and quit smoking cigarettes /vaping and gooning.
Embraced meditation, cut out doomscrolling kept lifting consistently for the most part and I have never felt better.
I have had a close call where I visited a porn site and let my hand wander a little but i managed to pull myself together before opening up a porn video.
That night I dreamt I was a cultist doing a blood offering in what looked like a satanic church. I held up a silver dish in the shape of a crscent moon filled with blood and entrails and drank from it.
My mom was in the crowd and asked me some shit like "is this really who you have become?"
The dream was a warning of falling into temptation. The parellels between porn and black magic are very clear and obvious. Although it's a nut i haven't completely cracked yet. Anyway... it has strengthened my resolve to keep following this path and work on myself. Before I could never retain longer than 14 days no matter what I tried. I'm nearing two months now

>>42946526
Cool bro. If you are married or have a gf, you should nut as often as possible, in her, on her, whatever y'all prefer. That's quite literally the only reason to have a wife or a gf. They're already taking your time, money, and energy anyway, might as well get the max benefits from it.

"Bbbbbut I'm with my gf for emotional needs." If you have them for 'emotional needs' then you are a bitch, plain and simple. And no, you don't get any 'energy' in return that these coping fucks tell you about. They can't give you energy - they're designed to take it all and use it for themselves and their children.

But if you're single you should retain 100%. The problem lies when you're trying to negotiate in between.

Been practicing SR for around 8 years now
Don’t count anymore but I’m probably on 4 months
>skin is glowing
>face less bloated
>have met more people & made more friends this summer than I have in 6 years
>consistently exercising
>started reading and writing
>trying to get closer to God
Still socially awkward with girls but I’m not as afraid of rejection. Not looking for a relationship currently because I’m broke but it feels amazing to make them laugh & listen to them talk to you. Hugs feel nice too. Eye contact is really important
I won’t give SR all the credit for my current situation but it’s a huge contributor for sure
Still a long way to go but Rome wasn’t built in one day. If anybody is struggling I’d love to try my best to give advice.

FUCK PORN
FUCK LUST
FUCK DEMONS
FUCK SATAN

>>42942779
kitty!!!

Went out on a date a few days ago (with the dog girl if anyone remembers) and i had interaction with that female for like 4-5 hours and it really felt like I lost my streak despite not even holding hands with her. Is it normal? I was just trying to see where this will take me but fuck bros

I've fallen back into porn, particularly into AI erotica. I'm on antipsychotics I can't quit or I'll go homeless man tier crazy.

I spiritually feel dead, I feel nothing while praying, I don't have faith in Christ, I'm all dried up, I'm in an eternal dark night of the soul...so I say, what's the point of giving porn up when it's one of the few things that gives me pleasure while I'm on this emotionally-and-spiritually-numbing medication.

This is going to be a long one, or a permanent relapse. How do I crawl out if this hole when I feel nothing from prayer?

>>42947256
Im also on antipsychotics for bipolar disorder. If I quit I will be awake for a week straight.

Your issue could be a number of things.

I have my faith in Christ, I have been running from porn, and I sort of have purpose and goals im working towards, and I also have community.

By normal "success" metrics, I am at the worst place I have ever been in during the past decade. Despite all of this I think im growing. You just have to keep pushing. Keep praying. Keep fighting. Im still in the middle of my fight, but I believe God has something for me after I go through this season. You could also very well be going through a season of testing/refining. Joseph got thrown in jail for like 3 years before he became second in Egypt.

>>42947264
A girl ghosted me, it's over

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Does gooning cause hair loss?

>>42945864
It's mutual we guide each other
Also she's discovered if she slaps.my balls while jerking me off I cum really fast
Bye srg my cummies belong to her

2 weeks, match with a girl on Hinge. She's super interested, very beautiful too the jezebel spirit named her Eve. 6 hours go by of voice chatting and I get an email that she's been banned.

Retention causes very weird situations.

>>42942779
its wishful thinking but it might be good if there was two threads for practical purposes of separating beginners/strugglers <100days needing specific tips and people that actually know something 100+

what minerals and vitamins should I eat to increase quality and quantity of my sperm?

My problem is not porn. When I was on vacation I was able to retain no problem. When I go back to the wage cage and see hot young women walking around my city and in the office I can't help it. When I come home I always end up nutting. What can I do?

>broke 2 week streak
Be honest bros, is this shit even worth it? I felt great while retaining but the urge is too strong. I feel compelled but then when I see posts saying it messes your prostate, makes you coom faster with a foid, ruins your boners, its a cope for incels,etc it makes me less likely to do it.

>>42949203
Chastity results from spirituality, not vice versa. Spirituality is as Jesus said: being ready to die like he did. Only a relaxed soul is ready to die, one detached from the present moment. Makes you think about all that crap about "living in the present" being a heathen psyop.

Cummed in the bpd gf she ogasm face 5x full aehgo
Fuck bros

Neither of us can walk right
>>42948859
Lose weight and or ashwaganda fasting exercise or just shitloads of vitamins k2d3 c

>>42945492
Hell you even pay from edging alone, even if you don't exactly bust, it still knocks you off your center...

glowies can fuck off

Week 1 complete btw

I'm at week 2. I feel more energy. I've been looking at porn with no edging. It's a new experience. I still get goon brain from it, and it lasts all day.

Was on like day 13, had a wet dream. FUCK!
I'm just gonna keep retaining as I was

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>the guy who talks about sleeping with his ex
>the psuedo-troon who attention farms with black hair anime girl pics
>person posting lustful images
All we need is the "SR gives you le cancer" post and the thread is standard

>>42945140
what day are you on

Everything is just better without gooning. I feel like my will is stronger.

So anyone have an SR discord?

>>42951363
>All we need is the "SR gives you le cancer" post and the thread is standard

How is life in your coom cave, annon?

3-4 days in,went on longer streaks but failed due to spiritual circumstances beyond my reach,i drank today,i am drunk rn,big quantities,i tried to quit and did for like 2 months,this is not an aa meeting but i was just wondering how much does booze affect semen retention,i got the idea it taints it and i usually jack off to get the ,,poison,, out but this may just be an addiction mechanism.Went weeks before with booze and semen retention but i drank so much i don't even think i felt my pp.So any srg frens who drink booze and can share some knowledge?

>>42951645
Personally it's the day after boozing when I typically relapse. I feel so shitty mentally the next day only sexual stimulation gets my mind off it.

went on a 1week retain streak , after that i had so much energy i couldn´t even fall asleep despite takeing antipsychotics , not drinking coffee or energy drinks.
it is true though , i stopped watching porn altogether , don´t even get random hardons anymore and my mental health and body has grown stronger , but if you are like me who has sleep issues , SR will worsen them , thus i had to stop and now i only jerk it once a week every few days , works on my machine.
the whole 100plus days SR is bogus , you will leak while you pee anyhow and you don´t get superpowers , it just makes you more level headed and less impulsive.

>>42951970
I will be extra careful then since i commited to heavy booze drinkin more than a gallon of beer btw it's bad but in general have you been able to overcome this great lust this great evil when you drank heavily?i am genuenly asking please enlighten me and thank you for the reply

>>42952099
You are in the right spot if time slows down,it's ip to you how you spend it,i reccomend going to the forest or exercise ik it's lame and boring but the rewards are great,or finish skyrim if you want time is slow and it's the best life don't go on autopilot

>>42950059
Fuck her sane.

Tip.

Meditate for 20 minutes with no stimulation when you get home.

>>42952009
does that include not haveing sex ? not a big achievement if you ask me

>>42952337
Congrats on wasting your life on lustful pursuits. NOT.

>>42952523
You were never a wizard, thoeverbeit

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Day 1

>>42945711
CAN SOME JANNY BAN THIS DISGUSTING TRANNY?

How do you come back after a hard flat line and shit that life throws at you at the same time? I had a very positive week until I told everyone around me about my dates im going to after a year of being alone and the promotion I got at work. The date went well but when I told my friends about it the girl ghosted me and I had some bad days at work. SR and talking to people is never the answer. Also im almost 34 and im afraid I'll never learn because I always fall into these traps

>>42943908
>Fapping or not Fapping should not be right or wrong
It only kills you, destroys your luck, and annihilates your electromagnetic aura. Assign whatever moral judgement to that which pleases you.

>>42946687
>If you have them for 'emotional needs' then you are a bitch, plain and simple. And no, you don't get any 'energy' in return that these coping fucks tell you about. They can't give you energy - they're designed to take it all and use it for themselves and their children.
This dude gets it. There's so many cope posts about "finding a woman that returns the energy you give her" when literally 100% of them drain the life force out of you literally. If you're trying to compromise with women by figuring out ways to fuck them without losing SR benefits like reading Mantak Chia bullshit, you've already lost. Look at this poor guy >>42947057 losing some of his aura just by being around one for a few hours. They don't even need to touch you, just associating with them weakens you.

It's all gravity.
The harder you push away from the addiction the harder the addiction pulls back.


The second the force used to escape gravity is lost the object will get pulled straight back to earth.
In order to break the resistance you require greater force and energy to escape.

floating.... floating.... out on the sea of eternityyyy. week four and i'm pretty sure the secret is to get really serious with a lady.

>>42953350
>Look at this poor guy >>42947057 (You) losing some of his aura just by being around one for a few hours. They don't even need to touch you, just associating with them weakens you.

I'm already feeling better, the streak is still on but yeah you should be careful of foids especially those close to you aswell like mother and sisters

>>42951561
I think you misread my post

>>42955849
I have a question... Why do you enter the SR threads and speak about how much you enjoy cooming? What's the end goal here?

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>>42955849
Are you going insane now?

>>42955849
Wish I could beat your little faggot ass into a pulp

>>42949203
>Be honest bros, is this shit even worth it?
If you care about worldly things like relationships, hooking up, etc. then it might not be worth it for you. SR is moreso a path to celibacy in the long run. And the 'muh female attraction' is complete bullshit and cope, don't listen to them

>makes you coom faster with a foid,
yeah, if you plan on having sex sometime soon don't bother

>ruins your boners, its a cope for incels,etc it makes me less likely to do it.
Again, a very worldly and materialistic perspective. It's about protecting and retaining your sexual energy, plain and simple.

>>42953350
>Look at this poor guy >>42947057 losing some of his aura just by being around one for a few hours.
KEK that dude is beyond saving

>They don't even need to touch you, just associating with them weakens you.
Yes, 100%, except for your mom

>>42953362
>Girls can abstain from sex too I dunno why you think they are the enemy and good girls still do exist
They're rare because it's how they were built energetically - more yin. The yin is consumptive by nature. Think about what happens when a girl likes you and you get in a relationship with her - she will want all of your time, all of your energy, everything. It's a reason why women latch on to other women. Just how they were designed.

>I dunno why you think they are the enemy and good girls still do exist
No one is the enemy - women birthed us. But by nature they were created to extract. And good girls don't exist bruv, unless you're Amish

>>42956240
>And the 'muh female attraction' is complete bullshit and cope
It is real if you aren't sub 5. SR basically amplifies whatever you're working with. If you're sub 5 though then it was basically always over. But SR is still beneficial for a multitude of reasons aside from women attraction.

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Stop fucking engaging with the troon anon.

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>>42948839
That wouldn't be necessary.
All you'll need to do is have the 100+ days folks share their testimony of this practice & how it impacted them. This will encourage others to go further in their attempts.
The ones who are less than 100 days can ask the ones who are 100+ days for advice on how to push past those difficult days. That way, they'll receive solid advice from those who are serious about this practice.

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Non troll post, 100% being serious here.

Is attraction messed up for anyone else on SR streaks? I hear dudes talking about women giving them fuck me eyes in public all the time. Yet every time I've experienced attraction it's been from dudes. Just today I had two dudes catcall me while I was walking to the coffee place. Another two dudes tried to rape me when I was alone. Yet women are still like Moai statues around me.
Wtf is going on?!

>>42955893
Doesn't have much going for in their life, so they come here to get attention from randoms online.
This is quite literally the answer and I'm not saying this in mocking way, this is unironically the truth

>>42957497
>Non troll post, 100% being serious here.
>its a troll post

you almost got me anon, cheeky cheeky

>>42957534
Fuck off n1gger. I'm not joking. I would post it on reddit but I hate using that site.

Serious question, does SR actually have benefits beyond just feeling good about yourself? I mean sure, being a gooner is pretty pathetic, but is there any real difference between releasing once every week or two vs. going long stretches? People keep talking about these "incredible life changes" and desu I never felt that. The best I went was about 40 days and really didn't notice any changes. But I'd be willing to give it another shot if maybe I just didn't go for long enough.

I'm over 2 weeks and yesterday I forced myself to attend a holotropic breathing session, and, holy shit, I experienced the spirit of God. I think the SR helped potentiate the experience. Please look into it.

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>>42957873
Sexual energy is notoriously potent and if you alchemize it you can do some crazy ass things. This has been known since forever and is why different groups harness it in various ways.
Since you are retooning you are opening and healing the lower faculties. Which is building energy however the resistance into the higher faculties where you can actually send the sexual energy is blocked up and takes a lot of time to unblock. Breathing exercises forces the energy out and to the top. The goal is to get the system to do this naturally without the breathing but you're not there.
As for the Spirit of God? Next time it shows up ask who it is and what it wants that's basic spirit work.

>>42957842
Without a reason and a goal there is no point. Making the streak the goal is a bad reason.
Certain Rites, Initiations and groups require getting cooming under control.

>>42955849
Gaynon, I....

How can I deal with my identity loss? All my identit was based on was being a degenerate gooner, now I feel empty

>>42958061
Bro... you're not seriously suffering ego death due to no fap... surely you aren't...

>>42958102
I am not putting any lable on it but I'm definitely feeling split about it, I want to indulge and stop in equal messure, I feel being a degenerate is my nature but at the same time the thought of potentially being wrong gives me more of a pull to keep trying

>>42958214
What is the issue exactly?

>>42958221
I indulge in a specific fetish (incest related) it makes me feel safe, like nothing compares to that feeling whenever I'm trapped in that fantasy, so whenever I stop I feel like I have sacrificed my escape for the bleak reality that is my life

>>42958236
So you are having cravings because you gave up your cigarettes and now you feel hollow. Am I correct?

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>>42942779
I was happier when I practiced this. Time to start again.

>>42958249
Essentially, yes. I don't know how to deal with being hollow, everything seems performative or fake

>>42958316
That's a rough one. You're aware of it so that is good but the solution is more complicated. Might need to take up a spiritual practice. It won't help but it can lead you to a solution.

>>42958334
Any suggestions? I'm open to anything t this point as long as it's something that doesn't involve dark entities

>>42958353
Basic Meditation or prayer. I can't really get any deeper then that.

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>>42957922
>As for the Spirit of God? Next time it shows up ask who it is and what it wants that's basic spirit work.

I was Adam before Eve was taken from his rib, I was the clay of Adam and the waters of creation, and I was in the presence of God as His airs filled my nostrils and as his word was spoken into me. I could feel the serpent of the garden undulating in my belly. It felt so peaceful, I cried, and I hope to go back there.

>>42958400
It makes sense though, thanks Anon

>>42958401
Cool

>>42949048
This happens to me. Vacation is a sense of freedom IE not in a wagie cage. Working is a sense of being trapped IE in the wage cage. Animals only coom in captivity. Freedommaxx in whichever ways you can

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>>42957922
>Which is building energy however the resistance into the higher faculties where you can actually send the sexual energy is blocked up and takes a lot of time to unblock
How much time in general does it take for energy channels to heal? NTA but I'm closing in on 2 weeks and this is usually where I relapse because the energy just gets stuck and I can feel the agitation rising.

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>>42958236
>it makes me feel safe, like nothing compares to that feeling whenever I'm trapped in that fantasy, so whenever I stop I feel like I have sacrificed my escape for the bleak reality that is my life
You need to give picrel a read. It's primarily for alcoholics, but the logic applies to any addiction. What you just described ticked off every red flag box of what an addiction is.

The TLDR is quitting an additction feels like you're dying because the addiction takes over your survival drive in your mind. It twists your brain into thinking the drug or habit is survival itself, which explains the black depression people experience when stopping.

>>42959474
Post more pomni

>>42956434
>It is real if you aren't sub 5.
The funny thing is that now you're saying you have to be above average in physical attractiveness for 'attraction' to be real. In which case that invalidates your statement. You're saying it's amplified by your physical appearance in which results are more contingent upon biology rather than simply retaining.

And LOL, you have no idea what I look like, or my experience level. You're simply projecting.

>But SR is still beneficial for a multitude of reasons aside from women attraction.
I do agree. As I said before: It's about protecting and retaining your sexual energy, plain and simple.

>>42957842
>Serious question, does SR actually have benefits beyond just feeling good about yourself?
Having more control over yourself will just bring a net positive to your life in general

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Week one complete

I think my dopamine system is recalibrating. I feel more drive to lift, accomplish shit, and clean up around the place. Excited to see what the coming weeks bring

>>42955849
MEDS, NOW

day 6

>>42959474
Why not just stop beating off and learn to control your lust? You're still enslaved to women by proxy of using their digital images and videos to get off.

>>42960658
why not just stop replying to the tranny thinking he's at all reasonable

>>42960658
>You're still enslaved to women by proxy of using their digital images and videos to get off
This. I don't think he will consider this

>>42960663
If there's even a 1% chance of saving this man's life, I never give up on anyone. Unless it's an actual troon, then that person likely went off the deep end.

>>42960668
Based. Also, he claims he's not a transgender, he said he likes taking HRT for "other" reasons...?

>>42955849
How old are you?

>7 months clean streak
>started having sleep paralysis every night for the past couple of weeks
first time in my life I've had these and it's not pleasant

I think I'm around 14 days, I'm not sure I haven't kept an eye on it. Whenever I do SR, exes come back and new women try to approach me. I think it's because the devil knows that is my weakness.

>>42960855
>Whenever I do SR, exes come back and new women try to approach me.
It's not related bruv. I've been on this journey for a long time (on and off for years), and exes will come back whether I have a gf, whether I am retaining, or whether I am relapsing. It doesn't have anything to do with what you are doing.

>>42960658
>Why not just stop beating off and learn to control your lust? You're still enslaved to women by proxy of using their digital images and videos to get off.
Ironically if someone gives up women and replace that with porn - they'll either give up the porn entirely or move on to a new addiction. The desire for women and porn is infinitely more than simple visual / physical things to be consumed.

I have an intuitive feeling, that is also based on observation, that this habit not only darkens your soul, but may make you physically ill or exacerbate certain conditions you have. What do you guys think? Is there any evidence supporting this?

>>42961136
No, it cannot darken your soul. Like all vices, it is a distraction from your own stillness, and all the things that take you from your own stillness seeks to consume

>>42955881
>I think you misread my post
Oh yah, I did. My bad. But yah peeps who say that generally do so from their coom cave.

>>42958236
>I indulge in a specific fetish (incest related) it makes me feel safe, like nothing compares to that feeling whenever I'm trapped in that fantasy, so whenever I stop I feel like I have sacrificed my escape for the bleak reality that is my life

Damn dude, that's really fuck'n dark. May your higher power help you overcome your demons.

>>42957842
>Serious question, does SR actually have benefits beyond just feeling good about yourself?

Along with more discipline you feel more life force energy accumulate in your body, more chi. I feel it build up in my legs. It tends to concentrate in your groinband causes agitation. However if you flow it to your belly, or your dantien, you can flow it up to parts of your body that needs more chi. The back of my head needs more of it. It feels like plasma. You can work on blockages easier with it. Since you have more of it, it's like blasting out a clogged gutter with increased water pressure. I feel depletion in my forearms and inner thigh when I ejaculate too much. When I SR, it builds up, and these areas feel more reflexive and healthy. Holotropic breathing has been very invaluable to me. I feel the holy Spirit when I do this on SR. I need a lot of chi for the sensory body around my head. It feels rather dull.

>>42957842
for me personally as other anons said , you don´t only do just SR , you need to workout , cut out every drug from your life (step by step) , stop watching porn , do not goon , do not lust after women , do not stare , this includes no homosex , haveing straight sex is fine and is much better than SR but who are we kidding , most here don´t have sex me neither , used to though regulary anyhow , it brings you closer to god and your true self.
people blabbering about superpowers or whatever are just grade A- retard larpers who found out not touching yourself all the time makes you focus on other things.

>>42958408
Bro the fact that you're aware of the void and hollowness means you're very close to enlightenment. Most people are unconsciously running away from it, without ever recognizing it until something drastic happens - i.e. they lose something (their job, their wife, a family member, their money, etc). Most of us are like AI automatons running scripts. Keep going anon, and don't fall into substance abuse - which is very tempting. The only way out of this is to create something with your bare hands - this is the essence of the spiritual path SR is about (not 'muh female attraction')

>>42961359
>haveing straight sex is fine and is much better than SR but who are we kidding , most here don´t have sex me neither
You need to get to that point where you don't need it. Whether you have sex or not is no better than the very thing you're doing right now. And that's the essence of non-duality. And easier said than done right? I was tested last month, I had a girl literally not stop texting me. I was entertaining her in the beginning but then I kinda lost interest and it got to the point where she texted me her address late at night asking me to come over and I didn't cave. I stayed home and stayed true to my grind. Bitches come and go but you have to live with yourself forever, so make it count.

>>42958958
Thank you, I will check it out. I remember that reading Doctor Sleep by Stephen King (who talks about a recovering alcoholic) did motivate me, of course I ended up falling back eventually but it did give me more perspective

>>42961266
I hope so, thanks Anon. Sometimes I'm wondering if I'm going through this to force myself to submit to a Higher Power upon realizing I cannot do this alone

>>42961370
Thank you Anon, that's pretty encouraging. What's something you would like to create? I have a bunch of ideas but I need to calm my inner state first I would say

>>42961383
desu i´d drop SR in a heartbeat , with my exwife in the honeymoonphase we had sex almost on a daily basis and it made me feel ten times better than being on SR , after a certain while you reach the edge and can´t even sleep properly without jerking off , or haveing a "wet dream" what you are describing is not SR , but becomeing an asexual husk of your former self , now wherein or how do you direct your energy and how do you profit from it? not in the $$$ way , but spiritually.
what you are describing is simply monkmaxxing with no real purpose and becomeing a volcel.
not being mean to you or anything , just curious as to where you think this path leads you to and how it improves your daily life.

>>42960668
lol he's not gonna stop ever, he's gonna keep saying the same shit and derailing the thread for months as long as he keeps getting (You)'s like you're giving him. you wanna save him then go exchange snapchat accounts or smth, spamming this garbage here is unnecessary and annoying

>>42961606
rule of thumb is to never reply to avatar or namefags

>>42949203
it gets easier the more you try, i wanna say it took me 2 years on and off to throw away this really strong habit i had of daily masturbating, and i progressively weened off of it, from everyday to 5 times a week, then less and less, then i'd manage to do short streaks up to 1-2 weeks
then the streaks would get longer and the relapses shorter

the urges are i'd like to say almost entirely gone i just actually start meeting and talking with people where the possibility of sex can be quite high, i guess the next step in the devil's plan to keep me from retaining is sending me in situations where i can release in ways unseen before, but i dont think ill break

people respect me a lot once i explain and they manage to understand my practice, but inevitably it will get physical where I spend more time intimately with them, not sex i hope but what im trying to say is that temptation and urges never leave they manifest in different ways, and each point of failure is a way to learn further about yourself and how you can practice this, benefits are very real, my energy is quintupled my mind is clear, and i seem to have more success socially i simply feel more confident in that i have a robust identity and people cannot shatter it easily, so i am not afraid of their outlook about my image

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This general attracts Aleister Crowley fanboys like you wouldn't believe.

>>42961577
>just curious as to where you think this path leads you to and how it improves your daily life.
You are closes with Christ. If you have premarital sex you ruin everything. You can see that a girl was texting him so it's safe to assume that it was not his wife. Btw i have a date tomorrow which is really tempting because i know that the girl she into me and she is really my type.

>>42951363
the tranny shill is the most annoying one yet

>>42958236
you seem to have trauma anon purely psychologically speaking, its a weird thing but if it makes you feel safe and then you dissociate or erase yourself when you dont have it, it might be your protection

try to find out why it makes you feel safe and how you could fix it, its a bad thing to indulge in but you dont have to live empty without it, dont indulge back into it but do read up and research online on why you might feel like this :^)

>>42961577
No don't get me wrong I'm far from asexual. The girl herself is conventionally attractive with a nice body, but just a very toxic, narcissistic personality. If I give in I'd just be passively accepting and validating her bad behavior. The reason why the dating market is how it is right now is simply due to men as a collective tolerating female bad behavior - all for the sake of instant gratification.

>just curious as to where you think this path leads you to and how it improves your daily life.
The pursuit of greatness rather than chasing fleeting moments of pleasure.

>>42960797
you make my experience on these threads a lot worse tranny shill, i wish you'd stop doing this
theres nothing harmful here people partake in this willingly and reap the benefits, you could talk with people who masturbate freely about your love for releasing, but you're actively harming the integrity of these threads for no reason
maybe you wanna sway them away which is evil, or you get a fill from the negative attention
whichever way its just bad, theres good nice conversations that can happen here, some people are serious and ask for tips, but you're a big derailer your posts are so strange and extreme they sometimes bring 6 replies

>>42942779
I'm just doing this from the perspective of a rogue scientist doing experiments on myself to discover what my brain and body are truly capable of. Cooming feels good but then there's that long low hangover and there's post nut clarity and just it feels like some kind of bioenergetic reset. It's why people call it "getting off" because they don't want to keep building up the bioenergy and see what happens. All addictions act this way.
I don't give two hoots in hell about the religious crazies who do this for those reasons, or the daoist shamans who live in a delusional state which ignores reality, however I also don't care about "public medicine" and "scientific consensus" because where is the fucking control group? Everybody can't stop getting off to the point where a few short months feels like a lifetime, we don't have some race of humans that cooms once every 10 years like Vulcans that we can compare and contrast with. There is absolutely no science of celibacy without irritating Jesus freaks who want to tell you that you're evil or the world is ending or that you're being watched all the time.
I do think experimentation has given us impressive technologies, but I think the most impressive technology of all is right under our noses. I'm agnostic on evolution/creation, but there is no doubt that the human being is a creature with many more abilities than any single machine we can even conceive of. We would simply have to create humans to be the ultimate machine if they didn't already exist. Yet, we have our weaknesses, like "getting off." So we are not perfect machines, just very good machines.
I am a machine that studies itself deep down into the very nature of myself, into the mind, into time, into physics, into bioenergy ultimately.
What is bioenergy? You know what it is, but no "professional" scientist ever talks about it. It is that which resists entropy. It is the opposite of entropy. It is the very organizing principle of the universe.

>>42961526
>Thank you Anon, that's pretty encouraging. What's something you would like to create? I have a bunch of ideas but I need to calm my inner state first I would say
I'm a musician - I play the keys, guitar and bass. Instead of passively consuming, the thing that you're called to create will give you a sense of liberation when you're in the act of creating, which aligns with the path you're supposed to be on. Unlike porn and other vices, which constricts you in compulsive habits of addiction to fill the void, trying to tell you that you need it to survive

>>42961752
Also, goodbye anons, this is my last post here. Good luck and may you reach new bioenergetic heights never before dreamed of

>>42961752
>What is bioenergy? You know what it is, but no "professional" scientist ever talks about it. It is that which resists entropy. It is the opposite of entropy.
Entropy is the illusion. Everything, absolutely everything in the universe is governed under an esoteric 'order' that cannot be perceived by basic human senses. In a way it doesn't matter whether you 'coom' or not, what's meant for you will be for you in this lifetime.

>>42960086
Fair enough. I'm still trying to get back into it, I just struggle at the 1 and 2 week marks and need more motivation I suppose.

Just wanted to say, I had to get an epididymectomy and later a full orchiectomy because of semen retention. the pain in my testicles from not masturbating was excruciating, I had to go multiple days in a row without sleeping because of how bad the pain in my balls was. I couldn't fucking sleep. I am now on TRT after my orchiectomy.

day 63

on top of all the benefits and it being the first time i’ve made it this far, the main thing keeping me going is the thought at starting a day 0 again. i’d kms if i were lose all this progress, fuck that

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>>42961577
Nobody seems to want to discuss the endgame of SR, which is why these threads go in circles.

>>42961931
The endgame is YOU. With porn, women, sexual desire, or addiction - it's all the same because it puts the focus on something entirely outside of you - "If I get this, then I feel like this, and eventually I will need it again" - which propels you into compulsion. But when you're on SR, you simply stop.

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Aleister Crowley is a faggot. Freemasons are ugly and low IQ. They seethe, dilate and are on suicidewatch, because my balls are retained. Almost 4 years btw.
You will never be a woman.

>>42961875
Which benefits did you have so far?

>>42961875
Day 54 and i feel the same

>>42942779
Was clean for about 10 days on vacation, saw so many women I couldn't help it when I came back. I really need to stop guys. I am starting to get sharp pains in my gooch when I get hard and kegel a lot. Its so ingrained in me (since age 9) that I don't know what to do without it. At least on vacation, I am rarely just sitting there alone. But whenever I am home, I am alone and on my pc a lot. Even the gooch pains do not deter me. I need advice from a real former junkie, some beyond the surface stuff

>>42962374
get your prostate checked by a medical professional. Generally you are not supposed to hurt there.

>>42961684
Definitely, I'm drawn to incest because my dad was a shithead and my mom was too overprotective because she is mentally ill as a result of depression & pills, so I have a complicated relationship with her and what she represents and I guess it manifests in my psyche, so far I have been unsucessful in being able to quit

>>42961760
That's true, in my case as a child I was really into exploring and /out/ stuff, I was also into the paranormal but it used to be out of interest, now it's out of neccessity since I need to find some meaning in my life so my relationship with it has changed quite a bit

>>42961819
>like i get it, you just want the thread to consist of the same retarded shit, pretending that i somehow caused a disturbance to you being an eternal failure, like i totally get it, however this line of thinking wont help you improve or to get out of your predicament
>2 week streak loser like you just cant help but to relapse no matter what, so blaming a tranny like me is awfully suspicious, but also very telling

Dude, you should just go somewhere else that's pro-gooning. You're just being a troll and this is all about you looking down on people who don't goon like you fo. There was even a pro-porn thread on the board. There's plenty of boards outside that post wank material of various kinds. Just go there.

>>42962374
>Was clean for about 10 days on vacation, saw so many women I couldn't help it when I came back. I really need to stop guys. I am starting to get sharp pains in my gooch when I get hard and kegel a lot. Its so ingrained in me (since age 9) that I don't know what to do without it. At least on vacation, I am rarely just sitting there alone. But whenever I am home, I am alone and on my pc a lot. Even the gooch pains do not deter me. I need advice from a real former junkie, some beyond the surface stuff
>>>42962643 #

Dude, try energy work. You gotta move the energy up your belly core. Then you flow it through your body. Please try holotropic breathwork. If I have a real good session where I reach an altered state of consciousness, the urge goes away.

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>>42958934
More then 40 days most likely since that tends to be a deathzone.

>>42961931
The Endgame is defeating the shadow self, the spirit of antichrist, the interior Devil.

>>42948859
My stack is:
Fish Oil
Vit D
ZMA
NAC
Horny Goat Weed (counter-intuitive i know but if you can control urges it's great)
Biotin
Iron

Wake up listening to hardstyle music while I make a protein shake with frozen berries + flavourless protein powder before I shower

>>42951179
Controlling the mind through exercising and especially meditation and breathing exercises will decrease or eliminate for the most part wet dreams. it's doing the trick for me for two months now

>>42952882
stop making moves in shoes

>>42958934
I had the same where I was unable to get past 14 days of SR for the longest time.
If you got some psychological baggage or issues you might work through this first to some extent. I.e. you might have to tackle the underlying reason of cooming as a coping mechanism/relief valve.
That and having some kind of goal to work towards as well as meditation and working out hard are key

>>42962374
>saw so many women I couldn't help it when I came back

This is your issue right here. You saw women and had sexual thoughts. You need to blank these thoughts out. If I ever see a woman in public or think about a woman I know and my mind wanders to a sexual thought, I instantly blank it out and replace it with something else instead of feeding it. Start at the source and kill it before it grows. You typically get a few chances to exit before you really spiral.

>>42961136
It definitely weakens the body. One time when I was a teenager I felt a bit iffy and after I coomed I actually fell sick. I got a cold where I was shivering and shit but the urge was so strong that i couldn't help myself... Definitely opened my eyes even if it would be 10 years before i could kick the habit

>>42961819
>That aside, im glad i ruin your experience
And why exactly should that matter to me?

>>42963692
Good advice anon. It's about having control over your thoughts. And drifting into fantasy is the worst thing you can do as a man, because once that fantasy starts taking over your thoughts you lose your grounding. It also makes you weak and passive. Never fantasize about a woman. Either man up and ask her out or don't think about her ever.

>>42957497
You probably just have very feminine energy, which isn’t necessarily a bad thing. Ascension comes from uniting the masculine and feminine. I’ve heard through practicing retention your ideal mate will just gravitate towards you.

>>42964305
No, he's probably gorgeous af. Gay dudes tend to have good taste in terms of looks, although they still have the sex drive of a man. The type of men women actually go for are questionable because there's a ton of factors that go in to female attraction. They want a dude that's like good looking but not better looking than them. They want him to be a bit docile but also be independent to a degree. They want him to be somewhat fit but not too fit that it brings attention. What they say they want and what they actually go for are very different things. Basically if a lot of women are giving you fuck me eyes it means they're not intimidated by you, and for proper, true attraction they have to find you somewhat intimidating. And the dudes who say women give them 'fk me eyes' are usually dudes around 2 weeks of retention and think they actually got somewhere.

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/cknohl0IsnA

it's so bizarre how mad some people get at the idea of other people not fapping
Godspeed to all of you srgers itt

>>42964305
>Ascension comes from uniting the masculine and feminine.
And no it does not. In terms of pure energetic polarity beyond human definitions of men and women: Masculine refers to the conscious phenomenon and feminine refers to the unconscious phenomenon.

>>42958353
Prayer, meditation, visualization exercises, breath work, reading the Bible, prostrations, TRE.

>>42964427
Yes and part of ascension is uniting the two.

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>>42964415
So gorgeous, so hot. You don’t know what the fuck you’re talking about. Woman like docile men, get the fuck out of here.

>>42964446
There isn't any 'uniting' because they aren't separate. There is simply a return to singularity.

>>42964454
You don't have much experience then. Yes they do. Most women (especially in the west) are very cognizant on power dynamics compared to how stupid the average man is. If you're not somewhat docile or controllable most of them won't wanna date you.

day 6 almost day 7, which is when the benefits really start

>>42964465
Returning to singularity is just another way to say unification.

>>42964469
I assume you’re not in a relationship? So obviously being a docile little bitch doesn’t work too well.

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>>42961819

>>42964415
I hate faggots to unreal degree

>>42964590
What you described was a merging. In fact, there's no merging or unification - the veil simply lifts.

>>42964594
Seems like I got on someone's nerves. Whoops

>>42964691
It is the price for being a pretty boy

>>42957497
I don't SR but women and men are always showing interest in me. It's so gross. The worst is when some predatory faggot offers me a "ride" late at night, usually after stalking me a few minutes. I'd rather deal with some man again seriously asking if I'm a girl than deal with evading these stalker fags.

I don't know what could be attracting them. BDE maybe.

>>42964841
>I don't SR but women and men are always showing interest in me. It's so gross.
Same, I was taking my night walk and a married man was talking to me and i'm always polite with people because why not and before i left he told me 'do you mind me coming to night walks with you'? It gave me gay vibes.

Also a 30 year old woman the other day was at the same table with me at a dinner and she told me i looked like the italian uber hot guy who almost fucked her after a concert and that i look chill and she likes me.

I have a date later with a 22 year old who matches my energy and she is autistic like me who listens to metal and plays vidya so lets see how it goes. The only red flag is that she takes SSRI's

I'm on SR tho and it changed my life but the most important is NoPorn

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>>42964892
You just come here to get bullied and then goon to the thought of stored up coom. Not even sure what anon are uppity about?

>>42964892
I'm a pretty boy with huge balls and dick. Your low-T hypothesis is false. NTA

>>42964927
the hell they don't, take steroids and see what happens to your junk

>>42964932
Just fuck her.

>>42964804
I see you avoided the question, but you’re such a good docile little boy how good you not have infinite suitors?

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>>42964892
>its okay when my sides does it, but magically not when its yours
>bawwww ablooooblooo muh shmurty-hurty feefeees waaaaaah
Dilate, stay mad and seethe harder.

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>>42962283
the clearest benefit for me in this stage is being able to do productive things that i want to much easier. not only does it come from having more energy, but the want itself to do something to get more out of life is present like it never has been before. it’s really awesome actually. it feels like it was the way god intended.

also magnetism (overall, not just women), also i’ve been seeing some angularity in my face, which i think i can attribute as a benefit i don’t 100% know. i just know now that my is much more angular and sharp than when i began with little to no edits in my diet (which was pretty clean to begin with anyway)

>>42964892
Womeme love pretty boys, twinks are the new chads. Get with the times.

I camed

>>42964969
Hey dipshit, then dont cry that im here
You dedicate 100% of your replies complaining that im here busting your safespace, then you spend the rest of the time you are mass reporting me like an SJW

actual subhuman behaviour

>>42965161
You will never have children and no one will visit your grave.

>>42964958
>So obviously being a docile little bitch doesn’t work too well
Oh you were asking a question? I thought you were talking about yourself. The very fact you keep pressing about it shows that it must've really gotten to you?

This is most Western women, and I can confirm:
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/8ko5xY9hj_0
So while you decide what mating strategy works best - this sounds just like you bro, you have nothing to worry about.

>>42965400
Nta but i never bent down for a woman, they will think you are a beta male and cheat on you the first week

>>42965447
LOL of course they don't want him to be a complete pushover, that's why I said this:
>"They want him to be a bit docile but also be independent to a degree."
If you have had a long term gf and live in a Western country chances are you had to do some type of simping - whether it's paying for dates / being considerate of her feelings / doing things that you did not want to do but she wanted to. Women love attractive bad boys but most of them already know they wouldn't be able to handle it. These are the types of dudes that women go to when they get in an argument with their docile bf

>>42965460
I'm actually good at keeping my women at bay, the only thing i would say it's beta trait is that i'm jealous and i don't really let them go out but i express my feelings to them like i'm showing i care i don't want to lose them but i'm the same time i'm detached i don't know if you get what i mean but it worked for me. I had multiple LTR's, but yeah you can never totally alpha in a relationship, that's why chads don't settle

>>42965467
Yeah seems like you got the formula down. That's why chicks always test you, especially in the beginning. They're really just testing your boundaries and seeing how far you'll simp for them. Obviously you can't be too much of a beta because who wants a clingy pushover, and if you're too much of an alpha there's nothing out of that for them

>>42942779
Day One.
Let's do this.

>>42965363
>strawman
That wasn't me and it isn't me, i don't even post here normally.

>>42965590
Same. Or maybe It would be day zero for me. Either way, good luck anon.

>>42965657
Likewise.

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So I have a technique that can help but it is hyper risky and should only be done if you are about ready to fap.
Don't touch yourself because you are fucked if you do.
Start breathing and enter into a trance state.
Let the state take you where it will you need to go through the abyss. You have to meet the devil before you reach heaven.
Anyway just let the mind do what it wants. You will enter into a pseudo wet dream characters and girls are there it's on.
Let it happen.
Keep in mind if you fuck up you will have a wet dream which is why it is for an emergency. You do this long enough you know the night I am talking about.

As you near the peak you want to transfer the energy from your dick to your navel area and hold it there. You'll know when it works.

You then want to imagine you have a straw and suck up the energy, change it and then blow it away from you.
You should be lucid enough to sit up and you need to meditate or pray because you are in a danger zone still.

Again this is an emergency procedure if you do it right you will trick the brain into thinking you are in a refractory period while holding the semen safe in the balls.

>>42965492
>and if you're too much of an alpha there's nothing out of that for them

An alpha will pick em up and bounce them up and down on their dick like a basketball and then make the bitch cum like 20 times while hittin doggy.

>>42965872
cringe comment

Day 7 of nocum
Day 3 of nomeat
OMAD cancelled

>>42965889
>cringe comment
Thank You

>>42965889
>cringe comment
Yeah shit you say when you watch too much porn

>>42965872
For dating it's different. It's essentially two people coming together to secure a transaction. But pure desire? She'll suck your dick in a bathroom because she's horny and she thinks you're hot. But you have to leave it at that and take it as it is - a fleeting moment. Once you want repeat service you are subject to the rules of the dating game. Sucks that men are horny 24/7 while women are like that only a certain time of the month.

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>>42965400
>Oh you were asking a question? I thought you were talking about yourself.
Do I even need to bother with such a retarded response.
> The very fact you keep pressing about it shows that it must've really gotten to you?
And you aren’t doing the same? It’s almost like you’re too retarded to have an iota of awareness.

The simple fact is you like you to see yourself as intelligent, but reality shows that you’re retarded. You don’t know what you’re talking about. Therefore you should shut the fuck up. On a side note you once again avoided the question. Wonder why, what a great mystery.

>>42966126
Yeah, I know so because I have actual field experience. And I didn't answer the question because it really doesn't matter what I say since you're already looking for a reason to 'debunk' what i say. I've been in many LTRs and also many short, fleeting relationships and smart enough to observe patterns.

But you wouldn't know because you have an idea in your head of how things should be, and the fact that it goes against your idea is the reason you're so irate and why you keep giving me my (You). Because you know deep down you're a docile boy so stay mad. And that pic you attached, I assume that's what you look like? Because no actual alpha would save a pic like that

>>42946648
good going. Defeat Leviathan.

>>42947256
read the Bible and learn to accept all that it says. Take the flat earth firmament pill. A globe and space is the great deception that keeps you spiritually dead. I was an astrophysics major at one point too, so I was deep in the mire. Once you accept the truth you can see that God definitely made everything. The nihilism disappears. You have to accept everything it's the only way. Do this and pray and the darkness will leave.

Also if you have any occult books/materials like tarot cards, get rid of them. Separate yourself from any of that shit.

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>>42947256
Occult Max

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Has SR changed your looks?

Every act of release is just father sacrificing the unborn. We have much more children then woman.
It all has spiritual consequences

>>42964454
>Woman like docile men, get the fuck out of here.
Women are designed to destroy and emasculate you brody - you gotta give them something to work with. And if you come to a woman wanting a relationship half the battle is over.

>>42966187
>Yeah, I know so because I have actual field experience. And I didn't answer the question because it really doesn't matter what I say since you're already looking for a reason to 'debunk' what i say. I've been in many LTRs and also many short, fleeting relationships and smart enough to observe patterns.

I have field experience, trust me bro. Is that why you’re so incredibly insecure that you can’t even answer a simple question honestly.

>But you wouldn't know because you have an idea in your head of how things should be, and the fact that it goes against your idea is the reason you're so irate and why you keep giving me my (You).

Not irate at all, you’re just laughably wrong and refuse to pull your head of your ass. I’m sure your constant fixation on my emotional demeanor is just projection.

>Because you know deep down you're a docile boy so stay mad. And that pic you attached, I assume that's what you look like? Because no actual alpha would save a pic like that.

I’m a docile little boy even though that’s how described your own self. More projection. You don’t recognize Dave Chappelle. You really are fucking retarded. Saying what another man should or shouldn’t is the least alpha thing a man can do. Keep seething dipshit.

>>42966871
>Is that why you’re so incredibly insecure that you can’t even answer a simple question honestly.
Why do you care so much of my relationship status? LOL, it really doesn't matter. I don't want to humblebrag because this is a forum and anyone can say anything.

>I’m sure your constant fixation on my emotional demeanor is just projection
>Is that why you’re so incredibly insecure that you can’t even answer a simple question honestly.
I just reflect your demeanor back to you; you seem to be the one most fixated on me. It's ironic because I tell my friends this and the ones who get really angry about it are the ones who are the most whipped but pretend like they are alpha and in control. I could care less about what you think simply because I said something you didn't like, and you got reactive and angry enough to keep pressing me about it. Typical feminine behavior and perfect candidate to be a docile bf, so you have absolutely nothing to worry about. Now move on and get cucked, boyo

And I don't care if you don't believe I'm right, you do you. Couldn't give less of a fuk

Was INSANELY motivated, going on dates and shit, breaking pr's at the Gym, closing good deals at work and now in the last few days i became depressed and low energy, are the flatlines real?

>>42966871
>You don’t recognize Dave Chappelle. You really are fucking retarded. Saying what another man should or shouldn’t is the least alpha thing a man can do. Keep seething dipshit.
Dave is cool. But I was referring to this post >>42964454
That's just repulsive. You saving this photo, and sharing it, says more about you than anything you said in this thread

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1 nothing wrong with me
2 nothing wrong with me
3 nothing wrong with me
4 nothing wrong with me
1 something's got to give
2 something's got to give
3 something's got to give

>>42966933
Yes you need to do more spirit work or you're fucked.

>>42966924
Why do you care so much of my relationship status? LOL, it really doesn't matter. I don't want to humblebrag because this is a forum and anyone.

You can drop the act, everyone here sees through you. You don’t want to admit you’re a desperate loser. It couldn’t be more obvious.

>I just reflect your demeanor back to you; you seem to be the one most fixated on me. It's ironic because I tell my friends this and the ones who get really angry about it are the ones who are the most whipped but pretend like they are alpha and in control. I could care less about what you think simply because I said something you didn't like, and you got reactive and angry enough to keep pressing me about it. Typical feminine behavior and perfect candidate to be a docile bf, so you have absolutely nothing to worry about. Now move on and get cucked, boyo

And I don't care if you don't believe I'm right, you do you. Couldn't give less of a fuk.

You’re so painfully unaware of yourself. It’s really quite profound.

>That's just repulsive. You saving this photo, and sharing it, says more about you than anything you said in this thread.

Caring so much what gifs another man saves tells me everything I need to know about you.

>>42966375
>read the Bible and learn to accept all that it says. Take the flat earth firmament pill.

Ok Owen, how's that goat farm going? ....pretty fuck'n amazing, and I unironically envy it.

Hi Leon

Got 6 tinder matches today but 5 of them are from abroad on travel mode, feeling good tho

>>42967669
Hi Matt

>>42966426
gave my face more angularity and shape (squarer jaw, debloated cheeks, etc) maybe it’s due to increase test levels? still unsure of the main cause but there has been a noticeable difference during my journey
t. day 65

>>42966094
>Sucks that men are horny 24/7 while women are like that only a certain time of the month.

Yah it's pretty funny how sex works between men and women.

>>42966426
It visibly improved the bags under my eyes. You can actually tell how much someone coomed by how bad their dark circles are

>>42968361
>Yah it's pretty funny how sex works between men and women.
Yeah and it's funny how women used this to their advantage and the male/female power dynamic shifted over time.

>>42966094
>men are horny 24/7
speak for yourself, not all of us are born with hypersexed negro genes

>>42967391
>You can drop the act, everyone here sees through you. You don’t want to admit you’re a desperate loser. It couldn’t be more obvious.
Ah yes, keep projecting your insecurities just like that. See, you don't know if I have infinite suitors, or if I'm a lonely incel in a basement. So you make the assumption on what you closely project and identify with, ya gettin this yet? And I don't think you understand why it doesn't matter what I say - if I'm a Chad, or an incel, or a docile boy in a relationship, because I can literally say anything. You truly wouldn't know. The fact is that my point stands and it made you mad

>You’re so painfully unaware of yourself. It’s really quite profound.
Funny. Maybe learn to properly refute an argument instead of hurling personal insults like a baboon throwing feces before saying anything

>>42969143
>speak for yourself, not all of us are born with hypersexed negro genes
I meant to say men are ready to go 24/7, and most men aren't gonna turn down sex because they are conditioned to receive all their inherent self worth from what's between a woman's legs, like the gentleman I replied to above.

>>42952181
Tried then mods deleted all my posts or something
She started a massive argument after work now I'm back on the other bed not sleeping with her again because apparently I was kicking her in my sleep
Long story short I hurt her while massaging her and she just went off then tried to apologize then ended up punching me and going to sleep
I'm too tired after work go put up with this shit pulling 45+ hours a week doing very physical work she doesn't seem to care that I'm absolutely fucked and bitches about basic housework while not even going to work herself
Then she keeps saying she's worried I'll leave her because of the fact I have a job that's making me too fit and attractive to other women she frets about everything is very insecure I've tried assuring her I'm not interested in other women but her actions would make any other sane guy act exactly as she expects me to
She does do a lot of cooking which I thank her for but it's at max maybe a couple of hours a day idk bros what do I do with this girl she keeps going apeshit then pushing me away

And she was acting weird yesterday when I asked why I can't meet her family which she said and I quote my mum and sister would hate you
So I don't quite know what her deal is she afraid of rejection and so that's all she expects
All of her other relationships resulted in disaster as have mine so I know where she's coming from but still her behavior is really starting to bug me the pushing away the distance insane over reacting when I just want to relax after work ice been with her for 7 months now and I haven't met or talked to her family at all now I'm new to all this long term relationship crap as this is my first but they don't even know about me that can't be normal or good right? My mom knows and she's fine with it but I have a feeling she lied to her mom about me I dunno why is she ashamed I really have no idea

One minute we enjoying watching TV next minute she goes loopy and all this crap I posted above

I love her but the spasmodic sex which can last from days to weeks to months without anything at first I thought it was her health which clearly isn't the case mental health is the issue here she can go ages without saying I love you and keeps talking to her ex who keeps hitting on her which is really starting to piss me off he fills her head with crap about me and my work as well

She apparently can't stand the guy yet continues to work with him as well bros am I been cucked or what

And then she'll wake up tomorrow and probably pretend nothing happened well sorry but when I've been at work all day and come home to her bitching about waaah my job isn't that hard and I need to do more at home it isn't fair because I'm too tired to even stay awake lol

Seriously I can see why she's had so many relationships she's self sabotaging and self hates even when there's nothing wrong and I understand that but why pick on me after work then punch me half a dozen times

I've never hit her btw I'm a big strong guy who knows how to fight but yeah her behavior is a massive turnoff and I'm getting over it

She's definitely biting the hand that literally feeds her and I'm at a loss as to why

I get overwhelmed and overthink too especially when I'm sick and not working as she was today but Jesus can't this bich just chill? I wasn't even home 3 hours until she started shit and ruined the night

You deserve every thing she does to you for shitting up our beautiful and humble sr threads

>>42969753
I haven't posted here in over a week so it's not me shitting them up

But yeah really sick of this merry-go-round wish me luck I guess

>>42969696
https://youtube.com/shorts/zff8I0KSy_0?si=53YkgeSJLIdL3pez

>>42969766
Funny thing is I can absolutely outbanter her I just cbf anymore let her have her hissy fit and give her the silent treatment
To her credit she does apologize then she does it again that's the problem it's like she's some sort of retarded puppy that just doesn't learn this shit pushes people away

Anyways thanks for reading my blog and that video describes me perfectly

Oh well I signed up for the crazy sex femdom mommy gf experience what did I expect

Certainly not a well adjusted girl which to put it bluntly I'd get bored of

Never dull but she's wasting what precious little free time we have left pulling this shit it hurts me and her
Oh well if she wants to piss away another day night weekend so be it I'd walk/hitch to work and I'd do it again just to prove a point

She thinks she's under pressure now wait til this mad max diesel petrol oil shit really takes off then her pointless dramas will seem so small and pointless

I'm not gonna let her stupid behavior ruin us but damn she's really trying my patience

Having her so emotional is kinda hot and the makeup sex is so good

Sometimes I'm a bastard and bait her so I kinda deserve it but now I miss her and hate this third act slump which happens every so often

>>42969792
>>42969696
tldr

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Things are getting interesting. I had a dream where my dream dialogue was commenting on how 'it's rough' staying between the ditches. The ditches being porn and degeneracy. I am not new to SR but it's been a while since I've applied conscious effort to clean my act up, and I've noticed some minutia.

When slipping and peeking at lewd material, a slope appears. Feeling the 'gut drop' and the real arousal begin is akin to a relapse. If you are producing precum, even if you don't cum the results are the same. There's no room for bargaining in this territory.

It's reassuring these days that I find myself wrinkling my nose in disgust at some of it. Especially things I know I would have gooned to 10 years ago.

>>42969753
I'm 99% sure this is the same piece of shit that used to talk about buying dildos. He used to do the same thing and with the same format, just spamming offtopic posts to bump limit while everyone told him to rope himself and jannoids did nothing.

Today the urges were stronger than usual and I thought "I'll stoke it a few times but then stop". That's exactly what I did. Didn't cum, did some exercises until I went back to normal. Yet I still feel like I ruined my streak somewhat. I feel shame, not as much as I do when I do cum, but it's there nonetheless. Part of me thinks I may as well restart the clock again, the other part thinks I'm just saying that to justify going back and finishing for real. So did I fuck up or what?

>>42970458
Nah you're good, just don't do it again. It's like a drug addict taking a small hit during recovery, you're reinforcing the mental pathways and slowing down the healing but it's not enough of a spike to reset

>>42970458
Don’t finish

I'm at 18 days, and Im feeling the charge now. I got feel the spunk.

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Compiled some benefits and anecdotes from recent past threads that resonated with me.

day 8

>>42942779
Day five for me just done.

No real urges. Had a saucy dream earlier and woke up with a hard on you could sharpen a knife on, but still didn't fold.

What I want to know is how you can channel the latent energy into something productive and awakening. I've read vague references into channelling via meditation, visualisation ect but still don';t know what the fuck anyone of you fellow spergs are talking about.

If you could share a brief description or info-graphics related to this, I'd be much obliged gentlemen.

>>42969696
This is why we do SR gents. Proper SR, not "I'mma do SR for muh attraction". See how this dude is mentally cucked by this woman and is emotional putty in her hands based on what her mood is like for that particular day? No thanks mothafucka

>>42970998
So your goal is not to dump your semen into girls ? You're gay then enjoy it

>>42971098
No the goal of SR is the opposite of that low IQ monkey brained act. One of the goals is to over come sense pleasures of the flesh.

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>>42971098
>So your goal is not to dump your semen into girls ? You're gay then enjoy it

I do it all for the nookie

>>42971098
Thought the goal was to eat it?

>>42970955
>What I want to know is how you can channel the latent energy into something productive and awakening. I've read vague references into channelling via meditation, visualisation ect but still don';t know what the fuck anyone of you fellow spergs are talking about

Holotropic breathing. Go as deep into it as you can go.

I am a complete slave to lust. It controls my life no matter how hard I try or wish it didn’t. I have everything I could ever want but for some reason I am unable or unwilling to just be normal. It’s so over.

>>42969185
You’re the tranny aren’t you?

>>42971169
I for one have embraced the hellish nightmare.

>>42970864
Use this as the next OP image please

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>>42970955

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Knuckles / hands / wrists got bigger
Day 103

>>42970955
You should already be meditating or praying. If not you should start.

Next you want to learn how to breath basically if you breath through your mouth you are a fucking retard. Look up the Yogic Complete Breath. I shit you not that is a huge game changer it instantly takes care of a horny spell.

>>42969185
> Funny. Maybe learn to properly refute an argument instead of hurling personal insults like a baboon throwing feces before saying anything

Explaining my perspective to you would be like explaining Astro physics to dog shit.

>>42970864
Building a log cabin from scratch is crazy work.

why are there so many shills in these threads, i am legit upset

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The loss of a finger while helping someone else erases more faults than a lifetime of self-imposed restrictions that benefit no one.

>>42972555
shilling for what

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okay so here is the thing about fapping every day like a maniac, my testosterone is basically through the roof and i wake up every morning with a raging boner.

when i dream i always have an ex in my dream or someone else from my life, even if we dont have sex and just some bullshit together in the dream, the boner is persistent when i wake up which is a sign of high testosterone

my hair gets longer and longer, my muscles get more defined, i dont work out at all and just watch movies all day and goon, yet i look pretty good.

all the bullshit that you get depleted is a lie btw, little pussies cant handle a temporary dopamine low and get all depressed lmao. you people are dumb women with mood swings

>>42973296
>muh test
You are too materialistic for this journey. Begone from me.

>>42971661
no its not me, its another tranny

>>42973388
this cant be real, you guys go and accuse me of being a tranny, yet you were the real trannies all along.

the natural production of test is what defines you as a man, so test should be one of your main concerns - otherwise get a vasectomy and be done with it

day 9

>>42973296
You should probably also take up chain smoking since nicotine increases testosterone too.

>>42973402
>the natural production of test is what defines you as a man, so test should be one of your main concerns - otherwise get a vasectomy and be done with it

That and having a dick makes you a man, otherwise you are just a ma'am.

>>42973917
Well, to be a woman you need a womb man. So if you cut your dick off, you're just a eunuch.

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>>42973296
>I nut 6 times a day bro, look how cool I am
You're fucking cringe and lack any self awareness whatsoever. SR has concrete benefits, alot of them are subtle because it builds up over the weeks/months. Others will notice the difference and will tell you that something is "weird" about you but can't put their finger on it. That semen retention aura that you can not fake, no matter how much you try to COPE or compensate in this thread. Get lost.

>>42973828
Will nicotine pouches boost my test?

How do I resist urges while sleep deprived? I had a 20 day streak going and I just relapsed. I noticed that in 90% of the cases, I relapse while sleep deprived. Is there a reason for this? It's like the demons can influence me more while sleep deprived. Any solution to this?

>>42973296
i think the key is moderation, like with everything else in life. notice how many of us here are serial fapper addict cunts. of course we gotta address the issue with severe treatments like nofap

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>He does SR and doesn't have a spiritual practice to transmute his energy
>His mind is tempted daily just by existing in modern society.
>He believes his mind can overcome the lizard brain urges through sheer willpower alone that have been haunting every man since the dawn of mankind.
>He relapses every two weeks and loathes himself for failing again and again.
Why are you so masochistic anon?

>>42974191
they will turn you into a homosexual

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>>42974602
>i think the key is moderation, like with everything else in life. notice how many of us here are serial fapper addict cunts. of course we gotta address the issue with severe treatments like nofap

I think the key is going God mode

>>42942779
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oby08eHpIOw

best explanation for SR

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>>42961577
>just curious as to where you think this path leads you to and how it improves your daily life
it helps in realizing the impermanence of pleasure and the suffering it induces

>>42973402
>the natural production of test is what defines you as a man,

That is such a retarded fucking statement I literally can't even.
A man is defined by his actions, not his hormones. By my definition you are not a man, you are an animal controlled by his fleshy desires.

>>42975131
>>He does SR and doesn't have a spiritual practice to transmute his energy
I don't have a spiritual practice to transmute my energy, and I go through the same loop you described.
Are you talking about meditation? What does it mean to transmute it? Into what?

>>42975434
Trannies are obsessed with hormones

>>42975479
Read:
>>42972185