Why does God isolate me? I have no one in my life and I havent for the last 10 years. Every day I interact with people and coworkers that have lives outside of work and friends and family and its effortless for them. Things just happen in their life. people just enter their lives naturally. Me on the other hand, even if I take initiative and do things and reach out to people nothing comes of it. What does God plan to do with me if anything at all. I know I'm not the only one living this way. What is the reason why God would isolate someone to this degree?
Important question:>Do you believe in God's blessing over your good works?
>>42988149Maybe God is calling you to the life of the mystic
>>42988149Why do you seek without instead of within?It sounds like you have been attempting to do the work of others rather than the work of self. It's a painful place to be, being blind to that, but its not an ending that kills.Find the thing only you can do on behalf of God, the thing that when you do it for yourself, everyone benefits.I hope this helps.
>>42988149Consider researching the left hand path for a little bit.It might help.
>>42988149>Why does God isolate me?I'll tell you why. You're living in a vicious cycle by your own design. You don't seek relationships all the time - you seek them only when you feel lonely and needy the most, which hinders your ability to form a genuine connection because you're desperate. When you're hit with loneliness it's when damage is done already and it hurts. What you should be striving for is building connection with people when you're at your best. Your positive energy will bring people towards you but the problem is at your best you're shut in home alone and noone can see you or your work.
Great artwork OP.
Maybe you are ugly + bad personality?Just trying to help
Grow up. Real men enjoy being alone, and you don't have anyone in your private space judging you or touching your shit.
>>42988149OMG same herethough i don't even worki pray you find your soulmates
>>42988149It's because eventually you'll begin to seek inside yourself, you'll learn to rely on him. All you need is within you. It's a long trial.
God is not real
>>42988149most people are void and boring, you are not missing much>>42988849reddit is over that way... go on
>>42988395This. But then again, Elliot Rodgers was alone too.
>>42988149because he's not god, and you will be on the right side of history
>>42989174Don't loe to him anon, he will die never having mattered.
>>42989212what reason would i have to lie to him about that?I know you have plenty
>>42989212Why do people have to be so shitty
>>42988149>I know I'm not the only one living this wayyoure right im the sameive come to the coping point that god wants me all to himself o algoeither that or simply by the collection of trauma we endured we subconciously self sabotage to the point that making new connections is impossibleconsidering the myriad of options we probably just got bad social roles and our social muscles have been atrophied to the point we dont even know we have them anymore