Anyone else can't wait for the sweet release of death?The only paranormal certainty we have in our life is death. What do you do with your life until then when you have lost all ability to feel joy? I really hope aliens or Jesus come to Earth to upturn this drudgery normies enjoy called life. This place feels like a waiting room.
>>42992030I have bads news for you...
>>42992030Yeah I’m tired this hell planet
>>42992030Yep that's me. It feels like everything that's supposed to be joyous is just some lame escapism to distract you from the garbage of the world. You'd make art of places you wish you were, you'd make music of emotions you wish you could feel, you'd do ancient rituals to try and pretend you can control reality. All of it is just escapism and distraction. Until we get absolute control of our own universe, life is just torture and burdens.
I hear you. I’m in my mid-forties so I still have like 30 years to burn. I hope it goes as quickly as possible but I don’t think I’ll be so lucky. It’s beyond me how anyone can enjoy this. I think happy people might actually just be retarded. They’re the real, actual retards. Anyway, I’ll take a Covid 2, alien invasion, any cataclysm, really. This is all just because I’m bored out of my mind.
>>42992867Kek don't tell him
>>42993263>I’m in my mid-forties so I still have like 30 years to burn.Same but I'm not sticking around for another 30 years. Imagine how much worse everything's gonna be in 10 years, or just 5? I'm killing myself when neetdom ends and going back to my world, before those insane white n*ggers and their jews can accomplish creating full hell on earth.god I can't wait to be free and feel emotions again ... maybe even find what the retards call happinessit's all waiting on the other side
>>42993263I think it's cyclical, you only see snapshots of people's lives. They look happy now but a week later they may not be
>>42992993>Until we get absolute control of our own universe I haven't read much of it but apparently the visual novel Umineko describes this. Apparently it also says that our reality is a "game board" controlled by higher beings
>>42993637See you in Valhalla
I think its like a law of nature that becoming self aware + acquiring access to a not even very high level of technology very quickly turns life into like a total hell on earth slog waste of fucking time and a complete.joke by rhe first faggots who happen to gain the oppurtunity to e slave the rest effortlessly. Like completely effortlessly just due to having this one time advantage of being first
>>42993646Could be the case, yeah. Behind closed doors, the tard cries
>>42993637Yeah, good call. I should have said all I have is 30 years of progressive erosion left. Yeah, the next 10 alone will be brutal
>>42992030>Anyone else can't wait for the sweet release of death?So why are you waiting?Are you being strapped down in a chair and force fed and kept alive against your will?
>>42994494Parents and other loved ones would be devastated. They wouldn't "get it" that I'd be happier and would believe in all that propaganda about suiciders like "he was such a a sad and lost soul" and other BS.
>>42994498>Parents and other loved ones would be devastated.So? You wont care, you'll be dead.
>>42994494I don't like pain and am afraid of somehow fucking it up and becoming a vegetable or something.
>>42994656Just stop eating. The pain is relatively low and short, and there is no way to fuck it up.
>>42994693but what if i get hungry
>>42994693The best I've done is about 3 days, I guess I just need to try harder
>>42994693I heard from a suicide forum that trying to die from starvation is a terrible way to go. Just don't do it, wait in this waiting room until death claims you.
>>42992030We might reach immortality in a few decades, would that change your mind?
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>>42996224Ted Kaczynski debunked this. What will actually happen is you will be discarded once you outlive your usefulness.https://www.tedkwasright.org/techies-wet-dreams.html
>>42996224this will literally never happen
>>42996252How the hell does it take two minutes for a shotgun to the head to do you in? I'll have to rig up some contraption to shoot myself twice real quick I guess.
