Do desires come from God? My desire has been to be a male pornstar that gets paid to fuck sexy women and who has a big dick. But God didn't bless me with the tools to fulfill this desire. I dont have the dick size to inspire lust in his female creations. So why, after developing this desire at 9yo, do I still have it at 26y; knowing that it's not possible for me? Shouldn't God have given me something else to overtake this desire?
I'm sure with enough willpower you could change it to a desire for lolishit like all the other dicklets
a thread died for sad boogie nightssrs bro. desires at 9 y/o should not be carried through to 26 y/o.i suggest you go somewhere far away from the internet and spend more time in nature if you want to get closer to determining a god-given desire. i highly doubt ron jeremy is getting a red carpet through heaven's gates. no disrespect ron, you can still get in cuzzy."Don’t be obsessed with your desires Danny. The Zen philosopher, Basho, once wrote, ‘A flute with no holes, is not a flute. A donut with no hole, is a Danish."
>>43009785dont be such a fucking simpleton browhat is it to even desire??, I desire a piece of candy, I eat one, its sweet... ok... its over.... now what? more candy??thats how people reach 500 lbs, or how they become street crackheadswhy dont you try to desire something that has worth?
>>43009785>So why, after developing this desire at 9yo,(You) didn't really develop it, you was mindraped by the profane hypersexualised media to have this desire. >Shouldn't God have given me something else to overtake this desire?He has, he gave you a will, you just chose not to train it
God doesn’t fulfill all our desires. He does what is right for us according to his will. Think of all the negative effects of being a porn star. STD’s, inability to pair bond, inflicting trauma on others and being traumatized yourself, the negative karma, drugs, etc. God is actually looking out for you because he didn’t allow your base desires to be fulfilled.
>>43009785Your animalistic desires come from your meat suitwhich you can think of as like a wild pokemonyou as the observer are the pokemon trainernot every wild pokemon has a trainer but they still function as pokemona bit of a tangent, but you understand
>>43009785Yeah, I think when we have a long standing dream that's bone deep, it's given to us for a reason. It's not your job to figure out how to grow a horse cock, it's your job to figure out the workaround to realizing that dream as closely as possible, in a way that satisfies you. By brainstorming and soul searching you'll come up with ideas, some of which might be tangential or barely even related to your end goal. Gotta trust the process and follow your gut. Sure you could sign up for cuck porn tomorrow, but that's not satisfying, is it? So that becomes your last resort. Meanwhile, you were randomly reminded that you once had art classes and it's where you got to ogle your school crush. Suddenly you want to pick up painting. Don't question it, just go sign up for some local classes or buy a kit and head out to the park. Next thing you know you're sitting next to quirky goth babes that are joking around with you while you're painting grapes or some shit, and they invite you to some more shit that puts you in circles where you find sexually liberated chicks. Make sense? It should, it's just not what you want to hear because who tf wants to take the long path up the mountain when the stairs are out of order. You're using hard force instead of soft control. You can't knock those roadblocks down because you're meant to find the correct path for you where everything falls aside like dominoes.Take this from someone who rode the tiger and raged against the storm, taking the longest, hardest odyssey to my end goal after hitting rock bottom, and it was entirely by my own hand and perpetuated by hubristic stamina.
Love all the christcuck responses. /s OP, you lost the genrtic lottery. Sucks to suck, but had eugenics been a thing, you wouldn't have had to be born a dicklet. Blame your parents.
>>43009785Japan is looking for you. Male porn star shortage
>>43010213This.Off to Japan ya go, Mr big dick.
>>43009785>Even though every man is "determined" so that every action is merely the passive resultant of the sum-total of the forces which have acted upon him from eternity, so that his own Will is only the echo of the Will of the Universe, yet that consciousness of "free-will" is valuable; and if he really understands it as being the partial and individual expression of that internal motion in a Universe whose sum is rest, by so much will he feel that harmony, that totality
>>43009785Jews confused you about God's design and told you it was flawed. Your sexual desires are normal and prostitution should be legal everywhere. You have those trannies to thank for that! Otherwise I'd be working right now. Yeah, I'd go and see my favorite whores, rotate them out when I can save enough pennies or get a bonus in my paycheck. It's either that or fucking with feminist whores that have had cum sprayed all over their face, in their ass, mouth and pussyhole!!! Chad's sloppy seconds and single mommies and retard feminists v.s. an honest, down to Earth legal HIV-free whore for a couple hundred bucks. What gives?
>>43009785>developing this desire at 9yo>at 9yoThis is some Freudian shit
>>43009785Your problem isn't your cock size. You can do fetish porn anyway. Your problem is your attitude - you have some kind of vague fantasy of being a pornstar but you never were a pornstar so you don't know what it's like. You just chase your own idea of pornstar life. You make up a scenario and then get mad about it. It's all within you and it's some kind of trauma (no healthy person is introduced to hardcore porn at 9). Go to therapy, shrink might have an idea how to combat this.
>>43011036>>43011037If found porn on my brothers friends PSP back in 2007. It was this vintage video of a dog fucking a woman in a barn. I really just like the idea of having a huge cock that sexy women and trannies want to have sex with. Then making money from doing the thing I like to do is the cherry on top.
it's threads like this that make mw wish you could see which country posts are coming from.
