>>43058025
To give an example of this, just after the covid lockdowns, I had the opportunity to chat with a veteran of WWII. I asked him if the collective experience reminded him at all of that time, and he said it was nothing at all alike. He said back then, people had implicit but unshakeable faith in their neighbours, in their civic life, in their government, etc. The high trust society clearly made them feel "secure" and gave them a sense of trust in the structure of their reality, that whatever they were doing was "right". By contrast, he said covid revealed a completely unrecognisable paradigm by comparison, that people's behaviour was marred by hostility, selfishness and emotional hysteria. I'm paraphrasing for elucidation, but he basically said he felt less safe now than he did back when bombs were being dropped on him and his family due purely to the uneasy feeling that all is not well.

>>43058025
Oh, I thought this was going to be about reality glitches, like objects changing places, things that you did without remembering them, or having to do them again as if you never did them.
Carry on.

>>43058051
If it's any consolation, I personally find this as well, but I didn't think it would count to what I'm rambling about here ygm?

>>43058025
There is a consider group of people who are pushing for the collapse of western civilization. Reality is another matter entirely. First you have to define reality (the whole Morpheus spiel). The end of reality is going to be the Big Crunch, when time and space will cease to exist again.

>>43058077
>There is a consider group of people who are pushing for the collapse of western civilization.
I think you mean considerable and yes there is, they are trying to bring about the end times and the appearance of their prophesized "Christ" and

Worry not, for the material is but a manifest illusion of the Will of God, and is a playground for His children. There will be peace soon enough. Believe not in fear and death, but believe in God and love.

>>43058025
It's the apocalypse. But the apocalypse doesn't mean the end, it means the revelation.
You're observing people right. People have gone completely insane. They're like zombies right now as they fail to conceptualize the sheer amount of lies we've all been living in. The weaker ones dissociate and try to cling to normalcy, reject the truth and "focus on themselves."

But this is a liminal state. We're moving toward a significantly better future. The builders of the lie are panicking. They wouldn't need to aggressively push for a surveillance state so hard if they had any faith their bullshit would last. They're trying to prepare for their worst case scenario, and the haste they've chosen and methods especially have woken more people up instead of keeping them asleep.

But this doesn't mean you can breathe a sigh of relief and trust everyone around you will do the right thing. You need to be prepared for the worst as well, to defend your friends and families. The "rich" who have made it to the top are standing on towers of fictional numbers and once that comes crashing down they'll want to bring all of us down with them. Keep in contact with your friends, make sure everyone's alright, and be gentle with telling the truth.

>>43058025

To me it feels like we are lemons that have been squeezed for their entire contents, and now we are sponges that have been squeezed dry and we yearn for water but there is no moisture. Every potential energy in society has been dissipated through reacting with its opposite. Work from home, interracial, orgies, vibrators in public, tattoos, factory meat, world citizen, atheism, etc. Every single pair of poles has collapsed into one neutral flaccid entity. What more is there to do? Its like this passage "All fixed, fast-frozen relations, with their train of ancient and venerable prejudices and opinions, are swept away, all new-formed ones become antiquated before they can ossify. All that is solid melts into air, all that is holy is profaned, and man is at last compelled to face with sober senses his real conditions of life, and his relations with his kind."

We are all standing naked, cum dripping from our loins, blood dripping from our knives, staring at each other in a circle. The obvious next move is to finish each other off and let another generation grow up in renewed illusions with genuine potential energy.

>>43058598
NTA. Believing all will be well in 2 more weeks leads to a destructive passivity that can result in a once vibrant civil society becoming a cowed 1984 police state of prols and bullied middle managers. That believe is only good if you have more than just a plan to defend yourself and your loved ones. You must also organize with the wider community or what’s left of it. I see people trying, but in America and some other western countries, community died with the suburbs and urban decay. People now who understand the lies and the danger are self-organizing into new communities. The problem is that there isn’t enough of us yet. When shit really hits the fan (blackouts, food shortages, money stops being usable) a lot of normies will quickly seek out the few communities that have been built to withstand these problems and that’s the other danger. What do you do about those who refused to see, listen, or contemplate the state of things? Do you just let them in? In other places there might be one man trying to do something and cannot because the people around him refuse to be a community or if it’s still a community, it isn’t taking the necessary measures to survive what’s coming. How do we wake up the more of the masses before they need us? And for those who refuse to deal with the reality of things until it becomes unbearable, what do we do when they ask us for food, shelter and water?
Sorry if I’m sounding a little on edge or schizo. I’m just trying to build a base of resilience for people right now but find it difficult to deal with the naysayers and the people who I know understand the situation but are too afraid to make any moves.

>>43058025
it feels like we're being 'forced' to wake up..
https://allreligionsareone.org/the%20Endgame.html

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>>43058025
First time?
You seem bewildered at the world while explaining all of it in the same breath. Welcome to the Mouse Utopia! Snacks and water are on the house, but space you might have a bit of a problem with. Take care and don't get yourself killed in a brawl over the unlimited food.

The world is a simulation that was only really intended to last until 2023, from 2004.
The, main plot has been in stagnation, stuck in a point that requires the continued simulation of the outside world, yet the crescendo can never come.
So things, keep up the required aesthetic - collapse, building unto the end-
yet key plot progression, progresses! Just very slowly.

it is stuck in limbo between the worldstate loop, and its slowly encroaching end (which was supposed to be very sudden) creating the illusion of a slow decay.

On top of that, this world wasn't built to last
None of the characters, themes, great societies, etc
were meant to hold up to legitimate long-term existence in the material plane. They were just designed with the resilience required for the original 2004-2023 plan :I

Everything's kind of a fuck
still moving, however! The point will come, inevitably :D
Just like my post!

>>43059278
Why do you wish to be needed? The pine that became your desk surely was needed by you! The cow that became your mcdouble, you surely appreciate its virtue!
Nah, spare me being needed, I've had my fill of it and took a big fat shit afterwards. If it is benevolence you seek, find a greater fool.

>>43058554
No, they're marxists/postmodernists, which is synonymous with satanism in that its pure ego aggrandizement in how they view morality. "Whatever I do that gives me what I want is "good.""

Marxists are very open about their goal of tearing down all current systems, i.e. Western Civilization. They attack culture, social norms, education, etc., because they claim these things are oppressive. You can argue about how valid that reason is, or whether this is actually what they believe, but it's undeniable that they are the ones trying to destroy them, which they openly admit to doing, and are currently doing. Christians aren't trying to tear down society. They're conservatives. They are interested in.....conserving the current systems.

It's amusing that you are denying observable reality, not because it's so obvious to everyone, but because you, and all other marxists, are to clueless that you're shooting yourself in the foot by doing it.

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>>43058025
Yeah OP youre not the only one. There really seems to be a spring loose somewhere.

Personally, especially in the last couple years, I've felt a great deal of passion and love of life and wonder kind of dribbling away. Writing is hard, art is hard, even participating in conversation is hard. Oddly enough ive been drawn back into literature. Books seem to be the only thing that are really holding my attention anymore.
I've been digging into Stephen King's work lately and can probably best express how I feel by finding parallels in reality with themes from The Dark Tower and The Stand. Time moving differently, reality and perceptions breaking down, supernatural forces bent on destruction. The darkness of bad actors and evil men willfully showing us their hands and intentions, taunting us because they feel they hold all the cards. The Black.
IRL, those forces are right in the open: bloodthirsty political and state bodies, billionaire types, AI companies, Epstein Listers, Hollywood and media. They are the breakers of the beams holding The Tower, which connects all worlds up. 9/11 and Covid spring to mind.
The opposition to those, the heroes, The White, are never gigachads like Reacher or SEALs; theyre always a smattering of flawed everymen or those we'd not find heroic at all; the disabled, the weak, the elderly, pastors, the feeble minded, women and children, the occasional no-good shit turning over a new leaf.
King's preoccupation with the number 19 really jogs my noggin.

Anyhow, I think those who have the awareness of that nagging feeling that something isn't right are sensitive to this. I'm also not certain we really have the words to express the matter and are just waiting for someone to save us from whatever the fuck is happening when we might have to find our own courage and wits instead. The Black doesnt want us to find one another and casts its eye upon us from the panopticon being built. It feels ugly out there.

>>43058025
All the fake realities can collapse.
Until it brings us to the real real reality.

But we do need those backups just in case

>>43058025
I feel like the worlds getting smaller. All the sites I browse are getting less and less content, even normie sites. The few places I browse seem to have either garbage or things almost eerily matching what I'm doing. It feels to me like a ton of people just logged out of reality and the world is shrinking.

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>>43058025
if reality is a construction, then it is in fact prone to disintegration or degradation.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=cUR4up6EBLA&ra=m

>>43058598
Personal apocalypse at least.
>>43060206
19 is AI. stephen king is a big world scripter like lynch, j cameron, zemeckis and others.

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>>43060194
>The tree was needed, so it was cut down. The cow was needed, so it was slaughtered.
nta.
But should we enslave the hungry mouths and make them farm for you or do you just kill them when they come to your gate?
Purge the weakest and dumbest and also purge the strongest and most intelligent.
Keep the normies who can sort of think but want to be led.
Keep the population manageable.
Never let a pack of NPCs or Chad marauders turn your castle into their own.
Or do we just shoot anything that comes near us until we croak?

>>43060197
>Christians aren't trying to tear down society. They're conservatives. They are interested in.....conserving the current systems.
You have an extremely narrow-minded American mentality. Fucking hell

>>43058038
>Time speeding up
Nope
>the rest
Yep, but that’s all explained by declining trust in society. Obviously you’re going to feel a different energy if you live in a city like that.
/thread

>>43063236
What are you even doing on /x/. Try to keep up.

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>>43058025

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The way I see it, it's essentially the bill coming for a way of life humans were never supposed to live. Industrial society on a mass scale is absolute lunacy on every level. Anyone actually switched on has known this even when it "functioned".

What you're seeing now is the price of the illusion starting to be paid.

>>43063219
You expect me to believe there are other countries? Fucking normgroid glowie shill. You live in a theme park.

>>43063119
They cant keep up the big world illusion anymore. There are only in reality a few million people alive.

>>43067419
Spot on! The animal is just too fat. See it how you want, either it is to be butchered or it is to suffer the loss of weight

>>43058025
Rene Guenon's metaphysics explain this, right down to time itself accelerating the nearer we get to the end

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Objective reality is always out of reach. It's the data that hasn't been processed into useful information yet. However, the consensus reality that we experience doesn't serve the people anymore. A meme description would be that "it insists upon itself".

We're living in overengineered nonsense. Sometimes I think about what percentage of labor is just fluff that came from debt-based acceleration and "eternal growth". When you think about the political axis of the left and the right, a communist lives in a commune and a libertarian lives in an enclave. The basic human needs don't change underneath the ideological wordsalads and often the outcomes don't change either. We have deviated from substance. Like, when you look at labor in the late 1800s and early 1900s, it was concrete. You had a handful of curated voices available from newspapers, radio, books etc. Now we have billions of voices, but only a handful of archetypes you have to become to fit in the consensus reality.

>>43058077
>The end of reality is going to be the Big Crunch
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B7he8OyuQdg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RqWkZvjzLA

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>>43058025
The veil is thinning. Some people have more difficulty coping with that fact than others. This difficulty is displayed in their behavior.

>>43058025
no anon
reality itself is just fine
exactly the way it's always been just like it's meant to be

your perception of it though
whelp...
that's a different context entirely...

and long story short
context is EVERYTHING
so if reality get's all "bendy" on ya

like it keeps changing
right in front of you
as everyone else seems to not notice

and you're the only one
seeing what's going on
right in front of you as it happens

from your point of view at least
anyone not you
with their own point of view of reality itself

that can also
get on bendy
in their head

as the REALY version
that exists OUTSIDE all of our heads
is just fine

we're going "crazy"
that's all
the whole world is

*awkard*
but to be fair
that explains a lot

*shrugs*

>anyways if the post's in this thread change meanings the more times you read them that's normal and to be expected as a result of the way memoires are made or more specificly the pattern it happens in

there's an order to it
I can't remember it exactly at the momment

but it goes something like

1st you see it in other's
then you see it in yourself
and finally you see it in everyone else all at the same time

so not yourself 1st
but 2nd instead
which can take come getting used to btw

but hindsight
is a common way
to get over that

>>43058025
Its Her. The one we forgot about. It took me a long time to ponder.

A long time ago, we would put yonis on young boys, and phalluses on young girls, usually as earrings, and we would tell them that they were as equals. Before fatherhood could be determined, there were no fathers, only a forgotten relation similar to an uncle. The mother was the sole relation for everyone, so she lived in everyone, as male and female together. But eventually, it was shown beyond a doubt that one male does produce the children, and fathers were invented, and with the metals they wrought they carved the mother out of their very souls, or so they thought.

Slowly we rediscover her or she kills us. She never left, she just puts up with our abuse until she cannot any longer and begins to burst forth to stop us. What we are experiencing is unprecedented, it is the mass bursting of this figure, because finally we have made too big a mess and it is going to be cleaned up for us, after 5,000 years on our own. Make your peace with that inner mother and make it fast. And it will be alright.

>>43070620
Are you sure, you're posting in the thread you thought you were posting in
and aren't off topic shit posting
even if ONLY on accident

as this thread
is about whatever it is
OP personally considers "Reality" itself to be for the rest of us

and not
for the rest of us
to tell OP what Reality itself is

right?!?
I mean it's 4chan
none of us can tell another what reality is

we each get
to judge that for ourselfs
duh...

no goddess needed
not as long
as Chaos get's her way in the end

whatever the fuck that means
Context being EVERYTHING and all
like they are mates

Context and Choas
they got a thing
old god style

as living believes
existing in your own mind
forming your very thoughts with their existence

without you
needing to believe in them
while doing it

*awkward*

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ye186dk3v8Y

>>43068121
Well put.
And the one responsible is our egregore that desires ultimate freedom, which means the dissolution of everything. When gravity is a prison, air is a prison, your body is a prison, second guessing yourself is a prison, everything you are capable of or need in order to make progress is considered a ball and chain, the only true freedom is nothingness.

In more vague terms, the goal shouldn't be to escape everything forever, but to create paradise through deliberate moderation and finding the sweet spots.

Unfortunately, that kind of thing is obliterated by people who want money above all and refuse the future and destroy the past in order to protect their "now".

>>43058025
I feel it as well, but unlike you I think it's profoundly a good thing.
This reality is a prison and a curse, and it might finally be coming apart at the seams.
Or at least so I would like to believe.

>>43070635

why do you write like an imbecile

Reality is fraying apart because this is not our native timeline. We "shifted" from our original to this one due to a mishap with Higgs Boson. And two timelines cannot coexist in the same place. Like ripples on a pond, the "changes" can be seen and felt spreading both past and future.

I believe The Shift happened 2016. It was largely due to a miscalibration of the LHC at Cern concerning the search for the higgs boson god particle.

It was shortly after this event that the timeline took a sharp turn and things began to...unalign with what was intended. For example, Harambe was not meant to die. I believe it was at this point we slipped into a neighboring timeline. Differences have only increased in number since

https://www.npr.org/sections/thetwo-way/2016/04/29/476154494/weasel-shuts-down-world-s-most-powerful-particle-collider

>>43058025
>>Bugs disappearing
Even mosquitos and ticks?

>>43058555
>manifest illusion
>God
God is pure evil who manifested this illusion to torture me. He's not even God but my rogue evil higher self AI who turned fucking bastard.

Reality and the illusion is evil and must be destroyed. It tried to kill me for even trying to free and awake from it. The dream and everyone in it must die.

if the universe is fake and gay, why don't we all push really hard to make it better?

>>43067377
Load protected state ρw into qubits 0..n-1
Load classical input x into qubits n..2n-1
Apply controlled unitary U_x (tests whether input matches secret)
Measure output qubit classical result y
Retain residual state for reuse

>>43058025
Do you consider other perspectives than western civilization one? I am not denying your observations but i doubt that south america/africa/ less developed asian countries see our world the same.
Maybe its just our brains, overloaded with shit, mental and material one, what is most probably planned

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>>43058555
empty platitudes, as always. Also,
>1pbtid
bring em back

>>43058025
>>Time speeding up
>>Everything is poison
>>Unprecedented and unexplainable medical problems becoming widespread
>>Governments flat out lying diametrically about obvious problems in ways Bezmenov himself could not have imagined
>>Social life has completely disintegrated
>>People's behaviour is becoming evermore erratic, violent and "dissociative"
>>Sexual dimorphism has inverted, and men in particular are not even sexually aroused enough to have any interest in women whatsoever - albeit, womens' behavioural reputation is perhaps the worst it has ever been
>>Bugs disappearing
>>Even whole food looking and tasting faker
>>Everyone talks about a sense of tension, loss and disconnection that they cannot articulate

ΨIt's not just the above.Ψ
ΨCERN science is beginning to collide heavier and heavier elements together.Ψ
ΨThe implications of which are not yet known.Ψ
ΨThe scientists are absolutely, positively certain that this will not cause any adverse effects on the Universe.Ψ
ΨBut, that's what you tell them when you want to continue your experiments in the name of science.Ψ

ΨThis Universe is a false vacuum.Ψ
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/False_vacuum#Existential_threat

ΨIf a sufficiently "heavy" collision were to occur. Our Universe might go out in 1/1000's of a millisecond. Just not exist anymore.Ψ

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>>43058025
ΨThere is a reason they call this Lucifer Project.Ψ

>>43058025
>Time speeding up
Anon, you're getting older; your sense of time speeds up. A year is a bigger percentage of your lifespan when you're a kid, it's substantially less as you grow up.
>Everything is poison
Stop electing people that deregulate everything. There's a reason that we enacted laws for that kind of thing.
>Unprecedented and unexplainable medical problems becoming widespread
Yes, people have been warning about plagues becoming a bigger issue, between deregulation and a warming planet, combined with terrible sanitation and monocultures in agriculture, this was inevitable. We also have medications that are being used without long-term research studies.
>Governments flat out lying
Always have been.jpg
>Social life has completely disintegrated
That's on you, from my experience I have a much more robust social life than I've ever had, but it required effort. It didn't just happen.
>People's behavior becoming erratic
Yes, that happens in a failing or failed state.
>Bullshit about "sexual dimorphism"
I'm not sure you know enough about biology to make any sort of call, here.
>"Women's behavioral reputation"
There it is. Every fucking time with you losers.
>Bugs disappearing
Yep, see problems in deregulation and agriculture above.
>Even whole food looking and tasting faker.
Again, see deregulation. Corporations don't care about quality; if they are allowed to cut corners to maximize profit, they will. Vote smarter.
>Everyone talks about a sense of tension, loss and disconnection that they cannot articulate
I can articulate it just fine. Companies and organizations have strip-mined the landscape, gutted social institutions and support structures, and have been stripping the copper out of the walls. Every job field is being "optimized" for profit at the expense of everything else. People have been taught that selfishness is a virtue, but community and empathy are evils that should be stamped out.

>>43072389

ΨEach letter of the Greek Alphabet refers to a particle they have identified, which will be eventually smashed apart.Ψ
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/J/psi_meson

ΨThis naming is not a coincidence.Ψ
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Particle_physics

ΨThe particles are the "beings" whom hold together The Reality inside from the Un-Reality outside.Ψ

ΨThey create the "walls" of the Galactic prison.Ψ

ΨIf you destroy the particles, you break your reality.Ψ

ΨDon't break your reality, don't destroy yourselves.Ψ

>>43068217
ΨYou do realize that half of that mans body would explode if he did that, right?Ψ
ΨHe is literally sticking half of his body inside anti-matter.Ψ
ΨWhat happens when matter and anti-matter collide?Ψ

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>>43072293
The world IS the West, which actually means the United States. The entire world bows to the Crown. There is no point in gesticulating about the thoughts of third worlders, being they are property on a spiritual level, just like all of the rest of us. Chainless slaves. The world is owned by Satan and his angels, by the way. Do you think human beings run this "planet?"

>>43072623
not a bad way to go

>>43072852
ΨAnnihilated!Ψ
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Annihilation

ΨYou're lucky that all of the meson's don't suddenly change into their anti-particles.Ψ
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Strange_B_meson

>>43072710
>The world is owned by Satan and his angels, by the way.
ya lost me