Welcome to Divination General! Come here for readings and a discussion of theory/practice.Every method is welcome: Tarot, Runes, Cartomancy, Scrying, Pendulum, Cleromancy, I-Ching, Digital, Oracles, Tasseomancy, Necromancy, etc.>If you're NEW, please READ the STICKY:https://pastebin.com/G42HmsUs>Recommended /div/ links and books:https://pastebin.com/sAkg9cMz>MEGA with Divination Books:https://mega.nz/folder/Jp8gQD7Q#om_2lEm1GL0qPIpSrQgrvA>Guides made by some of our readers:•/div/ starter spreads:https://i.imgur.com/mxpu4MF.png•Thoth's tarot and rune guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ciFuMOVDIkA18d9Rw-Zkklgigx-Y4XzJkGVeMTYWcic/•Hijinks' revised divination guide:https://pastebin.com/Gv10KZUA•A compiled Rider Waite card explanationhttps://files.catbox.moe/v6qayw.pdf>Useful tips before posting:•If you're a reader, post that you're offering readings and what information is required from the querent; the same goes for trading.•Look for posts to determine if there's an active reader, what's needed and before posting, check if they finished reading already.•Some readers will refuse to do certain readings - respect that choice. Do not harass readers if your query is refused/skipped. We do our best to maintain chill and good vibes.•Traders should respect that a traded read will be granted, as per an agreement of trade. Free readers have the option of picking their queries.•Bullshit queries get bullshit answers. Vague queries get vague answers.•Making an AQ (air query) by not addressing a reader, in particular, is possible but doesn't guarantee an answer.•Avoid making the same query repeatedly and/or to different readers in a short period of time, as this may lead to more confusion.•Provide feedback when applicable and be considerate to the reader. We're a growing community, many readers are starting and need to know what they are doing right or wrong. Let's help each other to improve.Previous thread: >>43053526
Black and white, light and dark, good and evil, in between or mastering the dream?
>>43059016AQWill something happen with her in saturday?It is my last chance to see her. (I mean I can see her later but it depends on saturday)
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>>43059252If I had stayed at the venue longer after the concert ended would something interesting have happened to me? You?
>>43059268How will he react to what I just proposed?Starting.
>>43059081AQWhat is the "presence" in my room and where did it come from?
>>430592746 of wands rx 7 of cups rx 2 of cups rx knight of wandIt’ll make him feel like a loser and ruin some fantasy and he’ll feel disconnected from you and would then want to chase or do something about or take some impulsive action
>>43059281king of swords r, page of swords, the wheel, page of pents ryea, you wouldve gotten to experience something interesting. the cards are saying that you should go out of your comfort zone more, as this will allow you to have more fun new experiences. wheel of fortune makes me think you totally missed out on something awesome here, and then the page reversed just tells me that you could be gaining a lot more life experience and worldly knowledge just by taking a bit more risks, even if theyre small like spending a bit more time than you think might be necessary at a venue.trade again?
>>43059291Should I go to the ER today about my ear? You?
>>43059304What impulsive action will he take? Will he lash out, or take me up on it in an overexcited way, or what? Starting
>>43059304the empress, king of wands, the hermit r, the devil, queen of cupsi will proceed under the assumption that you can afford to go to the er? the cards are asking you why youre hesitating so much, and telling you that putting this off is just an unhealthy habit of yours that will make things worse. if you go to the er, youll be taken care of by very gentle women, and a man who knows full well what hes doing and will put you at ease. youll feel better in no time, please go if you have the means to do so.
>>43059310Justice 10 of pent 2 of cups 7 of wands He’ll just want to make things right and official and fair and fight for you or for things to go better and try to reach a mutual understanding and try to make things real and make them last
>>43059323Thank you. I hope you’re right.
AQAm I going to do another tour of retail hell, or is my career actually going to start taking off this holiday season?
>>43059336ᚠ.Yes, your career is going to rebounce soon: for that to happen, you have to understand that you were held back by lack of contact with helpful and protective figures, which ultimately resulted in you facing the harsh realities of life underprepared and underinformed.In the end, victory will be yours insofar as you're willing to walk your own path by accessing some niche which requires a flexible mindset and original challenges.Think of yourself like a pioneer since the window to be nothing but a loyal cog in the machine closed a long time ago>>43059304ᛆ.Very much so, go>>43059280ᚢ.It's an ancestor spirit and its purpose is not to harm you, quite the opposite.Find a way to listen to what it has to say, it's certainly important for your wellbeing and future>>43059109ᚩ.You're likely to make a positive impression, this is not meant to be your final interaction.Respect her feelings, but feel free to be honest and try to sound inspiring. There's some specific idea you're nurturing which you can bring up to kindle her interest
>>43059549>280Thank you Rune anon
>>43059549>>43059553If it's not cheeky of me, may I ask one more? I'm having dysfunctional breathing issues caused by stress, any way of seeing where my attention should be to fix it?
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>>43059549can I get a rune?Made a bad financial decision, will that thing turn around though?
>>43059561ᚴ.Your intuition is fundamentally correct, this is a broadly psychosomatic disease brought on by some form of overindulgence and emotional bitterness due to deep-seated feelings of abandonment and helplessness.Your lungs are essentially reproducing the sensation that you're drowning and sinking to the bottom of the ocean in a chronic and low-intensity form.It's impossible to recover from this disease without fixing your self-esteem issue and morale issue. You have to make a list of all your enemies and all the adverse circumstances you are forced to coexist with, as a necessary reminder of what you're supposed to overcome in the long run.Please understand that while debilitated, you're not wholly powerless and you can regain strength by not letting this inner feeling of being soiled and unworthy dictate your daily mood. Stand your ground and remember that while your family and your ancestry may be far from perfect, self-sabotage is not the appropriate way to protest the way you were raised and your opinion on this flawless world.It's never too late to demand justice and a fairer life, and you're always in time to refine your skills and hone your natural talents, which define you much better than your shortcomings>>43059569Merkstave ᛏ.That was indeed a bad decision and it's not going to become any more fruitful and convenient as time passes.It's best to realise you have made a sore mistake because you were acting under negative influences and didn't have enough inner strength to swim against the flow and get out of this quagmire as quickly as possible.Use this experience to grow wiser and let it inform your approach from now on: favour flexible and reversibile choices and ask for plenty of advice from people around you before finalising an agreement
>>43059564hi
>>43059588Could you pull a rune for me please?What is killing me?
>>43059588I met a girl I really like and it seems like she likes me too. It’s going well. Could this turn into a beautiful relationship?
>>43059591Merkstave ᛋ.The issue can be summarised as your self feeling unusually fragile due to having been forced into a passive role where it's neither willing nor readily able to assert its true nature, thus exposing itself to the energy of stronger people and malevolent disembodied spirits who find it easy to attack you and disrespect your fundamental innocence.All your current projects are bound to fail just as much as the ones from the recent past because you have been deprived of the ability to respond timely and creatively to problems that an empowered being could address with little risk. The ghosts quietly floating around you feed on your desperation, and the fact that you don't know they're there in the first place advantages their foul play.The solution is to stop, observe yourself and your current position and try to consolidate whatever you are still holding in your hand. Salvation is still possible if you can just manage to reintroduce harmony in your life.Remember that the world is constantly changing and no tyrant rules forever. Openly ask for sheltering from black magic and the end of your torment.Have faith that the universe can care about you with the same amount of energy it has been persecuting you with, just flipped from a negative to a positive value>>43059609ᚠ.Correct, this is the beginning of something blissful and refreshing. Treat her well and don't be afraid to dream big. Set clear growth-focused goals and stick to them as thoroughly as you can
Aq What has been going on with me since i visited my friend last Thursday??Im completely drained out.
>>43059621If you are still going might i ask what the next big change in my life will be?
>>43059621Oh my goodness, thank you so much!I can feel them torturing me all the time as well. Sorry this question had been in my mind for a while and I had to ask
>>43059624ᛦ.Your friend is not directly at fault, this has to to do with the re-emergence of certain ugly secrets and dark instincts inside you which you subconsciously feel ashamed about. Because you've been feeling weak, astral parasites have been attacking you in your sleep to feed on your energy.Rest assured that the situation isn't overly dangerous, in fact your weakness can be fully erased by your focus on some important quest that you're due to finish. This has to do with soul integrity and reaching out to your guardian angel >>43059634ᚱ.It's about putting order in your life where there used to be chaos and open-ended patterns which are no longer sustainable, it essentially looks like "settling down" and making your lifestyle more regular and predictable.You cannot afford full freedom right now, and it's not what you really need either: think of how a river's banks ensure it'll seamlessly reach the sea instead of turning into a bog.Confirm your commitments to people around you, receive their advice and live one day at a time.Some of your goals are going to require years of work to actually be fulfilled, this concerns your career and social standing in particular, not so much your relationships with specific individuals
>>43059664Are you still doing readings? If so, how do I attract a decent partner?
AQ Switching careers what do i do now for a new career?
AQWho will my next relationship be with?
>>43059549>this is not meant to be your final interaction.Omg, thank you! I wish! >There's some specific idea you're nurturing which you can bring up to kindle her interestMay God give me the courage to ask her number :D Thank you.
>>43059664I see so poncho told me this last threads ago i want to know your opinion on my quest and what it will do.
AQDid I do enough while he was still alive?
>>43059664Can I ask a q? Will he regret leaving things off with me like this?
>>43059680Merkstave ᚴ.Taking into account your current surroundings and lifestyle, romance isn't really possible, because you're merely surviving rather than thriving, and are thus unable to inspire genuine respect as opposed to empathy.Your life needs a revolution, and this might easily include starting over in a new city with a new job, or some other strong change.You really need a clean break with the past and all its unfulfilled promises.Embrace freedom and be unpredictable>>43059682ᛅ.You need to network more and accept advice from benevolent acquaintances who understand your strengths and weaknesses.The solution is neither trying to climb a corporate hierarchy nor going fully self-employed, but rather creating and devoting yourself to a partnership where everyone brings something to the table>>43059683ᛒ.You'll recognise them because this person is supposed to be your life partner & twin soul, not someone you can afford to play mind games and experience immature drama with.We're talking about someone fundamentally good-natured, nurturing, goal-oriented and virtuous.Someone who is easy to love, but also someone you don't want to disappoint>>43059768I can't judge other readers, please frame your doubt as a standalone question
>>43059772Ƶ.Rest assured, you did and there is no reason to feel insecure about it.Even in death, his ghost is comforted by the love and care he experienced from you in his final years. He shall bring good memories of you in his next life, at least unconsciously (since most beings don't remember their past lives)>>43059796Merkstave ᛦ.Very much so, he behaved poorly and eventually he'll realise it and be beset by guilt and restless thoughts.You two might in fact interact again in the future, so try not to act too vengeful and self-righteous when the time comes, he could use some firm but not overly strong scolding
>>43059588>561Thank you Rune anon, that means a lot. And is spookily accurate
>>43059812>I can't judge other readers, please frame your doubt as a standalone question.What are your thoughts on this opportunity do i do it or not
>>43059842ᚼ.I don't see any issue whatsoever with this application, feel free to go ahead
>>43059858Thank you that is all
>>43059812>83Wow. I hope I meet them soon.
AQDoes he like me?
>>43059815Hi reader, going to leave an AQ for you. I’ve been urged toward a decision/action. Is there a message of any residual information I should know beforehand or am I good to push to proceed in a few days?
>>43059858hello, are you still doing readings? I would like to ask what will my next girlfriend be like. thanks!
>>43059815Second, ty. Sounds like him. Could I ask how it’ll go when he eventually feels regret and reaches out? Will I fold, or will I continue moving forward?
>>43059895ᚦ.Yes, there's some surprisingly strong chemistry between the two of you past the surface.This is the kind of relationship that needs serious commitment and a shared project to flourish, so don't be afraid of some small initial setbacks and be patient>>43059898ᛚ.Essentially, you're good to go. There's no immediately available information you have yet to absorb and any new knowledge can only be reaped by actually embarking on ths project, meaning it's to be found in the future rather than the present.I understand this is quite the big decision that requires a decent amount of emotional stability, but you can rest assure that this whole ordeal is supposed to make you grow wiser and more resourceful and that there is a thing such as too much caution>>43059927Merkstave ᚩ.You may certainly expect the rendezvous to be somewhat messy emotionally: misunderstandings and conflicting views that were previously hidden will now emerge for good.This doesn't mean you should counter-ghost him or slam the door. Stand your ground without giving into petty ego games and focus on practical solutions for practical problems. You two are supposed to outlive the drama togetherI need to go now, my apologies
Aq will i get what i want? thx
>>43059935>898Thank you. Sound reasoning and you saw the nuance.
>>43058895 #*sigh* yeah I’m definitely starting to feel that. I hope by the end of this month or some time in November at least.Sure if you’re still here I can trade today :)
>>43059935Please come back soon I love you!
>>43060207>>43060278What y’all want?
>>43060286Should I contact C today about the job or would that be pointless cuz it’s too late? You?
>>43060298Starting. Will deliver when you confirm.Next romantic relationship please?
>>43060316Starting
>>43060298Ace cups, queen cups rx, knight cups, 8 wands, queen wandsPut more confidence into yourself. Every opportunity passed up is an opportunity missed. It doesn’t matter if it’s “too late” (which, it’s not btw according to this) it matters that you try to get what you need. They’re telling you that you need to take more leadership and gain more confidence, because you’re in a state of unbalance and it’s almost self-manipulating. Please don’t think negatively about yourself or talk down on yourself right now either. I would suggest a glow-up day where you just do something to make you feel good about yourself and your looks.
>>4306031610 of cups rx 5 of sword 7 of cup 2 of wand 7 of sword rx I’m not sure what’s up with these cards maybe something with your energy currently is making a steer from that path or I don’t know what the hell these cards might mean but maybe you both come from conflict and you both come from broken homes or something or you come together to build a life for yourselves free from any deceitful conniving issues or troubles that plagues the hearts of men and it seems like your relationship will be very open and ended in the possibilities that can come from it …. Fuck I’m sorry I don’t know wtf is wrong with my cards for this query !! I’m sorry!!!!!
>>43060350No no, this makes sense to me if a friend of mine does end up coming back in my life. I texted and messaged him but am not going to reach out anymore. I understand his life is falling apart at such a late age, he must feel awful and I have to do a spell for him to protect him from falling back into addiction this new moon. If he’s the one who will be in a romantic connection with me… that would mean he’s divorced/is divorcing his wife and understands how evil his place of work actually is and what they did to me.This reads out just fine, you’re spot on and don’t worry about yourself cards being off here. Happy to trade again.
>>43059549What energy should I work with in my magic practice?
AQWhy didnt she apologize
AQWhen do I get my next place?
>>43060512Hi
>>43060512Hello
>>43060512hii kochka!
>>43059815Thank you
>>43060512What is going on my man?
>>43060512https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HkKL41owiWk
>>43060512Hi kochka how are you?
>>43060512Morning :3 can you see what my next living situation will be like?
>>43060514four of swords, three of swordsif youre going through a situation that you're heavily meditating on, you're just delaying its end, the sooner you cut things off the better, don't delay the pain, you cant avoid it, put yourself first.>>43060528ten of cups, four of cupsa voice told me to wish you enough wisdom to keep what you have, i think you're or will enter a peaceful and stable phase of your life, however you'll have to do things to actively keep it, the voice said that for you "things come as they go"
>>43060512hey there. haven't seen you in a while. I'm at the end of my rope. I'm thinking I should learn how to tie it into a noose. what do you see in my future?
>>43060512Namaste
>>43060548two of cups, page of pentaclesi think that if you want to keep your relationships, you have to make an effort and make it an habit, probably as a way to come out of your shell or sometimes you get busy with stuff and do not realize that pushes people away or maybe it's the other way, if the person isn't making the effort to keep you in their lives, dont focus your everyday waiting for them.>>43060568six of cups, queen of swordsyou dont give me the vibes of a docile person but there are somethings you're too chill about or maybe you play it all cool when it's not fucking cool, you have to call some people out, you have to put boundaries, be cold and say bitch its not funny when you genuinely think so. you're too chill and i have a feeling two people, probably two men, just take advantage of it.
>>43060512hiii
>>43060512May I please ask if I should use the money scrapping my car to get a room to live or another car? I’m in bad shape
>>43060673can i ask a query? Im really desperate. will he regret leaving me in the way he did?
>>43060512hallow!
Stopped just before me
>>43060633trade?
Can I have a yes or no card?
>>43060790>queen of swordsyes
>>43060570eight of swords, three of cupsi think you should stop putting limits to yourself, start talking to people, go out, make memories because there's no point in keeping yourself as a witness when there are many invitations waiting for you to accept them.>>43060577mnehworld, nine of pentaclesi think there's a cycle you should close, i saw a person signing some sort of paper and it was a very formal situation, a voice said "just accept and get that bag" idk what that means because i feel like there's something interrupting my reading for you, i think im not supposed to connect with you at all.
>>43060818Yay thank you! <3
>>43060512>>43059842Please do a reading on pic related i want all the opinions on this.
>>43060837<3im glad you got what you wanted to hear!
AQWhy doesn't trust me?
>>43060512hello! how and when did you start doing readings, when did it interest you, and what would you say you're getting out of it?I wanted to ask something aswell, but i reckon it'd be somewhat rude.
>>43060512Why doesn't he trust me?
>>43060633>28It's a relatively good phase right now, but wisdom might be necessary in the near future. Thanks.
>>43060673Any chance you could read for me? Ive been sad today and sent a goodbye letter to this guy I liked that I never even met and then blocked him on everything. I was being genuine but it was also pretty difficult and I felt like I was excited to finally feel excited about someone again. Am I ever going to find someone I like that sticks around and isn’t interested in just stacking women or winning a game?
>>43060820>i think you should stop putting limits to yourself, start talking to people, go out, make memories because there's no point in keeping yourself as a witness when there are many invitations waiting for you to accept them.Thank you very much for you encouragement.
>>43060581death, deviloh-well uhm, i dont think anything good will come from it, maybe temporary pleasures and living on terms that will eventually lead you into trouble. might happen after something drastic, things you cannot control. o<-< dont do drugs>>43060662things happen.ace of pentacles and queen of cups?things can get better but this includes asking for help, i dont know if you're struggling with basic stuff but i feel like a female figure, who happens to be very motherly will take you under her wing but youll have to reach out.
>>43060896>things happen.are you ok?thanks for the reading
>>43060512kochka <3hope all is well <33
>>43060839Aye I just wanted to know if a certain person saw a certain post :3
>>43060929Could you please tell me if I will find my Y (girl)?
AQShould i go back to it or not. Will there be any bad consequences.
Answer a quick yes or no for me, should I ask her out right here and now?
>>43061065King of cups, yes
AQWill their marriage be successful?
>>43061082Thanks for replying fren
>>43061152bye
>>43061162bye, ho
>>43060879Can someone read this???
Doing some readings earlier tonight than usual. Hope everyone is doing ok. Post query & gender.
>>43061524give me a fun hobby to do? female
>>43061524Hello Will I meet my next girlfriend this month?
>>43061524hello 3 card; i hope youre swell as wellmalewill i be getting the job at C?
>>43061524malewhat does A(female) feel about me?
>>43061524MaleWill I reach a milestone for all my hard work soon?
>>43061524>>43061534Male. AH SORRY
>>43061524FemaleI feel so lost in life, what should I do?
>>43061530>give me a fun hobby to do?8 of Pentacles (R)King of Swords (R)2 of Swords (R)What you'd enjoy the most is doomscrolling, creating fake tinder profiles only to ghost or otherwise manipulate, rock climbing or poker.
>>43061524>>43060981Male, ty
>>43061524hi ratty boy.what do i need to hear now?thanks dude.male
>>43061558Can you read for me? I’ll trade. What did he think of my messages today and is he going to try and mend it or should I move on
>>43061524male.she will reach out anytime soon?
>>43061524hey 3 card.a girl named T is interested in me.we will date? how it will turn out?Male.thanks 3 card!
>>43061534>Will I meet my next girlfriend this month?Strength (R)The Chariot (R)6 of WandsLeaning towards no, but there's still a chance. It looks like the biggest obstacles are your feelings of self doubt and just wanting a girlfriend without a plan or any real direction. That being said, you do have an opportunity coming up soon which gives you the opportunity to meet her if you can resolve these issues. I can't say when, exactly, this opportunity will arrive but put yourself out there and be confident. Perhaps a halloween party near you?
>>43061524MaleWill my ex mother in law help me find a job or should I search around my houser or the center?
>>43061524how does A (female) sees me today?it's been months since our break up.thanks rat reader!(i'm a male)
>>43061524MaleWill the rest of the month turn positive
>>43061538>will i be getting the job at C?2 of Wands (R)The Hierophant (R)Page of WandsIf you do get it, it probably won't be through the usual way you applied to jobs in the past. You've stuck, or want to stick, with what you're familiar with, in terms of applying, which requires you to put in less effort and stake less risk. However, this time it's worthwhile if you do things a bit less conventionally. Perhaps try to find the business owner, or someone in the hiring team, in person and talk with them? Don't be afraid to show initiative since they will respect you for it.
>>43061541>what does A(female) feel about me?Ace of Pentacles (R)7 of Cups (R)The WorldShe definitely likes you a lot. She feels like you don't get the signs she's been trying to signal to you subtly of that fact. There was also an opportunity you had where she wanted you to reach out to her and take things further but you didn't do so.
>>43061545>Will I reach a milestone for all my hard work soon?10 of Swords (R)Queen of WandsKing of Wands (R)Probably not the milestone you're thinking of. The cards are encouraging you to temper your expectations a bit. You're aiming a little too high for someone with your level of experience and time available for it. Don't forget to celebrate the small wins; every time you commit to doing work and then follow through, you've won a great achievement.
>>43061556>I feel so lost in life, what should I do?Queen of Pentacles8 of Cups10 of SwordsI'm sorry you're feeling like that. First off, the best thing you could do is focus on small, practical steps you can take to feel more in control. Why not cook your favourite meal? Or cook something new? Revisit a hobby you used to do? As long as it feels like genuine self care and not work, it's the best thing you could do next. Secondly, you need to be willing to let go of the past. You might have made some mistakes, but if they're still dragging you down, it will become the kind of life ruining burden which it doesn't have to become. You might be at your lowest point, but that just means that change will be small, incremental and no less meaningful.
>>43061574>what do i need to hear now?5 of Swords (R)The World (R)6 of SwordsThere are some deep, unresolved issues that you have which you aren't addressing. There might have been some event that took place in your past over which you feel like you never got any real closure. It just kind of happened and you have to live with the consequences. You seem to want to reconcile with someone, or have lingering resentment over what happened, but the opportunity to do so hasn't arisen. I'm not sure why, but the cards have chosen now to tell you this. They aren't necessarily indicating the opportunity for reconciliation, but are reminding you of it. Why? I'm not sure. It could be relevant over the next few months, be aware.
>>4306109410 of swords. nope>>430610593 of wands. don't look back, start something new
>>43061735DAMN 3 CARD YOU'RE ACTUALLY THAT GOOD.but yeah, it resonates heavily.at least, i'm stronger now, but in the process of taking control back of my own life.thanks dude.
>>43061578>Can you read for me? I’ll trade.Thanks but I don't have a q. Assuming you are same f as in original query.>What did he think of my messages today and is he going to try and mend it or should I move onThe Hierophant (R)9 of Cups3 of WandsHe definitely wasn't expecting that from you. However, at the same time, there's a sense of satisfaction from your messages. It might be that this relief is coming from him, however, if your feelings are so strong, if you built up these issues over such a long period of time, it could be that this satisfaction is coming from you after having let it all out. Where things go from here really requires you to look forward to how things will turn out. What does mending it actually mean, in practice, to you? What are you trying to achieve or be the end result? Conversely, what does moving on mean? Trying to answer these questions will help you decide.
>>43061582>she will reach out anytime soon?The WorldKing of Cups4 of Swords (R)She might reach out in the future, but probably not anytime soon. She seems content with the way that things are between you right now. She is happy keeping a balanced, diplomatic, sometimes formal relationship with you instead of taking things any further. That being said, she generally is not a sociable person, so her choosing not to deepen the relationship with you isn't necessarily a reflection of you, it's just that she isn't ready yet. Things could change as you get to know her more.
>>43061588>a girl named T is interested in me. we will date? how it will turn out?King of Wands (R)Queen of SwordsThe SunYou will probably date T and it will probably work out well. It seems that things will get kicked off in kind of a spur of the moment thing where one of you reaches out to the other when the time feels right. When things settle down, you'll become more formally acquainted and truthful with one another, feeling like you can trust each other.
>>43061589Ok thank you.
>>43061590>>43061612>>43061620OK I'm stopping here. Sorry if I didn't get to you in time. If you need a query answered, you can reach me at threecardanon.almanac670@passmail.net
>>43061746>94Oh no. Man Im not hoping for bad things, I was only wondering..
>>43061746>59Hah. I was wondering if i should get back into learning tarot. Lovely and delightfully ironic way of getting an answer.I wonder why not. Oh well!
>>43061746>>43061972Also, thanks for the read!To thank with a recommendation you probably already know, 'Meditations on the Tarot' (Meditations sur les 22 arcanes majeurs du Tarot) by Anon (Valentin Tonberg) has been greatly talked of to me.
>>43061988thank you anon :)
>>43061988Anon, I'm curious as to what your native language is. No judgment, pure curiosity, since I'm interested in languages.
AQShould I get back into oil painting or focus on other mediums?
AQWill I see her tomorrow?
Hello /div/, I'm going to offer 5 readings this fine afternoon. Before we start, there are two requirements I want you to do:1. Be specific with your query. I will need your initials and zodiac sign.2. Kurimanjuu tax, aka a Kurimanjuu pic will be requested with your question.First come, first served. Thank you for your cooperation.
>>43062182I'll be back in less than an hour to check; reading will start then.
>>43062182i am A a virgoi want to ask about A a sagittarius.so, i want to know how she sees me now and if she wants to reach out?.she's my ex.also i like this little thingy, reminds me of ebichu.thanks!
>>43062182NT, scorpiohad an interview with company C today with person A. Will i be getting the job for that role I interviewed for?
>>43062182L.I. Female I don’t know if I’m cut out for any real work part time or full time. I feel like an alien and I think about death a lot. Is there anything that I’m overlooking that I can do to get money? Or is a part time or full time job really the best bet? Thank you
>>43062220Virgo, sorry
>>43062182A, AriesWhat's next for me when it comes to love?
>>43062182hi hiK leo, wondering about issues w/ current gf J, capricorn & a friend, G leo, who seemed like she may have wanted to be something more. am i in over my head worrying about G? am i fooling myself by having concerns about past issues with J?
>>43062193>king of pentacles, 7 of pentacles, queen of cups, 5 of wandsShe sees you as a very hard-working person who is always working towards your goals. You're a patient man with a strategic mind is what she sees in you now. However, I think there isn't a point in contacting her anymore because she has already put the relationship to rest; even if her emotions are at an all-time high, trying to reach her is only going to stir up more trouble than it initially did.
>>43062195>The Tower, knight of wands, knight of swords, the star, page of wandsI'm afraid this reading is leaning more towards no. Something disastrous is happening behind the scenes that you don't know about; it feels like they are rushing the hiring process for some reason. Despite everything, there is a positive chance for huge job opportunities in the future so don't worry too much.
>>43062429this is actually 100% accurate.wanted to give it another shot, but it's been way to much time.thanks, this reading was actually useful.
>>43062220>The star, 8 of wands, 4 of cups, ace of swords, the foolOverall, I don't think anything is blocking your money just yet. Yes, I know you're bored out of your mind, but there will be more opportunities opening up in the future for you, and you need to keep your head up for new opportunities to come in. My advice to you is to work on how to communicate effectively, stop dwelling on yourself and your past, because whatever is keeping you from excelling is only yourself, anon.
>>43062228>Queen of wands, the hierophant, 10 of pentacles, the hanged man, the empressI see a union coming up soon between you and someone; you might meet this person via work or a female boss. You guys are quite the match because I can see you're both super hard workers; expect a financial boost soon. The only downside of this reading is that this person of yours might appear quite late, so you need to be patient because she is way beyond your expectations.
>>43062182J.E, TaurusWill my ex mother in law help me find a job or should I search around my houser or the center?Pls read me
>>43062182Hope you are indeed having a fine afternoon
>>43062256>page of Cups, 2 of Pentacles, The Lovers, The Moon, 10 of CupsAnon, I don't think there is anything suspicious between them. Your gf is trying to balance her friendship with G and your relationship with her rn. What matters the most is that she picked you as a partner, not G. These suspicions will only further damage the relationship you have with your gf and keep you away from happiness. My advice to you is to at least talk this through with your gf about G asap.
>>43062600Good evening ciel, Ciel. My day was good. How about yours?
>>43062619Evening frenMine's not bad, plagued with some self doubt but no different from most others, i felt goodThank you kindly for asking
>>43062628No worries, we all need a little checkup now and then. Glad to see your day is going well.
>>43062648I was thinking of silly readsDid you do anything interesting to-day ?I helped around a bit, altho sadly i didn't really enjoy it fully the whole time
>>43062656Yea, I'm doing silly reads this evening too lol. I havent done anything interesting today just yet, been waiting to chat with my friends but most of them are busy.Thinking about going out today if the weather allows it. Any plans for the weekend?
>>43062656did u figure out the situation with your spell
>>43062521Thank you so much for your kindness and God bless you
>>43062671Saw a phylosophy group forming, thought i should join themDo walk about, get a drink to enjoy!>>43062674Yes, and no, i can feel it healed and I had a really strange dream but i don't know if it worked still.I just moved on to wanting bigger tits through a spell
>>43062577>2 of pentacles, 6 of swords, 4 of pentacles, 5 of swords, 7 of wandsThe spread does not guarantee whether your ex-mother-in-law will help you, but the cards suggest caution about depending on her. The overall message is to take control of your job search, look in both locations, and accept her help if it genuinely materializes. The process will be long and arduous.
>>43059943MAOO - Lesser Angels of EarthIf you work for it. It will take time.>>43060439ZDAP - Kerubic Angels of FireShe feels like she did no wrong.>>43060443ARINNAP - Sixth Senior of FireI wouldn't worry about when. It is something that is being set up for you.>>43060842LOE - Glory reversedYou are coming off as very egotistical which gives the impression your are manipulative. >>43060879LEA - The Higher Self reversedMAZ - The UrnYou keep getting easily seduced and make the wrong choice in men. You probably already know this. Instead of making choices based on insecurities, try making choices that support yourself with positive intentions. >>43062057AHMLLKV - Fifth Senior of Earth reversedAKOM - Ruling Angels of WaterGrow will come from other mediums.>>43062152AILA - Higher Sephirothic Cross Angels of AirThere is a higher than 50% chance you will see her tomorrow.
trading.
>>43062182That would be all for today, folks! It was a blast. I appreciate those who participated today. Au revoir.
>>43062771May i ask a query? Will KS regret leaving me?
>>43062779inquiry.
aq why did all those readers tell me I was in the wrong even tho he's a sociopath
>>43062782DEO - LoveDES - ReasonThey will still love you but think that made the most logical choice.>>43062792ALHKTGA - Fourth Senior of EarthHABIORO - First Senior of AirThey wanted a positive outcome to bloom. However, it doesn't seem like they were wrong.
>>43062806>92they would get angry and hit their steering wheel if I didn't want to touch them in the moment...
>>43062806First, ty, will they ever try to get back with me or no?
>>43062806Can I have a query too?What could be the best possible "place" for me to go regarding this shifting stuff, I'll take whatever you give me and give feedback if possible
AQIf I went on that trip I thought of this week (it would have been this week so I clearly didn't go..) what would have been the outcome? Did I do the correct thing?
>>43062814I'm not saying you're wrong but I'm also not saying their readings were wrong. That's what I got when I asked about their readings.strength, wind, victoryWhat I'm getting is if you stick your head in the lions mouth you might find out it's not that bad and might even be good. Of course, that is entirely up to you to decide if you would even want to take that risk.>>43062827shamanUnlikely.>>43062837daughter of fire, emperor, plantSomewhere with father energy. It will help give you the time and safety to make choices. Back to the source is what I got.>>43062897harvest, son of airSeems like you would have had a good time but not all pleasure.
>>43063019>37Thank you, i kind of see the point and I myself have think about a place of solitude
Why people let diviners dictate their future?
AQLooking for love guidance between me and M. I've started showing my affection and interest in her, I can tell the attraction is mutual, but there is also some hesitation on her part.
Aq. What energy should I try to harness in my magic?
>>43063019I know a friend, has a giant crush on me. She opened years ago but I had to turn her down due moral reasons. Does she, call her Tb, still think of me?
>>43063019Thank you
AQHow does the pt with the dsl feel about me?
Air queryBest advice for me right now?
>>43063752Hello fren
>>43063042People let anything do soDivinersIconsBoybandsPoliticiansBad faithAltruismNone is free from desiring chains
Bumpin >>43060981You reading, miss?>>43063774
>>43063968Not for some hours, don't have cards on me
>>43063019Will I land a job soon? What kind?
>>43063770Hai
>>43063042external locus of control. Takes uncertainty out of it, but also surrenders freedom in doing so.The common example of the greats is making their own prophecies; see Lawrence of Arabia being the one who wrote his own, and Alexander the Great forcing the Pythia to give him an oracle on an 'off-day' of the temple.Fortis fortuna adiuvat. At best you're reading what you want into it as a means of psyching yourself up, or some way of unconsciously getting what your mind wants to tell you (Jungian view). At worst you're surrendering control for a feeling of safety. On the last bit, some "diviners" basically live off telling people what they want to hear. As do the politicians!
AQis there still a chance with her?
>>43062771>There is a higher than 50% chance you will see her tomorrow.Didn't see her :( Thank you.
AQ: Is V attracted to me or is it in my head?Can also trade but am out of practice, so I cant answer serious queries.
AQWhen will I find a girlfriend? 0.0
My discord handle is wt.qs, just in case anyone wants to offer me infinity readings.
AQWhat do I do rigjt now?
AQWill I have met a new romantic prospect by the end of 2026?
>>43064374Would you be opposed to do them over voice chat
>>43064433NTA but I'm curious as to why you're so desirous of giving readings over voice chat. Practice for in-person readings?
AQI quite see that i should not go back to it, although i unconsciously see it as ambiguous; i'd like some clarity on why not.
>>43064441Yes. Its sometimes a bother to have to make a whole day of doing in person readings. On /div/ the querant doesnt get to clarify, elaborate, or ask follow up queries which is a limiting factor in reads. I rather enjoy in person much more. In person me and the querant can actually have more of a discussion. A lot is lost on /div/I also have an idea for an experiment
>>43064433Not at all.
>>43064469What's your handle?
>>43064469That's kind of what I assumed. I found it more distracting while reading in person myself, but to each their own. I am interested in experiments, though, if you would like another participant. I have some experiments of my own in mind. You can post a contact, or I can create a throwaway when I get home.
>>43064479>>43064487poncho3624I might not get on right now though since I have some stuff to do. Send me a request on discord. Or you can try paranormalponcho@gmail.com
>>43064505Yeah sure>>43064506
>>43064506Thanks.
>>43064506Sent a request.
>>43064506Hey ponchoYour advice went good, thank you
>>43064684>>43064554Q
>>43064698What’s the best way for me to behave toward K? You?
>>43064717Is k male or female? Mine is how does the skinny one feel about me these days? Starting yours.
>>43064775Male, I’m female Started
>>430647752 of cups rx world rx 8 of pent 10 of cups death rx They feel disconnected from you and they feel like they haven’t received any sort of closure or there’s still an unfinished chapter or they are having a hard time of fully letting things go or they’re having an issue with moving onto the next chapter in regards to you and they wanna work on things and they see you as some sort of ideal whether that is happiness or a future family or something to that extent that you represent to them
>>43064533Hey ciel, im glad to hear it
>>43064775Did u tradecuck me :(
I'd like to know what led you guys to start doing reads, first interest, how it began and how you improved, what you feel you lost and what you gained from the practice; everything pertaining to it. And a big, more objective question: why do you do it?
>>43064775Really dude? Dont say starting if you’re not wtf why do people do that
AQWill someone love me ever again?
>>43064857Doing any reads by chance? Or a trade?
AQDo I know my next girlfriend?
AQShould I just unmatch with M?
>>43064885>what led you guys to start doing readsGrandma, aunt and uncle all were tarot readers. Theres a lot of lore in there, especially with my aunt and uncle but thats another story. In a word: tradition>first interest, how it began It began here in 2015. I was an aq querant and a necromancer/osteomancer read me 100%. I was fascinated by him/her. They were completely right and changed my trajectory in life. Also, my whole life I used to be plagued by strange dreams and nightmares which for some reason subside when I do readings. Last night I had another since I havent really been reading. Its why im also interested in dream analysis>how you improvedAgain, here on /div/. I used to read all day every day while unemployed (I was fired for refusing the vaccine.) I just kept improving and I had massive help from Alari and EmpathAU as well as OldHelp and other readers who are now gone. The end of an era. Unemployed i would do like 30 a day and when employment began I would still crack 5 a day workdays and 10 weekends. 2 years later I finally got the hang of it. Eventually i transitioned to voice reads then IRL reads>what you feel you lostFrom tarot directly, nothing. Indirectly, its a story for another day>what you gained from the practiceCompassion. I used to be cold/logical. Too "sink or swim" you get what you earn, the world doesn't owe you a thing. After reading i realized people sometimes just have plain bad luck and its usually to the kindest people. Ive softened over the years and genuinely want to see people prosper>why do you do it?Same as above. To try and help people along their path. A lot of times people dont even need a tarot reading. They just need to vent and bounce ideas from a stranger without criticizing them. Thats the main reason. The second reason to connect with others. Ive had some strange encounters. I love talking with strangers. I have stories, many stories to tell
>>43065038q?
>>43065121Q?
>>43065211what's the future of c & e's relationship look like? yours?
>>43065218Sorry it was this query >>43064717That was the bitch that tradecucked me my bad
>>43065241nw starting yours now
>>430652184 of pent 10 of sword rx ace of wand queen of wand They’re gonna hold onto each other and try to preserve what there is and they’re gonna come out of some sort of ending or betrayal and a new spark. A new initiative will come out of it. Maybe revolving around the woman but she’s gonna feel in her element and she’s gonna feel wanted and cherished and a chase will commence towards her and probably sex or his activation towards her fire
>>43065241justice, eight of wands, king of swords, ace of pentacles you're already in a good spot with them right now, things will move rather quickly with them. i'd say the card that gives me pause here most is the kind of swords. this person may be a little cold and calculating and may see an opportunity in you. just be careful and don't prioritize their comfort over your own.
>>43065284We were supposed to meet up and I haven’t heard anything for 5 hours :( thank you
>>43065253thank you! let me know if you want to trade again
>>43065302aw i'm sorry :-(
Anyone doing readings? I have a question if so.1
>>43065352Q?
hi, how are you today?
Trading fast any query
>>43065459q?
Aw. Should I augment my astral body?
>>43065374are you still on?
Trading !!!!
Hello /div/, It's me again. I'm going to offer 5 readings this fine evening. Before we start, there are two requirements I want you to do:1. Be specific with your query. I will need your initials and zodiac sign.2. Kurimanjuu tax, aka a Kurimanjuu pic will be requested with your question.First come, first served. Thank you for your cooperation.
>>43065848hiiii anoni am a virgo, male.asking for 2 females.should i go with A or with T?A is my ex.T is a whole new girl, but there's interest.thanks if you do!
>>43065848hi kurimanjuu anon, how are you?can you tell me about my future boyfriend? as in personality wise, etc. initals are KD, pisces
>>43065848I am F Virgo, male, i would like to ask :what was her last tought about me?thank you
>>43065848L.I. Virgo female KB Pisces maleWhy did KB leave me hanging today? We planned and verified our first meet up multiple times I just don’t understand it seemed certain, I’m so sad about it, I thought a lot of him. He replied in the early morning and nothing after
>>43065848>>43065861Sorry I forgot, I am A.M., Virgo Male.thank youuu
>>43065848M Male Pisces Can you tell me about my next girlfriend?
>>43065848Male Saggitarius SCould you give me some advice on what I need to do in my life at the moment? Any message the universe wants to tell me in that regards?
>>43065775q?
>>43065861>2 of cups, 3 of wands, the chariot, 2 of pentacles, the moonI can see that you're leaning toward choosing your ex for this outing, but my advice to you is to pick the new girl because there is no point in picking your ex. Don't try to have your cake and eat it too; this will only lead to more confusion.
>>43065937Should I ever try to meet K after today or just call it quits and forget them? You?
>>43065957how does c genuinely feel about me? starting yours
>>43065933Q? Mine is what is the best way for me to turn my life around in a positive direction?
>>43065886>knight of swords, 4 of wands, king of wands, the emperor, king of swordsYour future boyfriend is most likely a fire sign or possesses a lot of fire placements in his chart (Aries, Leo, Sagittarius). He's a really strong, boisterous, impatient, and action-oriented person; sometimes your future boyfriend can be a little bit too much, so keep that in mind. There's a lot of king energy here, so your future boyfriend's downside is that he can be an extremist, controlling, and dominant (with his toxic masculinity). Quite the opposite of who you are as a person, I assume.
>>43065957death, the chariot, the towerdoesn't look optimistic, anon. not much forward movement here and it looks like you're having a major realization about just what kind of a person you're dealing with. they may try and extend and olive branch to you, which will end in disappointment and the destruction of the image you had in mind for this person.
>>43065975opposites attract i guess, he sounds too intimidating for me x-x thank you for the read though. i hope you have a nice night :)
>>43065938thanks kurimanjuu anon, will take your advice.
>>430659636 of wands 5 of wands clarified devil 10 of wands queen of wandsThey think you’re a real trophy or they feel like a real trophy around you but they’re conflicted because of the binding tie they have toward you or the temptation you represent or the sexual frustration you stir up and they feel very burdened by this connection or like they’re the ones always carrying this connection but they think you’re very hot and charismatic and they love your energy and you’re fire and your vivaciousness and so forth all the queen of wands qualities
>>43065974can you give me a future bf reading?
>>43065994Yes I’m starting
>>43065996starting yours
>>43065974six of cups, judgement, the hermityou're living in the past. this is a very clear message that you need to become aware of the tapes you're running through your mind so that you can come to some kind of resolution and make meaning of these experiences to move on. you need to spend time alone in reflection, but be aware of falling into rumination and know the difference.
>>43065887>3 of swords, king of cups, 4 of wands, the emperor, queen of cupsYou guys did not end on a good note; I can tell you that. Her emotions are all over the place, but I can tell that she thinks you're a domineering man. She believes that the two of you are meant to be together and build a home, but your ex feels like you let your emotions get ahead of you and ruin what you guys are currently having.
>>430659948 of cups rx 9 of pent sun 3 of wand queen of pent rxIt’s gonna be someone that gets very emotionally tied to something which makes him hard to leave somebody if they are or there’s someone that has some baggage that keeps returning to the past but it could just meet again someone that’s that finds it difficult to walk away and they’re gonna be a pretty independent person that’s sufficient in their own life and has everything going on for them and they’re also gonna be very full of vitality and jovial and optimistic and bring a lot of energy and good vibes toward you and they’re gonna have this sense of childlike wonder and happiness for the world that they love to share with you and there’s someone that loves to travel too so they’ll travel to you or they’ll like to travel around a lot or see new places in new experiences but they might have issues accepting nurturing or they might forgo nurturing themselves and help others instead or they might be a bit draining for you
>>43065985Thank you for your well wishes. I hope my reading can provide a small insight into your future bf. For some reason, I've been seeing Virgos nonstop while actively trying to ignore them kek, just my luck.
>>43066020lmk if you want to trade again
>>43066060Your Q? Mine is what kind of a man would be right for me to marry? I really want a king of wands/strength/emperor man but idk if that’d be good for me
>>43066064can you tell me about my future husband? starting yours
>>43065893>7 of Wands, Justice, 2 of Cups, 10 of Cups, 2 of PentaclesThe cards suggest KB may have experienced hesitation, divided priorities, or difficulty following through, despite the potential for connection. There's promise and hope surrounding your meetup, but Justice reminds you that intentions matter less than actions. Something tells me that he's in trouble with the law or might have jury duty that day but forgot.(Side note, this is me talking but if someone leave me hanging like that just fucking ditch him. Dont let this man disrespect you like this.)
>>43066080Magician queen of cups 8 of pent rx queen of wand page of wand Seems like he’s gonna be a Mr. Make it happen or a fellow practitioner of a cult kind of things or he’s gonna be the type to be able to manifest things into reality easily or he’ll be the type to manoeuvre situations and circumstances very easily and know what to do and when to do it and at what time and he’s gonna be someone that really takes care of your feelings and your sensitivity and respect your emotional boundaries and your emotions and will keep you regulated emotionally and not distress you but he might be a bit of a procrastinator or he might be kind of lazy and he’ll make you feel very wanted and will really love the fire in you and we’ll just add more fuel to that fire so you can be your best self and feel your best self in your element and he’s gonna be someone that’s adventurous and spontaneous and flirty and loves to tease and loves to play and loves to have new experiences and is willing to try new things with you
>>43066087He just messaged me as you were doing the read actually thank you for the psychic concentration on him, something about getting mad at his truck for not working but I didn’t read the rest….gave me no update for like 7 hours… and yes he’s a felon and former long time convict turned to Jesus and runs a YouTube telling prison stories lol. I just wanted to hang out cuz I would listen to his stories all the time for fun. What a let down. Thanks for your help. I told him many times if you can’t come I’ll understand but he kept saying yes he’ll come. Oh well.
>>43065917>king of wands, knight of swords, the star, knight of wands, page of swordsYour future girlfriend is a go-getter type of person; don't be surprised when she bosses you around, kek. She is here to heal you and bring structure into your life; all of your plans will be executed in no time. I can also see that she is very quick on her feet and her observation skills are incredible.
>>43066064the hierophant, eight of swords, page of wandssomeone in a place of authority, possibly in academia or some kind of an institutional setting. this is someone who's able to pick out potential in someone that they may not be able to see in themselves. in your case, you might be somebody who struggles with self esteem and seeing a good thing in front of you and this might be someone who stokes a fire underneath you and encourages you to see yourself the way they see you. this won't be extraordinarily passionate, as the page denotes somewhat underdeveloped but optimistic and excited. they're a more stable character who will walk you through what you lack in experience. you may be right that you're looking for more dominant, manly man, but a better fit may be along the same lines but play more of a guiding role than a demanding one.
>>43066104A FUCKING EXCON?! GIRL, GET OUT OF THERE NOW. YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIVE LIKE THIS OMG, DON'T DO THIS FOR CHEAP ENTERTAINMENT!!!!!!
>>43066107Am I getting a warrior type girlfriend? That is the dream! Thank you very much. I hope she is a fighter to.
I'll be doing some tarot readings. Tell me a little about what you're asking about, your gender, and the gender of the other person involved, if there is one. No general readings.
>>43066127good night reader!i'm a Male asking for a Female.i would like to know if she wants to reach out, after our last talk (about a month ago) and if she's thinking of a reconciliation?we forgave each other, but my intuition is telling me this is not over.thanks and have a good night.
>>43066127May I ask how SK is feeling about me? He is male, I’m female. We just broke up, by his choice, but he has displayed some suspicious behavior, such as being determined to keep at least some connection to me even if we aren’t talking, so I am curious.
>>43066127How does CS feel about me? F asking about M. Dated briefly, still friends but he is in a relationship.
>>43066127>picrelThat is a noble cause.>>43066127Male asking about Female She is a girl from a hobby course I am taking. I think I have a crush on her. Will something happen? She is rarely there though, so I still couldn't get close.
>>43065930>Page of cups, 4 of pentacles, 6 of swords, 5 of swords, 3 of pentaclesWhen was the last time you tried to heal your inner self? The cards are telling me it is time for you to practice healing because you have held on for too long. Some parts of you have already moved on from the situation, but you want to hold on to these empty "wins" in life. See how none of your problems have gone away?Focus on healing your inner child and try to learn or accuqire a new skill/trade that will benefit you in the long run.
>>43066127Maleheloo, may I ask : what would my guides tell me?these months, I fought really hard and come out stronger,I would like to know what they think about my effort.thank youuu
he's not going to murder her, he's going to murder for her.
>>43066127Female, will I meet any new potential romantic prospects before the years end?
>>43066116More like a boss babe gf haha, but i like the warrior interpretation too.
>>43066127I am A, male, asking for T female.we will date? how that will unfold?
>>43066018oh hsahas that emperor, she's totally me.hashashthat's a great reading my friend, thanks for your effort tonight, whishing you the best!
>>43066133I think your intuition is right, because there’s something hidden in your situation with her (7 of Swords). But the reading isn’t entirely positive, because even though you forgave each other, I think the pain made you both realize what the real problems in the relationship were (3 of Swords + Judgement).Still, she’ll probably reach out again once her mind is a little more at ease (The Hierophant + 4 of Swords). Just be careful, though, because she’ll likely be pretty cold and not in the mood to talk about her feelings (Queen of Swords).By the way, I think you might have a crush on the idea of her, and I’m not sure how much of the image you’ve built up in your head actually reflects reality (Page of Cups + The Empress).
>>43066127I'm asking about my friend's situation.He is beating himself up about a situationship with a girl who's already found someone else. I want to ask what will happen in the future with this whole debacle.Male, WPFemale, AB
>>43066127What will happen the next time GR (m) and me (f) chat?
>>43066109Wise insights thank you so much
>>43066127What kind of person will my next romantic partner be? Will they be nicer than the last? Female
>>43066127gn anoni would like to know if she misses me?male asking for female.thanks for the read anon
>>43066127Do I have someone around that would be a good husband to me or have I met one in the past? Or is he someone I should seek in my future? I’m a Virgo, thank you.
>>43066127Will people ever have discussions online about my artwork and stories? In a fandom kinda way?female
>>43066127Who will my next relationship be with? I am male.
>>43066138Uh, okay, so it’s not an entirely bad reading. The Ace of Wands + Knight of Pentacles suggests he’s keeping the connection open in case he wants to have sex with you again. I don’t know if you two ever discussed that possibility while you were together, but it seems to be his main motivation.The 9 of Cups suggests he’s quite content with how things are right now. However, the 4 of Wands + Death points to the end of the possibility of something more serious, potentially even marriage. A sexual relationship could still continue, but the 6 of Cups warns that revisiting the past might bring up some painful feelings.One last thing: if you suspect he cheated on you, the Wheel of Fortune + 5 of Swords + Queen of Swords could lend some weight to that suspicion.
>>43066127Female. What do I need to do to win over J (male)? (If I even can.)
>>43066152Thank you :D
>>43066197I don’t know if he cheated on me, but he certainly cheated with me. He made himself out to be a victim, where I was helping him escape abuse. He’s left me twice now, I don’t want to go back, but I feel so discarded, so obviously that makes one have strange feelings.Could I ask how he will feel about me in two months time? I mainly want to know if he will regret it.
>>43066141He sees you as more than just a friend and cares about you because he recognizes that you’re a sweet, sensitive woman (3 of Cups + Queen of Cups).Right now, it’s as if he’s waiting for something to happen before making a move. The main challenge, though, is the King of Wands, which makes me think he’s the kind of man who enjoys being a charmer and knows he has a way with women.What really caught my attention is that, beyond that flirtatious, charismatic side, he seems to think a lot about what it would mean to settle down, start a family, and step into the role of a mature, responsible man (8 of Swords + The Emperor + 10 of Cups).
>>43066142I don’t think anything is going to happen, anon. She seems pretty focused on her own life and very self-sufficient (9 of Pentacles). I don’t think you’ll really get much of a chance to approach her or offer her anything meaningful (Page of Pentacles), so she’ll probably just be someone you see for a while before eventually moving on (6 of Swords).
>>43066127What would I (male) have disliked the most about ET (female) romantically had I gotten to know her better? Nothing serious, pure curiosity about a girl I decide not to pursue.
>>43066221Ok thank you
>>43066144Hold on to whatever is keeping you strong right now (4 of Pentacles), even if what lies ahead feels crazy or like a leap of faith (The Fool). Don’t overthink things or get too caught up in trying to figure out how everything will play out (2 of Wands). Be bold, speak your mind, and say what needs to be said (Knight of Swords). And if traveling is part of the plan, just go for it (6 of Swords).
>>43066230YEAH DUDE.that's how I'm feeling now.thanks!amazing reading, my respects.
>>43066164the last part is actually right.let's say it's a trauma bond.the reality is that : she treated me like shit, but sometimes I miss her.thanks!
>>43066150Yes, there’s potential (Page of Wands), but I’m not sure you’re in the right headspace to give someone a real chance, even if a good candidate comes along. Your anxiety might get in the way (5 of Pentacles + 9 of Swords).Your challenge is that you’re closing out a major chapter in your life (The World). Even if a really attractive guy shows up (King of Wands), you might end up being unnecessarily cold or harsh with him (Queen of Swords).Also, you say you want romance, but aren’t you afraid of getting into a relationship in the first place? (Knight of Pentacles)
>>43066154Uhh, this is a pretty unusual reading. It feels like this woman has had a significant impact on your life, or that your connection with her has the potential to shake things up in a major way (The Tower + The Emperor). However, with Death showing up, it seems like things are at a standstill for now, or that something about the current situation needs to change before anything can move forward.I’m not sure if she’s involved with someone else (Knight of Pentacles) or if there’s been some kind of conflict or tension between you two (5 of Wands). Either way, I wouldn’t say the door is necessarily closed for good. The cards suggest that things could develop between you further down the line, but probably not without some significant changes first.
>>43066168He seems to be stuck in a bit of a martyr role, sacrificing his own needs or putting himself through unnecessary suffering (The Hanged Man). Other people might tell him he needs to move on (8 of Cups), but I think the situation is a little more complicated than that. His real challenge is learning to process his emotions, find some inner balance, and stop carrying burdens that aren’t his to bear (Temperance + 10 of Wands).I do think there’s potential for him to find the kind of romantic connection he’s looking for (The Moon + Ace of Pentacles + Knight of Cups), almost as if a new emotional chapter could open up for him. But The Moon suggests that he first needs to confront some deeper fears, insecurities, or unresolved psychological issues. The opportunity for love may be there, but he’ll need to work through those things to fully embrace it.
Trading any query
>>43066241Thank you, I am not exactly scared of a relationship. But I want to make sure it’s with the right person. I wouldn’t be cold to someone unless it was with my ex, is that what this reading is pointing towards? My ex coming back? I wouldn’t be cold with others, knowing me, I would be transparent about my traumas and why I am wary, but willing to try so long as they believe they can handle it. I do not want to waste my time any longer, I am getting older…
>>43066249look, this kinda resonates, and I will tell you why :that knight of pentacles is her ex, they broke up 4 years ago, but she didn't let the situation go.i'm introduced by a friend in common, we don't know each other yet, but there is some interest in her side (at least it's what i'm told)she has my number, don't know if she will communicate or something like that.so, it kinda resonates, it's an actual good reading.I will be looking the situation from distance.thanks for the read.
>>43066177He seems like the kind of person who genuinely works on his insecurities and psychological issues rather than just trying to cover them up. For example, if he had anger issues, he’d be more likely to see a therapist than just hit the gym to blow off steam. He’s someone who actually tries to address the root of his problems, and even when he feels uncertain about his life, that’s probably how he’ll approach things (7 of Cups + The Moon + 8 of Pentacles).He also seems like someone you’d feel proud to have as a partner (6 of Wands). His biggest fear might be having to juggle too many things at once or struggling to maintain balance in his life (2 of Pentacles).One of his flaws, though, is that he might have a hard time seeing things exactly as they are. He could have a somewhat idealistic, romanticized view of the world (Page of Cups).Of course, a lot will also depend on you and the kind of partner you are (Queen of Pentacles), but yeah, overall, he seems like he’d be a much nicer partner than the guys you’ve been with before.
>>43066187Yes, absolutely (King of Pentacles + 6 of Cups). Even when she seems happy, he still misses you (The Sun). And there’s a good chance she’ll try to reach out again, perhaps with a message or something along those lines (Page of Pentacles).Short reading because the message is pretty straightforward.
>>43066274Tysm!!!! Can I ask a quick one card clarifier on how soon I will meet him? He sounds so perfect… I would wanna spoil him and love him forever.
>>43066170>>43066127Can I ask why I was skipped? Nbd, I just don’t wanna keep checking if I will not be read.
>>43066143>30What is the thing that I held on for too long??
>>43066192Oh, Virgo, you’re always looking for perfection haha.I think you first need to be open to letting this person into your life (2 of Swords + The High Priestess). And remember, a good husband is about much more than making you feel proud or boosting your ego (6 of Wands).IT’S NOT SOMEONE FROM YOUR PAST. That chapter is over (6 of Cups + Death).Your future husband is more likely to come into your life through work or some kind of shared activity where you interact with other people (Ace of Pentacles + 3 of Pentacles).But please, try to open up a little more emotionally, pretty please! (The World)
shitload of virgos tonight.(i'm a Virgo too)
>>43066285Do you have anything specific in mind that you’re planning to say to him the next time you two chat? Because otherwise, I’m not really sure what would happen, if that makes sense.
>>43066254I did a reading for him today and honestly our message did match up. He needs to let go of the situation first but like you said he is stuck in the matyr role and couldn’t let go of the situation as a while. My friend doesn’t know how to let go of a situation that obviously isn’t benefiting him, this only cause him even more unnecessary suffering. There is a light at the end of the tunnel for his love life, I even see him end up with someone soon in the future but that person isn’t her. Until he learns his lesson, my friend will only get stuck in this limbo with no girlfriend. Thank you for your reading, your message has emphasized our message even more.
>>43066195Yes, I do think people are talking about your art and that it has the potential to gain recognition (7 of Pentacles + 4 of Wands). That said, there are also men who can be pretty critical of your work, especially those who struggle to engage with it on an emotional level (King of Swords).I can’t say whether you’re conventionally attractive or not, but the way you present yourself and promote your art online seems to play a role in how people respond to it (Queen of Wands). I’m not sure whether that has more to do with your profile picture or the art itself, but either way, it’s part of how you navigate your work.So use that to your advantage, but be subtle about it haha (Page of Wands + 9 of Pentacles).
>>43066127If youre still reading anon, I have a question I (male) have been seeing T (female) for about a month now. The communication is weird, but when we hang out in person she seems like she likes me, I am just wondering how she feels about me, does she see the relationship going anywhere?
>>43066308Things are tense between us right now, I want to know if things will blow up or improve when we talk next, or if they will just drop off with no contact after that. I kind of want no contact right now, but I don’t know how much of that is anger vs justification.
>>43066196The person you’re heartbroken over and can’t seem to let go of. The 3 of Swords + 4 of Pentacles suggests you’re holding on to someone who’s causing you pain, while the 7 of Swords + High Priestess points to secrets, things left unsaid, or hidden motives. Just be careful what you wish for, because getting this person back might not bring you the happiness or closure you’re hoping for.
>>43066306This is my personal hell, trying to get away from Virgoes just to round back up with Virgoes again kek
Tradin.
>>43066301Thank you so much for the suggestions I appreciate your read greatly, and yes I’m very guarded :(
>>43066200You should look up line 5 of Hexagram 44 in the I Ching. As for the tarot, I’d say just be his friend (3 of Cups). Eventually, he might just fall right into your lap, or into your bed, lmao (4 of Cups + Queen of Wands).
>>43066127can we trade?
>>43066322You can talk to him, but you need to be careful about how you approach the conversation. I’m not saying you should hide what you think or feel, but if you focus entirely on logic and facts without considering his emotions, you could come across as harsh or confrontational and end up pushing him further away (Temperance + Knight of Swords).As for where things stand right now, it looks like you’re gradually becoming more emotionally distant from each other. He may be trying to maintain control of the situation rather than deal with the emotional side of the relationship, while one or both of you might already be considering walking away (The Emperor + 8 of Cups).I do think there’s still a chance to repair things, but it would require you to approach him with more warmth and understanding, while both of you make a genuine effort to work through your problems in practice, not just talk about them (Queen of Cups + 3 of Pentacles).That said, I’m a little concerned about the last four cards. The Hanged Man suggests things could remain stuck, while The Magician can point to someone trying to steer the situation in their favor. The 4 of Cups suggests emotional disengagement or someone who isn’t willing to take an opportunity to reconnect, and the 5 of Swords raises the possibility of arguments, resentment, or a dynamic where someone feels the need to win rather than resolve the issue. So even if reconciliation is possible, I’m not sure both of you are currently approaching the relationship in a healthy or constructive way.
>>43066342Sure! Whats your query anon?
>>43066127How will I end up meeting my next lover?Female
>>43066363asking about my academic life counts as general? I just wanna know if next year i'll be able to truly go back to studying....i'm femaleyours?
>>43066364This looks like someone from your past (6 of Cups + 4 of Swords). The thing is, you might not be in the best place emotionally to reconnect with them right now (5 of Pentacles + 10 of Swords). But once you’re doing a little better, you may get an opportunity to reach out and suggest starting something romantic between you (The Star + The Sun + Queen of Pentacles).And use a condom, lmao.
>>43066127Is it worth trying to give the Pisces guy a second chance to meet me or ditch him? I’m female, thank you so much if still reading
>>43066127Do I already know my next bf? Female.
>>43066375Hmm when you say someone from your past, does that mean someone I was previously romantically involved with or does it mean just someone I knew before?
>>43066365Since this is a trade, it doesn’t really matter.Listen, absolutely yes (9 of Pentacles + The High Priestess). I think next year you’ll be in a much better position financially and emotionally to go back to studying, even if the possibility of having to move or travel makes you a little nervous (6 of Swords). In fact, I think you’re already starting to see things more clearly and feel ready to give it another shot (Judgement + The Sun).BUT as amazing as these cards are, I do think you’ll face one challenge: a lack of motivation or interest in studying. The position of the card literally represents “the resources you have to deal with the situation,” and you got the 4 of Cups. So, yes, you might have the resources to go back to studying, but will you actually feel motivated enough to do it?That said, it’s not all doom and gloom. If you want to overcome that apathy, you’ll need to prioritize discipline over motivation and approach this as a long-term commitment. Think of it as something you’re building for the future, the way you would when raising a family or something (10 of Pentacles).My question is: “What is the real romantic potential between Wanda and me, and what might prevent us from developing something meaningful?” Her name is Wanda, by the way.
>>43066393With those cards, I see him as someone you’ve literally slept with, or someone you’ve dreamed about (I mean an actual dream while you were asleep, not a fantasy).
>>43066380I’ll tell you what I see in the cards, and you can decide for yourself. He seems to be an attractive guy (King of Wands), although he might be pretty immature when it comes to talking or struggle to communicate properly (maybe he’s just a little socially awkward lmao, Page of swords).You seem to see him as an opportunity for some really good sex (Knight of Wands), but I think the part of you that needs attention right now is your Queen of Cups: the sweet, affectionate side of you that wants to be cared for and told nice things.And even though you feel like taking a leap of faith to try to get yourself out of a rough patch (The Fool + 8 of Cups), I’m not sure this is going to fulfill you where you need it most right now, which is emotionally (The Hermit + 9 of Cups).
>>43066359thank you, this feels very accurate for the situation. i'm considering walking away, but he feels determined to keep at least a sliver of a connection to me, even though he said i was making him miserable. sigh! I'M making him miserable? me? i'll save the rant, in case he is lurking here trying to find me, but it takes a lot to get me angry at somebody. ughhhhhh. yea, i would absolutely come off as harsh and confrontational, because i am at my wits end with this mid twenties individual who is living like a teenager and armchairs others with cluster b personality disorders for feeling upset at their actions. i would love for things to improve, but that would take him actually acknowledging how he has harmed me, and i don't know if he is capable of that in his current state. that being said, i do care about him. if he was just willing to acknowledge and improve, then i would be happy to attempt repairs, but again, i don't think he will want to, because he is a control freak as you say. all he cares about is having control, and i was trying to tell him that he ruins his own life by being obsessed with control, but he just never changes despite acknowledging that i have a point.i am willing to trade for a followup, if need be. you are incredibly talented and got everything down to a t. i have been reading for many years, if that entices you. i want to know, what is in store for us in the future? let's set a time-frame of three months. will things get better for us, or will i just end up blocking him?
>>43066413Do you want to trade? I’ll answer any query give you a long read too…I just want to ask what path can I walk or what can I do to get out of my parents house, or if I should? I moved back home, lost my car but can sell it for scrap, have not much money, looking for a job but not sure if I can pull a full time one because I’m in university and I have a health condition. Run away to live with a friend? Save up and find a cheap room somewhere local? I’m picking up doing art again maybe sell art? I’m losing my mind not sure what to do. Anything I’m overlooking? Scared I might owe the court money in the future too…
>>43066127Should I (male) fly to Chicago in January to meet up with a female friend and presumably another guy to see a secret metal show?
>>43066399That’s crazy, I had a dream about my ex last night. He actually left me for someone else though so I’m hoping I never see him again.
>>43066395i split your Q into 2real potential: king of swords rev, king of pentacles revYou and this gal might be a weird match, it reads as you (or her) might be someone very stubborn and hard to deal with, something that may not be that apparent currently. Rocky.might prevent the relationship: seven of swords revA lot of doubting. Say you two end up together, the relationship might not last that long...you will get doubts, and by the previous cards it may be related to her behavior. Maybe something related to finance too
>>43066339>44.5Oof, let things ripen out of view, and the fruit will come on its own huh? Guess it's not a bad outlook, but damn I'm antsy and it's asking for a lot of faith.If I don't hear within another week or two, maybe I'll go back and offer to just start as friends, like those tarot cards suggest.Thanks for the insight.
>>43066419Okay, so the current situation feels like you’re fighting against everyone, as if you have to stand up to the whole world because you’re being treated unfairly, but if you don’t defend yourself, people will walk all over you. (7 of wands)For the three-month reading, I’m going to assume we’re letting things unfold naturally without either of you taking action to change the situation.The first thing that shows up is apathy and a loss of interest. The romantic idealization starts to fade, along with your desire to have sex with him (4 of Cups + Knight of Cups + Page of Wands + Death + Ace of Wands).Let me explain one of the positions in this spread, because it’s important here. It represents “the resources we have available to deal with the situation we’re asking the tarot about,” and you got the 10 of Swords. I interpret this as choosing not to do anything to improve the situation. It’s basically an attitude of, “Nope, that’s it. I’m done. I’ve had enough.”The “seed” that will eventually take root over these next few months is your more analytical side: the Queen of Swords. This is you speaking your mind without filtering yourself, realizing there’s nothing left to be done, and feeling a sense of victory in finally accepting that (6 of Wands).This looks like the end of a cycle. The thing is, I do think it’s going to involve some kind of downfall one way or another, because the fear here is also about taking action (The Magician). It’s almost as if you’re letting something fall into neglect until it eventually falls apart on its own.On top of that, I think you’ll feel that things turned out this way because he made his own choices. That’s the Justice card: recognizing that people have to face the consequences of their actions. I don’t know if I’d call it karma, exactly, but it’s something along those lines.I actually have a query of my own, if you’re still open to doing a trade!
>>43066437>so I’m hoping I never see him again.> 5 of pentaclesthat's him
>>43066450The idea is to take care of it while it ripens, since it needs time and the right conditions. Once it’s ripe, it’ll fall on its own. So it’s less about waiting around blindly and more about letting things develop naturally without forcing them.
>>43066472Oh… You’re a good reader, very accurate
>>43066327Wow. That makes me think of one of two people. If it that is the case then how in the world do we get in contact again? I got no idea how that would happen.Oh and thank you for taking my q.
>>43066466i do. but i went to the store, give me about 15 mins to read and give you your feedback, okay? gimme your q, and ill start when i am home.
>>43066426It also looks like you’re in a situation where a lot of what’s happening is beyond your control, meaning you can’t fix everything on your own (The Hanged Man). But I think you need to look at this from a different perspective. Rather than seeing yourself as a martyr or blaming yourself for everything, recognize that some things simply take time and that you need to pace yourself. The 9 of Wands + Knight of Pentacles suggest resilience, patience, and taking things one step at a time instead of exhausting yourself trying to solve everything at once.There also seems to be a situation that has definitively come to an end, possibly involving an older man. Whatever happened, it seems to have left you feeling trapped in your own thoughts, constantly going over things and struggling with fear and insecurity (Death + The Emperor + 8 of Swords + The Moon). I’d take this as a sign that you need to acknowledge how much this situation is affecting you rather than letting it dictate every decision you make.As for help, the cards point toward a potential romantic partner or someone you could have a relationship with. The tricky part here is dealing with the guilt you might feel about accepting help (5 of Cups), as well as the fear of being seen as someone who takes advantage of others or uses their attractiveness to get what they want (Queen of Wands).And this brings me back to what I said earlier about the resources available to you. The Knight of Wands has a pretty strong sexual undertone, so I’d seriously consider whether creating adult content could be a realistic option for you, if you’re comfortable with that. I’m not saying you have to do it, but it might be worth exploring as one possible source of income, alongside more conventional options.
>>43066530>>43066530>>43066530NEW THREAD
>>43066504Alright, so here’s the situation.I’m supposed to meet up with a nurse on Tuesday morning. She asked for my number, we started talking, and she was VERY direct. We ended up making plans to go straight to fucking that day.Honestly, I’m not really attracted to her, but I’ve been going through a pretty terrible dry spell, and my autism doesn’t exactly help with dating. I don’t know what to do, though. Should I go? What should I do? I feel a little uncomfortable about the whole thing, and the girl I actually like doesn’t give me the time of day.I mean, when I’m chatting with this nurse, I get horny and go along with it, but when I take a step back and think about it rationally, I realize I don’t really want to go through with it.
>>43066535page of swords, justice, the moon, four of swords, ten of swords, seven of wands, nine of wandsthe cards are saying that you should at least try to hang out with her in order to gain some perspective that it currently not known to you. there is a lesson you need to learn here, one that will help you in your interactions in the future, but the cards are also saying that you are not going to become any more comfortable with the prospect of sexual activity with this woman. you'll go, have a fun time with the surface level shit, and then your boner will be killed whenever sexual stuff ACTUALLY begins to happen. you need to shut it down before it gets too far, and be honest and transparent that you're struggling to go through with it. this spread gives the vibe of a man in a female dominated field: going through with a sexual experience you'll regret partially through, and feel like shit about it happening later. the second you get the heebie jeebies, you need to dip. the actual social aspect itself will still be valuable for you to have, so if you guys are gonna see a movie or something, then you should still do that, but don't go any further sexually than you feel comfortable or you're gonna end up with trauma. justice+the moon were clarifiers to the page of swords, so despite the rest of the spread being negative, you will still come out of this experience with a valuable lesson learned. an "a-ha!" moment of sorts will be reached, essentially.i will write the feedback for your reading in the next post.
>>43066572I'm a physiotherapist, and sometimes I have to work at a hospital, where I'm surrounded by nurses, so I know exactly what you mean about being in a female-dominated environment. And I swear, something deep down is telling me, "Don't go." I'm gonna trust the cards on this one. Thank you so much, sweetheart
>>43066583ok so the feedback. yea that definitely resonates. i'm honestly feeling that way right now. i do care, but the space is giving me a lot of clarity. i can only do so much for someone. you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make them drink. jobless, can't drive, no friends, just sits inside at his parents house playing games all day. i was gonna get him the fuck out of there, if he could just do this ONEEEEE thing, but he refused to move. cited burnout, and now he's trying to blame the burnout on me, for trying to push him to do literally anything at all when he was already doing nothing. like ok??? ok fine, rot in your own mess. i can do so much better...though, i was wondering, would you like to trade again? i have one last follow up. i want to know if he'll regret treating me this way in three months time. i really was hoping that we could get something going, and i think when he's done being mad he'll realize i had a point, but he's never given me pushback this badly before, so i'm not sure.also, if you dont want to go at all, that's valid too. i think the page+justice+moon could also be saying that you need to listen to your heart here, and not put yourself into situations that you know you will hate. it's okay to be social, but you don't need to sacrifice yourself sexually to do it. and hey, at least that means youre desirable, so you dont need that girl who isn't giving you attention. you'll be okay, life will go on, and you will have enjoyable sex again.
>>43066528The emperor is my father and I haven’t told him I failed a semester of school and owe them money. Thank you so much for your help. I’m at the end of my rope. My mother just made me cry
>>43066613THERE IT IS! That was the card that jumped out of the deck at the beginning of the first reading, and it seemed out of place.The problem with him is that you can sense that Emperor energy in him, but there are so many things holding him back that he ends up becoming a caricature of his own potential. Just look at how you describe him: someone with tremendous potential who’s slowly wasting away, sitting at home playing video games.As for the next three months, I do think he’ll feel guilty about how he treated you (5 of Pentacles). That guilt might even take a physical toll on him, eating away at him from the inside.The problem is that he’s still immature, so it may take him a while to fully understand what he’s lost. I think the first thing he’ll miss is the sexual side of your relationship (Knight of Wands + 8 of Wands). Only later will he begin to realize the opportunity he had to build something genuinely good with you (Ace of Pentacles + The Sun).Personally, I think this relationship has enormous potential (The Magician + Queen of Pentacles + The Empress at the bottom of the deck). But he needs to stop chasing instant gratification (8 of wands) and start putting in the work to build something real and lasting.
>>43066643thank you, i do see a lot of potential in him. i see tons. it's why i stuck it out so long. there was a point where i understood i was being abused, but i still just really wanted to help him, because i could tell he didn't mean it. he was just disregulated, but he refused to talk about whatever was bothering him. and that is just .... the death of a relationship. if you don't talk about your feelings, it will die. instead, he would do things like ignore me or tell me he didn't care about what i was going through, that he had enough on his plate, while he continued to just rot at his desk playing video games. but he has no job or anything, no friends, he doesn't go outside. computer, and sleep, computer, and sleep, computer, and sleep. that's it. what are you even so burnt out about?? ugh. i could've helped if he just talked to me. if he didn't like my helping, i could've adjusted. but he wouldn't even tell me that until after it was over. i'm struggling to miss him aside from the sunk cost fallacy. it hurts. and yea, that matches a cycle that we have had before. him leaving, me being broken, and then him running back to me in regret. i really do see a lot of potential in him and in us, like you say. i thought we was my sweet forever, my soulmate. but over the past few months, i just... i can't even recognize him. that's not my beloved, that's somebody else.this was a pretty sweet deal for him. he would get to live in the place of his dreams, get out of his shitty parents house in a state he hates. finally be able to express himself like he wanted. honestly, i would regret it. even if he doesn't wanna be with me, if i were in his shoes, i would've regretted at least not taking the help to leave that shithole. but oh well. it's too much trouble to get the fuck out of bed, i guess.what is your query, by the way? i have one more follow up, but i want to do your reading that i promised first.
>>43066643also, the way you say physical, that does worry me. he is a self harmer, and has threatened to cut when angry at me, even asking me shit like where i wanted him to carve my name in order to prove his loyalty. i don't want him to fucking kill himself or anything... but at the moment, i guess i just. i dont know. i'm apathetic, i guess. i tried so hard. maybe it's the fact that he was ignoring my feelings for so long, despite begging him to just consider me a bit more. is this what they call empathy burnout? i hate the word empathy, i feel like it's lost all meaning these days, but ykwim. my cup is empty.
