So, atm, my obsession with tentacles and tentacle monsters have greatly died down fortunately, but last year it was at its zenith so far since it suddenly started back in 2022. It felt like my soul or spirit had a deep itch that only tentacle content could scratch, so I would search up tentacle h3nt4i or something pg but tentacle loaded most of the day. I hardly even fapped to the tentacle p0rn, it just scratched that deep itch to look at it.Towards the end of this period of time, I found out that my name and nickname, Tommy/Buddy, is Gematricly linked to the phrase 'Tentacle obsessed'. It would be like if a dude very into MLP looked up Brony in Gematria, and saw both his real name and nickname was linked to it. It is weird and suspicious af. Picrel obviously.So my question is, what is the most likely paranormal/conspiratorial reason for this? I mean, I am rather sure it is not just a kowinkydink, something is afoot. Maybe I was just programmed to like it since my creation/birth, maybe demons, especially tentacled ones are screwing with me. Slight chance of MKULTRA connection too ig. IDK, I just would like to know what tf it was all about.Thanks in advance as always!
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>>43072129>uses a gay name>why am i gaylol
>>43072771I am asking about something most likely /x/ dingbat, if it was a gooner thread I would have added lewd tentacle pics. Thanks for the wall of anime girls ig
Imagine a beautiful woman's stomach rippling with digestion like a cartoon witch's cauldron, swallowing you, sloshing into her stomach, burp bubbles gurgling up and slamming out of her mouth at supersonic speeds
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>>43072983What does this have to do with this post?
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>>43072129Let me tell you... your obsession wasn't in vain because you revealed a lot of shocking revelations to me where I had unnatural pornagraphy kink where I didn't know where it came from. Once you revealed the tentacle raping demon I was beyond shocked and it made too much sense because I felt something was mentally raping and other people's minds that seemed like it was a tentacle but didn't know where it came from but know it does. Thank you for making us enlighten on it. Put up "Mind raping parasite" in gematria and you'll see prayer (prey). Here I think this will luminous you. https://youtu.be/gC8-FexsMpA?is=UiipFyFgm46g4buQ
>>43072129migga freaking out about that meanwhile my full name is "Mark of the beast" and "the time has come"
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>>43079635Last one these are all attached to my full name WTF
You have terminal autism and your mind was warped by anime.Many such cases, sad!
>>43079630My full name fetched weird results too. First was something about being loved, then it said God knew about how smelly I was(reference to a bad trait of mine), then it said life is a giant movie.
>>43079658So my autism made my name link to 'tentacle obsessed' in Gematria?
>>43079707No but your autism leads you to believe that jewish number "magic" has some sort of significance (it doesn't)
>>43072129Your name is not tommy, sheetdip
>>43079695>God knew about how smelly I was(reference to a bad trait of mine)Saar...
>>43072129Your life is basically a humiliation ritual - being a nigger and being named "Tommy"