why do other people get to be happy and i dont? why are other people allowed to win where i lose? does god hate me? am i cursed?
Focus on yourselfDon't look at others too muchEnvy is retarded
You are happy. You realized it just now while reading this.
>>43087968rephrase these questions like so>why do i get to be serene and content when others seem to be busy and outgoing?>why do we keep ignoring the previous winnings and let them rot and decay? >does god think me have become forgetful (demented?) from excess >>43087979really, why compare with anyone external when the richness is here, all around
>>43087968Happiness is a choice and you alone are responsible for yours.Resenting other people because they are happy is choosing to be miserable
Happiness is not a Choice when everything you do ends badly, and everytime your hope gets ripped away
>>43087968those who win are playing the game as it's meant to be played, or are allowed to win to taunt better people.Why aren't you happy anon?Happiness is a choice. Yes, shit piling up makes that hard but all things said happiness can only come from you.You have to decide that you want to be happy and just be happy.Genuine joy is in very limited supply in this world, so you have to find and make it for yourself. Happiness will not be given to you
>>43087968>get to beit's not a VIP room at a club, it's a personal mindset achieved through clarity and self-discipline >allowed to winconveyor belt theory is wrong, God doesn't pick winners and losers some get lucky, some unlucky, happiness is not a byproduct of either
i don't understand how i can just "choose" to be happy. my brain is on 24/7 noise and insecurity mode, it's literally just flashbacks of bad past events and random nonsense that i have no control over. life feels like a big joke im not in on
>>43087968What is happy? Do you know if it's something you even want? I just enjoy whatever comes. Even the suck ass shit. It's like an acid trip. Sometimes it's amazing peace and knowledge, sometimes it's 12 hours of fucking terror and time dripping away and you can't stop it. Fuck it.
Why not?