I'm tired of being nice/polite all the time when everyone else just acts like an asshole for most of the time. I was raised into being a nice person, but what's the point in a world where a mjprity of people aren't?Do nice people really get awarded? Do mean people actually get punished? I mean, what's gonna stop me for being the biggest jerk? Is being nice really in vain?Please, serious answers only.
>>43092167I don't have the time to go through the whole thing but if you're looking for an excuse to do bad shit with no consequence, or to do good so you can have a better life, you're on the wrong path. That self-serving attitude is destructive.What I mean by that is the entirety of life is built on strange loops. It's all physics. The internal logic of the entire universe is set in stone, creation is finished and constantly in motion at the same time. Like one of those cool trippy gifs.You have free will, which means you are free to do whatever you please, and others are free to punish or reward you as they please. The initial knee-jerk reaction to that information is a spiritual scream and tantrum followed by cacodemonic self-flagellation. Don't do that. Heaven and Hell are states of being, Angels are humans who have developed a moral, ethical system and embody the strength of will to stand against Devils. Your reward is your very being, and I don't mean that in a prideful, vain way. I mean you encompass yourself while a Devil is empty and starves for something to fill it, be it validation from others or a reward system of some kind.The defeatist idea that only evil people get rewarded and can get away with whatever they want is absurd and an idea seeded into you from a young age by constantly showering you with images of rich, powerful antagonists that good has to struggle against in numbers against a singular entity. This is a sort of propaganda to diminish the "armies of good" and cause friction with the idea of morality and ground you in a materialistic prison.The cube.
>>43092236ContinuedIn order to oppose evil you must embody good not just because you want or need to be rewarded, but because it's the correct thing to do. Very difficult to achieve when you're in the pits of hell, but all journeys begin with a step. It doesn't even need to be a dramatic or cathartic one. It can just begin with calm meditation and practicing self-reinforcing mantras. Not delusion, never delusion, but truth-seeking and acceptance while absorbing beauty and propagating it. I'm tired as fuck so I hope I'm making sense while my vision blurs. Materialism and its consequences are intended to drag you to hell with mighty weights. This is because the people propagating evil have performed rituals in order to "kill the connection to god" I.E. their consciousness. Whether you believe in God yourself doesn't matter, neither is their own faith, the fact remains they have done unbelievably horrific shit in order to suppress the conscience (their moral and ethical guidelines of humanity) embedded into them via physics and the development of what we all call "humanity". They severed what they believed to be a chain that kept them from getting what they want (their "reward") and it allows them to perform evil with a smile and feel good about it while you can't because you are still an Angel. You have morals. You know what's wrong and right simply by looking and outside stimulus cannot be trusted anymore.But it's always there. If you're human, you know what love is and you know it's worth more than any money the world can try to bribe you with. And it will try to bribe you. And it'll be temporary.The devil works in temporary contracts. And once the TIME is up, it's back in the CUBE you go.
>>43092249>I.E. their consciousness.conscience* I mean. They are arguably conscious though and it may feel like they aren't because you can tell these people are fundamentally not human at a glance because they will lack humanity.Anyway happy "All's Hallow" season (ruminate on that one if you want real horror) and I hope I didn't scare or depress you.Sweet dreams, don't sweat it, and enjoy each breath. True light is already there. It's in you.
>>43092167Karma is as “real” as your credit score. All it would be is a calculated metric (that you can’t verify or challenge) used against you by an authority figure (who you are also pressured into not challenging and cannot verify). It’s a tool of oppression. Also being nice isn’t being good. Kill yourself beta bitch.
>>43092167>Is Karma Real?Yes.>I was raised into being a nice person, but what's the point in a world where a mjprity of people aren't?Because its proper.Are you only "nice" because you expected a reward?>what's gonna stop me for being the biggest jerk?Nothing. Go ahead.you seem to think karma is about justice.that is wrong, and retarded, and comes from christians not being able to understand anything past sunday school.
>>43092167Yes. If you beat a fish to death the with a wooden club you will eventually get an aneurysm and *die*.
>>43092167>I'm tired of being nice/polite all the time when everyone else just acts like an asshole for most of the time.You're envious you can't be an asshole as well? That's...odd.
>>43093275It is more likely he is tired of being punished for being non-threatening.
>>43093390Yet the desire to be "threatening" and the seeking of acceptance by those "assholes" persists.Btw yes karma exists. Very few understand its true nature. It acts instantly and imperceptibly. Karma is not something that can be avoided, like a fool cannot help be the fool. Though a wise man seeks greater wisdom. It was never a punitive "don't do that because something bad will happen" but rather an understanding of universal law.
>>43092167Be the asshole you are meant to be.Sounds like you were never nice in the first place.
>>43093416>persistsOr maybe it was planted in him after dealing with said people.Though I just did reread the OP and I found I mixed it up with another thread. In this one he does not indicate what I interpreted at first, there is indeed an inclination to seeking being rewarded for the behaviour and not being mistreated in consequence of doing what is right.
I turned into a full asshole and won, despite people hating me for cutting them off of my niceness. When I was nice, people were constantly lying to me to try and con me out of a life worth living.
>>43092167 Think of Karma as a universal system of balance which works across your multiple lifes. So every 'concious' action aka acts where you employ your free will in your current life, is recorded into your ledger and universal ledger, and your higher psyche. After death, this is appended/normalized across with your past karma, and your next life condition (predetermined events and general life) is set according to balance out this ledger. And this works across thousands and millions of lifetimes, to move you towards whatever is the purpose of consciousness and the system. You are meant to experience everything, to understand what experience is. As a collective with the rest of humanity, and even beings beyond. It's a very complex and intricate system, not something we simple monkeys can comprehend to a high level (we just have rough idea of what it could be). It's not a simple good or bad idea that Western minds have wrongly simplified it to. And it is deeply connected to an even more complex and esoteric idea of Dharma, universal morals and duties as a conscious being (probably what you should be looking at).So feel free to do anything, but do know you'll also in one life face the other side. The more extremes you experience, the more extreme you'll have to go the other side. It might be a faster path (Occult, Tantric ways), but requires a lot of experience, understanding and guidance. With a high chance of going wrong and messing up your Karma and higher psyche in ways that are hard to recover from. High risk, high reward. That's why Buddha gave the middle path, the past of no extremes and the straightforward and 'easier' path to reaching the end of reincarnations. Or the paths of Bhakti that use higher entity help (Christian, Vaishnav), Yoga/Meditation (Shaiv, Zen) which is internal exploration through one's own being, and Knowledge/Wisdom (Vedanta, Gnostic).TLDR: YMMV
>>43092167no because its just indians way of explaining away the cruelty and unfairness of life. hindus and buddhists sincerely believe that child rape victims and people with physical illnesses deserved it because of hypothetical actions from hypothetical past lives. its also a way for their ruling priestly (brahkin) caste in their civilization to maintain order via religious threats. i grew up in a hindu cult and their religion and followers are insufferable. /x/ is full of nu hindus who finally escaped from abrahamic religion and become india worshipper super soldiers without realizing indians think white people are all mlecchas and that their religions tell victims that they deserve their suffering. i grew up in a hindu cult and as soon as i entered the adult world and got stuck in shitty minimum wage jobs full of bullies i realized very quickly that there is no karma and reality shows you that morality is not rewarded but strength or power is. i also learned that from being abused my whole fucking life by a dumb fucking hindu convert demonic sadistic abuser coward piece of shit. my father got away with everything he did to me my whole life. karma is both just a cope and also a means of maintaining control via threats. the strong feed on the weak, and life proves that very clearly. reality does not reward morality, just strength. goodness doesn’t protect you. if you let people who don’t care about being bad harm you, you will keep getting hurt as long as you allow that shit. i suffered so fucking much for so long because i was too cowardly and scared to stand up for myself because i thought doing something “bad” is wrong even if it’s to protect yourself. THERE IS NO MOTHERFUCKING KARMA. FUCK DHARMIC RELIGION AND THE CULT FOLLOWERS OF DHARMIC RELIGIONS WHO DESTROY INNOCENT CHILDRENS LIVES. AND FUCK ISKCON.
>>43093604this anon understands. >>43093604 reality is like a fucking gladiator pit. humans are basically just bugs in a fucking jar. being a coward and pushover my whole life and never standing up for myself fucking destroyed me.
>>43093809meant to reference >>43093788 first.
>>43093788>as soon as i entered the adult world and got stuck in shitty minimum wage jobs full of bullies i realized very quickly that there is no karma and reality shows you that morality is not rewarded but strength or power is.Reality is the best form of enlightenment. Thankfully, all my bullies had horrible things happen to them afterwards. Like that bitch Nicole, whose friends all got killed in terrible accidents. Or Brandon, who lost his leg. And Cynthia, who got deported to Mexico and lost her parents. And my father and sister, who never escaped poverty in the city. Thankfully, I escaped poverty once I wised up and realized that people are only worth what you can use them for.
>>43093788>because i was too cowardly and scared to stand up for myself because i thought doing something “bad” is wrong even if it’s to protect yourself. by the way this happened to me because i became a serious Buddhist at 18. and i have severe ocd which does NOT mix well with buddhist beliefs or any religion’s beliefs. Buddhism basically gives you the spiritual and i even think metaphysical version of muscle atrophy. it turned me into a total fucking coward and always being terrified of doing anything or trying to make myself happy because i think that life is completely predetermined and my “karma” will come anyway so ill just suffer anyway so theres no point trying to make myself happy. and whats the end goal of their religion when you study it seriously? to erase your own fucking existence. are you fucking kidding me? buddhism is fucking disgusting. I FUCKING WANT TO OVERCOME THAT SHIT BUT ITS SO DIFFICULT TO ARGUE AGAINST. IT IS ONE OF THE WORST RELIGIONS THAT EXISTS. Buddhism is the worst religion after abrahamic religions. i hate religion and human life. i also had a dream where i heard a voice tell me “Some people choose to be tortured in this life so that they have an advantage in the afterlife.” but I have no idea if that’s actually true or not.
>>43093822I hope my father gets locked in a coffin filled with bedbugs in the afterlife and gets eaten to death by them. I also hope he has to experience someone laughing like an evil child while they abuse him like he did to me. I also hope my piece of shit aunt has to deal with people scheming ways of how to abuse her more like how she did with my father. I also hope my father suffers the feeling of “helpless rage” to the full extent that he inflicted it upon me.
>>43093833i hate my life so fucking much. i was going to kill myself once when i was 12 and GENUINELY had the courage to do it, but i chose not to and to keep living. i regret it. i recently heard the term “cutting off your nose to spite your face” and that describes exactly how i feel about that decision. living a fucking pointless torturous life because i think maybe it will be good one day or maybe there will be some reward for it. in my case it’s just because i am genuinely too fucking terrified to ever seriously attempt suicide now, mostly because of my severe ocd that makes me terrified of what could happen after i die if i commit suicide. people who call suicide victims “weak” are so fucking stupid, they have no idea how terrifying actually contemplating suicide is. theres no way to know what happens after you die until you actually die and there are religions that threaten eternal torture or being reincarnated into a mentally and/or physically disabled person or a ghost etc. human life is just confusing torture. its funny how humans put dogs down when they think its too cruel to let them live when theyre sick but when it comes to ourselves its like “nooooo itll get better bro”. i’m only alive out of fear. i hate my life. i cant wait to finally die.
>>43092167>do nice people get rewarded?Lol no.A good conciousness maybe, but no physical rewards.
>>43093881Shut the fuck up you fucking pussy. Do it or just shut up.
