This is my fourth one thus far, 1.5g like last time, but easily the strongest trip yet. I try to see if it's really just me controlling it, like I'm split in two, but I can't really tell. Whatever it is is kind of blunt, stern, and a little sardonic, but also playful and guiding. It doesn't really feel "external" or "foreign", but at the same time it's like some kind of teacher or babysitter that wants to see me succeed but is kind of annoyed by the whole process.If this is basically "dialoguing with your subconscious" then it's not really what I was expecting.
>>43100102its stan your local dna deamon
>>43100102I warn you. I screamed at god accidentally on mushrooms, he cursed me for 7 years. Stop the mushrooms.
>>43100353But it's the only thing that got me to take a break from drinking daily after almost a year straight. Normally it's really eerie to think about my organs, how they're the only thing sustaining my material existence, and it's especially terrifying on THC, but today I felt this strong sense of harmony instead, and immense guilt that I've been disrespecting my body for so long, like my organs were almost anthropomorphized and kind of irritate with me. This thought came into my mind over and over, "CHOOSE LIFE", which sounds like a dumb platitude but in the moment it really had an impact on me. Every time I drink, every time I eat like shit, every time I sit around for too long, etc., I'm literally choosing death instead. All of this is obvious but it's like it reignited that spark for me.
>>43100102You were spittin with these niggas (they pretend to be one nigga).
>>43100567kek
>>43100102Consider it a "conversation" with the fungus.The mushroom is an entity that is interacting with your nervous system.
>If this is basically "dialoguing with your subconscious" then it's not really what I was expecting.For what it's worth, there are practices such as active imagination, Internal Family Systems, and I guess tulpas count where people explicitly dialogue with an other self that feels autonomous and has their own dialogue.I'm glad it's helped you choose healthy behaviors.
>>43100615Not op, but recently this other part of me reminded me that it's been here the whole time, silently minding its own business in the background. Pretty cool desu
>>43100599Even as low as 1.5g? It still kind of felt like me, as in I heard it as my voice and saw it as me in my mind's eye, compared to something that feels strictly external like a sleep paralysis entity I guess.
>>43100624Doses are relative to the person, the setting and your mindset going in are going to have major impact on the effects you get> It still kind of felt like me, as in I heard it as my voice and saw it as me in my mind's eye.That has more to do with the context your going into it with than anything else. If you take enough to experience ego death then that whole framework will seem kinda silly, but I don't know why your tripping, so...
>>43100623Like not on drugs? How did it happen?
>>43100623Literally schizo post >>43100102Talking to yourself on drugs is not paranormal. It's just you all the time. Look up either Jung's shadow or Freud's anima.
>>43100546I needed this really bad anon. Thank you.
>>43100830It's a part of me I used to talk to all the time and then genuinely for a long time forgot that it was even gone, and then it was like, "that's right man, chicks are crazy." That's exactly how I always used to talk to myself but I haven't for a long time. >>43100916Yep, I'm a schizo. Better than being a normie.
