(Get in here while you can)Drunk Wise Man HereDrunk Eyes Man HareI can teach you How 2 talk 2 god But the catch is you might go insane (this knowledge is forbidden mods may delete this thread)
>>43126076do tell
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/ApkalluPost unrelated
>>43126082OkSo get this reality It’s like an onion everything has layers All things are composites of other things And all things rhyme Beneath the text of life is the subtext of god As everything is god playing with itself trying to bait masters
Also the more connection links you makeIn the netter of your mind The bigger a web you cast To catch gods divine sub text
>>43126110You weave*Like two guys talking about a hot dog next to you Could have the keys to solve a long equation you’ve been stuck on
>>43126096ok thanks
>>43126129Np Fun Fact Hebrews still go by Every letter having a meaningand number En Riching their comprehension of language While most norms can’t even break down a word to its roots yet alone the numbers and glyphs
Who forbids Knowledge? So I can bitch slap them immediately. They can go fuck themselves.Is it gawd? I'll get all the Knowledge I want tyvm.
>>43126169Psychopaths and Second HandPsychopaths Sociopaths
>>43126169SAY G_D RIGHT NOW shabbos and shabbos goys owo
How do you get unstuck after decades of isolation and agoraphobia
>>43126208Immersion Therapy Like exercise small steps to big steps Consistency is keyIf you do something for 30days in a row you create a dopamine loop aka habit
What is your view on grape wine?
>>43126208I recommend walks then public spaces then active spaces like malls but whatever works for you as long as you build the skill of fighting the skill you’ve built >>43126234Probably the worst wine desu but I love it cause it’s what I was raised on and it’s abundant
Funny how our taste alters to our pleasure
>>43126248What’s your favorite wine?Also what do you think of the Goetic entities? Are they jinn? Demons?
I wonder if grape victims get grape fetishes because the pleasure alters thevile act And the fact that the act is vile creates an internal dialectic aka duality that feeds on itself Pleasure pain tragedy comedy
>>43126272>What’s your favorite wine?What ever if offered But there was this extremely buttery CB white wine I had with some cod that was other worldly I don’t even recall the brand or event just the vibe >Also what do you think of the Goetic entities? Are they jinn? Demons?Jin is Shin is Hinthis will help make sense of religion, which all comes from the same memeAny whoup thoughts are angels down thoughts are demons Matter I thought that evokes thought Go to a haunted house get scaredGo to a massage house get relaxedMeth Weed Dual thought voters provokersIt’s all about the space that makes you Which is ultimately choiceYou actually being everything and nothing playing the role of you Through nous genetics environment and logos thought
>>43126330Well, I should say genetics and environment invoke/subside to nous which invokes/subsides to logos
>>43126222>>43126248Thanks for the reply and I apologize maybe agoraphobia is not the word, I go out daily for walks, the occasional gym time and can handle conversation with strangers; and do so for my own health. However anything more than my daily tasks takes effort which to my probably mentally ill mind must be rewarded and if not will push me further into illness. I've gone to university where I believe this condition was solidified, stepping into the real world where my empathy and efforts where not returned in kind. I believe this is where I feel the word agoraphobia is appropriate, the embarrassment of putting effort of any kind whether to be a respectful and kind individual or strive for an opportunity, for it to be laughed at or returned with malice has made it feel naïve to interact with the world. And this has been the experience each time whenever I have gathered the will to change.I've reached the limit of what I in my current state can provide to those I care and am responsible for and feel I require something of the world in order to grow and be better myself. I know that experiencing that embarrassment again would be the end of me and a further burdening of those I care about. This has left me stuck in a daily routine since. I've found myself reaching out for miracles, for a solution to appear without effort but I fear this is just mental illness creeping up on me.
>>43126497Fallow my prior advice If you walk start mall walking Get out of your own head Practice meditation Learn to dissociate and play your self As a character Boo Hoo made up people luaghed at your made up act No one is real and nothing should be taken seriously Unless you want to cause that’s dynamic and “fun”
I want to emphasize this. No one is real. Everyone is playing a character.And no one actually knows each other they just project and reflect what they can
Cool thread OP.So if everything is God and I pray to, say, Jesus, Is the Jesus I picture and pray to in my mind a fragment of the real christian Jesus?
>>43126547So, I went to another side once and realized that my human self is just this temporary character I’m playing as. I have some kind of teacher or family school that is on the other side. I was a little sad to know that the people in my life are in the same situation and I will never see them (the human identities) again as they are temporary. Even if I meet their souls again I’m worried they might be dicks.
>>43126541>>43126547I've come close to this realization a few times as I've been meditating at night for the past couple of months, I consider the ability to dissociate to that sufficient degree as a reward for the efforts of meditation but as you said this could just be the logic of this character and not rooted in reality.I've had the thought of further retreating into my own head via astral projection/disassociation in order to "practice" being someone else and to cure myself of my deficiencies, the act of being fully conscious in a world you 100% without a doubt know isn't real seems to be the only thing that lets me break character at will.As you said the thought of none of this being real means I am already in my head so what would be the point of going a layer deeper.How would you go about solidifying this practice and letting go of ridged logic? Is projection an attainable goal or is everyone describing these experiences just larping for yous?This one is off topic but what do you think about the condition of visual snow?Appreciateyour thoughts as I rarely interact outside the people within my routine.
>>43126350Gotcha
>>43126350When you say "subsides" do you mean that Logos dissolves back into Nous, and Nous dissolves back into genetics and environment? Or that each simply ceases to manifest?
>>43126688He means that the cosmos dissolves into nous which dissolves into logos which dissolves into the one. Plotinus 101
>>43126637Yes and no>>43126663>How would you go about solidifying this practice and letting go of ridged logic?Repetition dissociation meditation idealization play the play >Is projection an attainable goal or is everyone describing these experiences just larping for yous?Yes and no you can but larps is the game >This one is off topic but what do you think about the condition of visual snow?Take psychedelics play wit your senses>>43126688I meant nous proceeds logos while adding and subtracting to it as logos does the same Pneuma being root of roots
>>43126712>I meant nous proceeds logos while adding and subtracting to it as logos does the same Pneuma being root of rootsDo you mean that Pneuma exists prior to genetics, environment, Nous, and Logos, generating all four? Or that Pneuma exists within all four as their fundamental substance?
>>43126750Yes
