For me. Not for you, maybe. I believe that, in truth, I was placed into this world to help navigate those who are more suited to properly handle and adapt to the evil that this world throws at you. There is without a shadow of a doubt, that evil, dark triad traits are rewarded while those who strive to be kind are actively looked down upon.Whether that is through people taking advantage of my naivety and bullying me as a result, or manipulating me in some way for their own gain. There are just far too many physical and mental conditions about myself since birth that have practically barred me from having a decent quality of life, not to mention the fact that I am not proud of the race I was assigned to at birth either. Now, this post may come off as something you'd read on /r9k/ but hear me out. I am actually very relieved because I believe that there is an afterlife, and that I will be rewarded for being the stool that people have stepped on so they can build the confidence and charisma to reproduce and contribute to humanity in some way. That won't happen for me; and I'm alright with that. I just know that there is little reason to believe I will be punished in the afterlife when I have been born with health issues that make life challenging to begin with. I plan on taking my life soon, but it has been nine years of suffering and every day I am seeing signs that my time on this earth was done and over with a very long time ago. I am not saddened by this realisation, as a matter of fact there is a happiness that I am feeling. A relief. How could I be evil?
You don't understand what this reality is about; it's all the flowing of in and out. let me tell you about your flowing of in and out and how it includes your reality. At this very moment your fingers are constantly inseminating and impregnating themselves, they're getting laid so to speak. The chair youre sitting on is constantly impregnating and inseminating itself, at the basest level. Now, what does this have to with suicide? Well, my friend, let me you about the flowing of in and out and how it includes your/anyone else's suicide; it all starts with the swing, let me show you. You mentioned race, it's the flowing of in and out, you mentioned that you're a stool, it's the flowing of in and out. Basically, all your problems are flowing of in and out. Most people don't realize this and get lost in surrogate thoughts and sentiments. It was implanted on them, like the insect's reality has nothing to do with the shape and color of the leaf he camouflages as, what people have now done is identifying their reality with the leaves, and with the camouflage. They're too dumb to realize the sentiments they've held over the years like "heaven" are just there for them to get by. It's totally not related to the reality of life, which is getting laid, and which everything else is a surrogate activity to. If you don't like the game "then you gotta check out" theory is one theory and it might be a good theory if you don't like the flowing of in and out
>heaven is unification with God>purgatory is where all souls go after death to be purified>hell is here thank you for your time
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>>43154593 I truly believe that Jesus Christ can help you. Just turn to him and things will start getting better in your life. I look back and realize that Jesus healed me and rewarded me. He shields us. It’s a fallen world, but he gives us the easy yoke. Hope you feel better and do not do it.
I've tried enough times that I don't believe in it, quantum immortality is real and trying it will just fuck your body up and make you dumber. You're never going to die as long as you're alive, it just don't work like that.
>>43154593>I am actually very relieved because I believe that there is an afterlifeWhy do you believe that?
>>43155859Pretty much. I don't think I'll ever experience the relief, until I'm truly happy. Then the irony would be too rich not to drop an anvil on my head.
>>43156075This may be a bit strange to say but I believe that things like depression and anhedonia are signs that your time in the mortal world has come to an end and these are clear cut signals that it's time to move on from the world to another plane of existence that is clearly calling for you.If the brain is no longer releasing enough serotonin for you to even do basic activities then I think that something on the other side is signalling to you that your time on this earth is done and that it's time to move on. Not dying at this point is just causing more unnecessary suffering for me.>>43154847>>43155821To be honest I really struggle to understand why God would allow his subjects to torment the weak among them and leave them with permanent mental scars, only for those mental scars to prevent them from becoming functioning members of society. It's one of the most biggest jokes a benevolent God can pull. It's almost like this planet is a place for demons to thrive. Maybe death is salvation itself.
>>43154593god just releases you into the world with a pure heart without knowledge about the evils bc god doesnt know evil, he trusts that by good-will alone you will eventually be victorious no matter how evil the world is, you will figure it out having that magical compass with you at all times, you will wise up to the wickedness eventually—naivete, child-like innocence are attributes of divinity which the devil tries to make look like an ineptitude or a handicap bc he knows only the world, he seeks to defile & break your will, just like the jews who are hardcore pragmatists, know how to navigate the material realm & are dumbfounded when god overrules all their laws & renders their petty plans futile—the are unshakable eternal laws god established, he doesnt care about any temporary man-made guidelines, ofc conflict arises once we encounter the atrocious order judaism has established over the millennia for itself, at first we might be confused & fall for it but god has always the last word—dont be deceived or impressed by the magnitude of the dark kingdom of the jews, its all mere worldly splendor, its all like nothing compared to the richness & vastness of heaven. god doesnt only exist he is hyper-existent, he doesnt emerge or fade away, he never came to be so he cannot be undone, all worldly kingdoms, even if they last for a million years are like nothing for him—
>>43156451Well the triune Christian God did originally create paradise, but the story of Genesis explains the fall. It is a fallen world, which is definitely why you are correct that sometimes the pieces of shit thrive. But God didn’t make it intentionally a good place for evil people. That’s just a consequence of our separation from him. But you can fix this quite easily in your own life. Just give it a try. Say a prayer sincerely, Why not try it? You’ve got nothing to lose
>>43154593>I have been born with health issues that make life challenging to begin with.Or the zapped you, and never admitted to it. That's what they did with me. I think they are Muslims. Sick sly faggots. A lot of problems are down to that. Really, they just want you to have small hands. It's a gay cuck thing. But it messes with your co-ordination, and spatial awareness too. And they will never admit to it. That's how Britain is. They induce premature birth too. Sick people.
>>43154593The world is shit.Most of your suffering is from not accepting that.You sense that you "deserve justice" and THAT feeling causes your anguish.Suicide doesn't solve thing. Suicide is just an error. You "solve" things by seeing the world is an illusion and not get much involved with it. You also need to see your wrongdoers as part of this illusion and trapped in this illusion themselves. Also "you" are here because fundamentally you're Will, and Will wills things. To deliver yourself out of this world you need to deal with that Will. Suicide will just affect the manifestation of that Will (your body and mind). The Will itself will keep going and find another way to manifest back into Nature.
>>43157091An autistic German man drunk on eastern bullshit. lol.>will manifests itself in realityLol
>>43157108The Will is the reality. It's manifestation is just the second degree illusion.But by your comment I know you're not interested in serious discussion so I will not lose my time.
>>43155821Christcucks can eat their own cum
>>43157119There is no free will on this loosh farm
>>43156451mental scars build character. have fun in samsara brother.
>>43157091>You sense that you "deserve justice" and THAT feeling causes your anguish.Could it not simply be that I am in anguish because the world is shit? """""""Accepting""""""" that its shit literally does nothing. Just because you can't do anything about something doesn't magically mean you ignore all its flaws and agitations because "you just gotta accept it :)". Not getting involved is just escapism, which is just another coping mechanism.
