>Be me circa 2021>Agnostic but in a stage of life where I question absolutely everything>Our origins, our history, our purpose, the nature of conciousness, time, what this world actually is...everything>Le spiritual stuff starts to happen >Won't go into specifics but its the usual life being bombarded by synchronicites, dreams, feelings, strong intuition, sudden understanding of complex concepts>Every coincidence that happens in his period propels me forward in a very positive way, so many 'right time right place' moments>Every seemingly small piece of sudden understanding compounds knowledge of a bunch of different fields >Creativity is up, learning new things come easy, feel as though I'm in a near constant flow-state, as if walking on air>Worry I'm crazy for a little bit, until I have shared experiences with people I love, intuition is tested etc>Doing the classic 'same lesson learned many times' thing and honestly having a ball with it>In the space of a few months I go from spiritually very quiet to third eye fully open
>>43180903However>Occasionally dream and have a sense of being watched/interacted with by... people? Personalities at least>I can't see them, but its almost like conversing with a person behind a veil, you can sense their emotional outline >Some are giving advice and seem to be guiding me through whatever this is>Part of me unsettled by the fact I don't know who these 'people' are>Angels helping me? Demons doing demon shit? Literal aliens? Trickster spirits? >Who actually are they? What are their intentions? I have no clue, and I can't ignore the questionAnd so>I pretty much say 'tell me who you are or I can't trust you'>'No'>'How can I trust you if I don't know who you are?'>'We're disappointed you don't recognise us'>and they leave>synchronicites come to a half, flow state evaporates, things really really slow down>Its still happening but at a very slow pace. Have a feeling I'm still being observed but in a less focused manner Several years later I feel like I'm eating the crumbs left from the meal I rejected. Part of me is happy I listened to my intuition even if it means I 'lose out', another part if me wonders what would have happened if I just trusted them
They were probably just astral parasites eating your loosh, you banished them but the anxiety from their absence is causing you and your higher self to become less in synch. Spend some time meditating on them, ask yourself what you think they were and what you could objectively tell about them. Ask yourself in what direction your higher self was trying to guide you in. You don't need other personalities to tell you that.
Keep listening to your intuition. Most people aren’t able to reach that level of divine connection. Don’t worry about what the observer wants from you, just follow your intuition and the steps to keep getting guided. It is whatever you want to name it, asking it who it is won’t bring answers and you already know that. You aren’t being guided by an entity. You are following a thin trail of dust floating around us that leads to knowledge. Your brain is programmed to question things. However when something feels like divine intervention you need to not suspend disbelief. become an observer. Your ego is why these events have slowed down. The guide isn’t offended you questioned it, it is just unable to communicate at a high capacity with someone who doesn’t believe in it. Call it the collective consciousness, call it the will of God, or even call it Christ. I have had your experience too. I found a way to connect with it and let it flow between me and anyone I interact with. I just didn’t want to do it anymore because it felt way too powerful and I was questioning my sanity. On top of that I was losing my personality. I truly feel like you can turn it off and on like a light switch. The easiest way is sit straight, relax your hands by your thighs, do not move your jaw, only speak or think when you are moved by a divine intuition. If you’re mid sentence and realize you’re not speaking with divine intuition stop talking. Focus on your heartbeat. If it gets too fast you will automatically take a deep breath. A bit of weed can help sometimes. When you talk to someone look at their left eye first and move to their right eye next. You will see how it casts a spell on them… as if it their frequency is being changed to match yours; while yours is matching the divine. You can ask it questions, but if you shrug off its answers the connection cuts off
>>43180903been there done that got the t-shirt.yeah, some part of you wasn't ready else you'd not be saying all that now.don't worry, there are others who've rejected the call.all you have to do now is practice radical acceptance that your life peaked. all that is left now is the unfolding of where you are now.so on one hand the opportunity once open to you is gone and will never return this lifetime.on the other, another, albeit limited opportunity awaits. your spirit guides will return to guide you in a different direction. don't despair, to exist is a gift.
>>43180903Not good entities. Anon if a caveman showed up in New York City and a millionaire helped him adjust it would be MUCH easier than going it alone, but is the millionaire actually a good guy? Maybe not. Don't take the fact that said beings have real abilities too seriously, they are native to that realm but it is as diverse and prone to corruption as here is. Figuring it out by yourself it well worth it in the end for one simple reason. If you take help from those beings the abilities you gain are not truly yours and can be taken away at ANY time if you don't do what they want. If you learn by yourself it is yours and yours alone.>>43181109Framing something mean in nice language doesn't change the fundamental meaning. Luckily it isn't true in the way you are implying. It's never too late, and frankly anon actually passed his first test, not failed it.
>>43181223false hope for something impossible leads to resentment.it's a mathematical certainty. timelines close as one makes choices and ages.you are allowed to feel and think that way if you wish.
>>43180906>I pretty much say 'tell me who you are or I can't trust you'>'No'>'How can I trust you if I don't know who you are?'>'We're disappointed you don't recognise us'>and they leaveno benevolent, loving entity would behave like that.
>>43180906>Several years later I feel like I'm eating the crumbs left from the meal I rejected. Part of me is happy I listened to my intuition even if it means I 'lose out'careful, you are the prize. they dangled a carrot infront of you, a novel way of life and then when it went awa you felt a lack.but understand this: they came to you, not you to them.this is crucial. you are the highest creation, everything revolves around you, the avatar of God. dont get tricked into dependency on others.also never ever betray your intuition. it is much deeper and much higher rooted jn the cosmological mental planes across which youe body exists and strerches through, higher than the astral realm from where these beings, good or bad, influence people.intuition beats everything else.you did well. your "loss" is artificial and NOT to be mourned. you are the prize, act like it. no fear nor reverence of any created thing!
>>43180903>>43180906One of the things I have learned from communing with my divine spark is that I cannot always tell if I am talking with the divine or if I am constructing a conversation in my head. And what I have been told in this manner is that if at any time I find I have doubts, then I am not speaking with the divine. In the times when I have not had doubts, I have had some predictions revealed to me which have subsequently come true, in some cases matched to an exact month. I would say that if you do not innately feel that you can trust the entities you are talking to, then they are not trustworthy.
>>43181238>My unsupported claim is a fact and yours is a false hope based on pure feelings Lol, lmao even
>>43181257No they wouldn't. The forces of evil are always looking for greedy yesmen that don't ask questions though.
>>43180903>synchronicitesThere's nothing spiritually valuable about those.
>>43180903Have you ever heard of the dark night of the soul? It's extremely common for an initial ecstatic period following initiation to be followed by a long period of spiritual deprivation. That initial period of euphoria and giftedness is just to draw you in, to initiate you. Now you have to prove you deserve it. Then you'll be ready to be a proper adept.
>>43180903>>43181259>>43181278Intuition is the most important psychic ability and any path that would have you ignore it in order to paradoxically advance your psychic abilities is 100% a false path.
>>43181314Honestly yea, I still sometimes pay attention to them but I have heard from multiple people who have followed them (and I am talking about big ones not wishful thinking) for a long time and it's a dead end. To be clear Spirituality ISN'T a dead end but the woo woo new age synchronicity trust the process stuff is.
>>43180903you sound like a faggot
>>43180906They were you idiot.
>>43181259We are all emanations and a atars of God Anon. There is no prize to be won. You ain't special, I ain't special, no one is special. If everyone is special, the no one is.
>>43180903God, Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit are real.>>43176831
