I think I'm developing schizophrenia and probably (hopefully?) going to die soonIt feels as though I'm being prepped for death
Just stop being a schizo retard.If your brain wants to introduce you to magical imaginary characters then just say no.If the TV talks secrets to you just say no.You can consciously object.
I call me a NPC, I don't got a favorite movie, I don't use to see movies or videogames, I just really like one but...
>>41694606maybe ur sicksome diseases feel like schizo + doommaybe low oxygen, maybe to much CO2, maybe an infection
OH NOoOoOo really sorry, I'm stupid and got two windows open.Don't hear any of these weirdos, go to a psychiatrist, youre not dangerous or something, just maybe maybe got sick
>>41694606Please don't die, please live on. Try getting some medical professional help maybe and ask family or friends for help. Thank you, and good luck anon.
How do I know if I’m becoming schizophrenic
You don't know, that's the beauty of this ilness.
>>41695827just don't play into the 'schizo' quirky thing.actually believe what you are saying instead of doing the 'quirky' bit.
>>41695827don't let yourself be pulled in by Normie narratives of you being 'le heckin quirky insane'.just stay calm and actually believe what you are saying.
if you see something and you think it might be a hallucination take a picture. same with audio take a video. If you can hear it in the video it was in meatspace, if you didn't it was something else. If it's something else you're gonna have to look at your other behaviors (paranoia, isolation, etc) and see if those line up with schizophrenia. sucks to have it I hope you're okay.
You're watching scooby doo and driving around with your windows down. Not simultaneously but that could have something to do with it.
while going for a walk yesterday evening, i heard something darting around in the shadows, very clearly following me. i started walking elsewhere to test, and it was then that i noticed splatters of a shiny black liquid all over the roads and sidewalks. i followed the stains until i came upon a house which was downright surrounded by the stuff.ever since i got near that house, i've been having auditory hallucinations and headache sensations that i can only describe as my brain soaking in bleach. i looked up if it was possible to induce such things from a distance, and it turns out it is. in the 1960s, a man named Alan Frey discovered that hallucinations could be induced via microwave radiation. he called it the "microwave auditory effect". i did a quick sweep outside the next day to see if i could find out where if any of this MAE tech was being used on me. i noticed an unfamiliar red truck parked one house down from mine. at first i assumed it was just someone's guest, but it then occurred to me that was the same truck i had seen parked at the house with all that black goop.i know this makes me sound psychotic, so for context, there is a military base very close to my house, and almost everyone who lives here works there - including two people who live with me. i could stake out that house, but i'm afraid of being arrested. i also thought it might help to have a peek at my roommate's classified work laptop to see if i could find some leads, but it has a webcam which cannot be turned off. i don't feel like getting arrested nor ending up in Guantanamo Bay for fucking with classified data. but idk wtf to do at this point. the hallucinations are unbearable and clearly connected to that house. i don't know if i was just exposed to some toxic chemical or what. does anyone know what it could be?
>>41691242>early 2000sIndeed. Maybe earlier. I don't remember when I first saw those ads, though.
>>41680592Next time bring a lighter and see if the black liquid is flammable or explosive in any way. There are also simple kits you can buy to test it. Try that before you approach anybody or put yourself in a compromising position. You'll sound more credible after ruling things out and having a better idea of what it is or what it might be if and when you talk to somebody about it. Anyways, the reason I bring up the explosive angle is it gives you a reason to be legitimately concerned without revealing your speculations.
>>41698464I just found an explosive species of mushroom 0x0Tell me how to do science
>>41680612a lot >>41680774lowkey miss this lil nigga like u wouldn’t believe
Damn, thanks for reminding me how good bleach smells.
Kyle hereGoing to have to concur with the CIA estimate that the aliens will reveal themselves in 2027.
okay now tell me what stan kenny and cartman think
>>41701199Thanks, Kyle
>>41701199I didn’t ask.
I was just doodling and trying to see what I could find."Escape vectors" is just what I called reaching 10 within a 9 sided polygon, it's not supposed to be (that) deepThe Second Law of Thermodynamics says systems naturally progress towards a state of maximum entropy, or disorder, which is often described as equilibrium. You either believe in God or gravity.
>>41699094BUMP, WE SHOULD HAVE AN ALTSCI/FREE ENERGY GENERAL
>>41699094sorry anondid you want to make a good thread?HERE?https://youtu.be/48z8BtS__a4
is there a reason gingers don't have souls?
>>41699656the irish are still rh+. i'm talking about the native british ones. red + pale skin seems to be a color option native brits have, but rh- gingers seem to be an entirely different specie. some say they're from underground earth.
>>41699335>is there a reason gingers don't have souls?red hair in the past was associated with jews
The seamstress of time never intended for time to be a blood splotched mess. All likeness of man is shown in God; as the concept of a mirror is inept to man. So in the reflection of baseless form (pinpricks of unending growth) their necessity to form requires a growing agent. This agent is the shadow of GODS(The stars). A body with ginger hair cannot survive in the lapse of sunshine so it cannot have a soul. What I mean is ginger hair is a mistaken identity of The God's misgiving. Only a soulless form can emerge from red stars.
>>41699335Genotypy
>>41699335>>41699335Maybe it's the recessive genes that they have that causes them to recess their very soul
how do i use the powers of chaos magick kabbalah and the sitra achra to get my big tiddy goat onee-sama who will turn me into her sheep little brother and make me sleep in her bed on scary rainy nights and consensually molest me? asking for someone else's tulpa that goes to another high school...
>>41701114give me the spell right now you schizo fucks!!!
>>41701114>he thinks he can SUMMON and COMMAND demons at the same timelmao, it is impossible.Summoning demons means wanting to be controlled by one.Commanding demons is a form of exorcism.In any magic system, they are opposites. Perhaps in some Tantric forms both can be done at the same time, but that aligns more with the field of tulpas and other dream creatures than with standard demonology.
>>41701114>chaos magick kabbalah and the sitra achraIt sounds an awful lot like you're trying to use the wrong things. It's like asking how you can use a screwdriver to hammer in a nail. You'd want something more involving evocations or actual summonings. Kabbalah is for Jewish autists.Also, your request is stupid.
>>41701376>It sounds an awful lot like you're trying to use the wrong thingsso what are the right things then mr smarty pants? >your request is stupidwho's the bigger fool the fool or the fool who (you)s the fool?
>>41701376>so what are the right things then mr smarty pants?>You'd want something more involving evocations or actual summonings.Just how little do you know of magic?
>>41697221thread theme https://youtu.be/yqIQvE5R1tU?si=suMAXP8drUKo1KBG
>>41698575>not knowing about the 52hz whale
>>41682683Comb Jelliehttps://youtu.be/PPIZfZ9Mu4g?si=1bgRVfvFem630d0d
>>41670928There's some old relics and artifacts from the lost colony of Roanoke buried under outer green island just northeast of ocracoke NC
>>41670774Kek
Spritual bros what the fuck awaits us ??
I've heard out there ppl on social media saying it's a 1 year (2+0+2+6=1), so it's about beginnings and new winds will blow. Kether or something. Honestly, I'm coping
>>41700211
>>41700211Liberation
>>41700819What even is that logic kek2+0+2+6=10 mod 10=0
>>41700802my boi xXluc1f3rXx bout to be back on the streets
you guys are so cute, I can't even. go ahead and get silly wif ur questions you can't mess it up.
>>41698569its ok to feel like an horrific faggot. even the best of us do it on occasion in traffic. What's bothering you tonight, tiny potato?
>>41698560Oh hey, it's red flag Anon from the red flag factory! Welcome! Wow, look at all those giant red flags! Fascinating. I'll watch you from way over here. Keep your distance please lol
Why would an enlightened being behave so patronizingly? What makes you think you're better than us?
>>41698560>enlightenment is larping on /x/ with an amazing attention whore threadkys
>>41698560I've nothing to ask, just something to observe. Things are nice aren't they? Then again, that is subjective depending on where you look yeah? However, when we look at various comparisons, what really makes them nice vs not nice? Is it the subjective of our perspective, or simply the observation of the one in the moment? What if misery is the utility of the observer? Alien as that seems to observers like us, one must ponder it no? Are things nice? Are they not nice? Perhaps the question is irrelevant; because things simply are, and that is fine within Itself. To humor you however friend, I will ask you something. "What is the name of the water in my glass?" I see it as many things, dinosaur, bird, dog, man, I see it as cloud drop, snow, ice, sea, lake. I see it as atom, molecule, quark and gluon. I see l'eau, wasser, agua, aqua; Yet, ah, I'ven't a name for what it actually is. Perhaps you could help me in this yes?
Clowns are demonic. When you dress up as a clown you dress up as a demon. Our ancestors did it to channel their power(face paint, bizarre mask, stupid dances). Throughout history Jesters have held high positions. The Wild card or The Fool always stands out or changes the game in some way. The first clown was associated with Freemasons. The circus was started by Freemasons. Every few years there's a clown that captures the world's imagination(Pennywise, Joker, Harley Quinn, The Amazing Digital Circus, etc).It's a clown world.
>>41698662That's a binou shrine. That word is the Hebrew origin of Benjamin.From Wikipedia regarding Nommo:The Nommo or Nummo are primordial ancestral spirits in Dogon religion and cosmogony (sometimes referred to as demi deities) venerated by the Dogon people of Mali.[1] The word Nommos is derived from a Dogon word meaning "to make one drink." Nommos are usually described as amphibious, hermaphroditic, fish-like creatures. Folk art depictions of Nommos show creatures with humanoid upper torsos, legs/feet, and a fish-like lower torso and tail. Nommos are also referred to as "Masters of the Water", "the Monitors", and "the Teachers". Nommo can be a proper name of an individual or can refer to the group of spirits as a whole. For purposes of this article, "Nommo" refers to a specific individual and "Nommos" is used to reference the group of beings.[2
>>41697191What are jannies?
>>41697067Sounds familiar.
>>41698670Mermaids are real...
>>41697067before that stupid movie clowns were childrens entertainment and it was a viable career for many high school dropouts
>Chugs kratomAlright, it's esoteric time!
sorry anons beat you all to it
>>41696788How is this thread still getting bumps? Did everyone on this site fucking retarded?
>>41700762just your mom is getting bumped
>>41700762:3
I had enlightenment for a brief period 15 years ago.I'll fight you to get it back.
>>41700762this shit is also over at /tg/. just glowies and troons trying to kill this website by making it lame
Do it, tell the bastards to contact me, I'll call them all faggots and scare them away with my willpower. I fucking hate filthy creatures that dare mess with humanity.
>>41698001>broccoli-hair saitamafuck this gay earth
They practically removed all trace of the magus man dead archons meme from search results who has it?
>>41698001what the fuck is the point of this thread. don't post this gay shit again faggot.
>>41698001>one-push manSounds legit. One thrust and you prematurely ejaculate your friend’s colon. Amirite?
>>41698001K' gonna call my demon bros to trap you in hell dimension for eternity, is that cool?
there are way too little known slavs who where /x/ schizos. you have like rasputing, dugin and thats it. even gurdjieff was greek/armenian
>>41699349yeah I know they are all retarded grifters did you seriously expect an American like me to learn the language and integrate into other cultures just to see their most high quality schizo brainrot memes?
>>41699379Yes, because you have nothing better to do in life, so at least you learn a new language and culture.There are worse languages/cultures to learn.
>>41699379Fair enough. Im not sure if "schizos" are worth looking into since theyre just either mentally ill or uninteresting. Dugin for example is just a guy who was bizzarely elevated to a very high status by western MSM through a domino effect of sensationalism. As for modern "schizos" we have Mikhail Zadornov who makes really funny we wuz kangz hypotheses about Russian lingustic etymologies. Another one is Aleksei Dobrovolsky aka "Dobroslav". He was one of the founders of Russian neopaganism and a typical 4channer who saw jewish hands everywhere. He may have been picked and egged on by jews to discredit paganism as schizobabble. In terms of urban legends theres the Kyshtym Gnome, for example. Mummified remains (probably a miscarried baby) were found at a dump in Kyshtym in the dark 90s. Only an elusive photo remains. It has since become a meme-urban legend and there are little ironic festivals dedicated to the ""alien"" Kyshtym dwarf
>>41699457Dobroslav is legit and pretty based.It's Chudinov who was egged on my jews to discredit paganism as schizobabbleChudinov shows photos of ancient sites, claiming to see "hidden" or "invisible" ancient slavic runes on them. Despite squinting as hard as I can, I could not see those runes.He also built up some kind of alternate history that sounds like an Ancient Aliens fanfiction.https://www.deviantart.com/vanga-vangog/art/Step-aside-turboslavs-Chudinov-is-coming-806637199
>>41699457since become a meme-urban legend and there are little ironic festivals dedicated to the ""alien"" Kyshtym dwarfSo the ayy lmao of the east? Nice. I believe its probably Zadornov who inspired the amazing 40k fanart that surpasses even SS logan paul and KSI yakub in its brilliance.Since I've gotten to see so much kino in this thread here one of my favorite cryptids from my country America, its more famous these days but it's very based. "The squonk is of a very retiring disposition, generally traveling about at twilight and dusk. Because of its misfitting skin, which is covered with warts and moles, it is always unhappy ... Hunters who are good at tracking are able to follow a squonk by its tear-stained trail, for the animal weeps constantly. When cornered and escape seems impossible, or when surprised and frightened, it may even dissolve itself in tears.""Later retellings included that squonks were slowest on moonlit nights as they try to avoid seeing their ugly appearance in any illuminated bodies of water. In addition to warts and moles, the creatures were given webbed toes on their left feet.[4] "I see this creature in the mirror everyday, so they are real.
