What do you 3D model for anon senpai?No this is not a doomer thread telling you to stop doing that, if you're doing it that's great, seriously I'm happy for you, don't let AI niggers tell you otherwise.Personally, I'm drowning myself in this endeavour because of how cringe the world around us is, there's a deep sense of dissatisfaction with the way things are in general (personal life, entertainment, job market, the internet) that I prefer retreating into my own little lala land instead. Too weird to be around normal people, and too normal to be around the modern internet-going crowd: everytime I see some cocksucker repeat the same trite fucking meme like they're a human bot or someone post AI dogshit I'm this close to getting an aneurism, I'm not even 30 and I already feel so far behind modern trends nor do I have any desire to engage with them. It's a state of limbo, it's not terrible but not great either, a comfortable dissatisfaction.
>>1017019I just 3d modeled this lil rat to cast into a bell later for my friends motorcycle. Life will always be dissapointin. Sometimes you just gotta tune it out. And honestly problems that deep require either time or the willingness to become uncomfortable. Im still failing myself everyday. I lie to myself everyday. I set unreachable yet simple goals. Everyone has a why it seems. But im still trying to piece together mine. Build a dream... Something worth waking up for that noone can take away from you because god knows theyll try.
>>1017019I want to make games with my best friend. We're both not too far from 40. I've got a 'comfortable' corporate career as a business analyst type, he's a bigshot at startups and those smallest companies running squads of devs or something. We had fun when we did a gamejam, and we'd both much rather be just following the old passions and making games. I've got some 'side hustle' artistic history, but that's all 2D. We're both learning blender at the moment. I don't care how achievable the dream is, I'm satisfied working towards it and making a little progress each day. >>1017021That looks good/horrifying.
>>1017084Similar but no friends. also my job isn't comfortable. Basically I'm almost 40 and trying to make games
>>1017019fun easily entered hobby which is rewarding and has near infinite stuff to learn, combines technical autism scratching with artistic conceptsnaturally i use these skills to make porn
>>1017084hire me
im an 3d artist and do a beta content restoration mod for a game with an programmer which is somewhat well known and covered by journalists. i've created multiple characters and infrastructure, props and devices, weapons, tons of level design and the stuff. i want to get it out this year after 2 years development.
>>1017019I've been getting started in Blender for the shit of it. I do more illustrations and animations, but it's something I ought to do more of. I'm proceeding through tutorials and I'm happy with blindly following along.>I prefer retreating into my own little lala land instead. Too weird to be around normal people, and too normal to be around the modern internet-going crowdI'm in the same boat. If you want to chat come to #lolwut on rizon.
>>1017019Sculpting is fun, and it's something I have an affinity for I can't say the same for most things in life
