An amount of disgust and HATE that i never felt before. The amount of sadistic fantasies that i have developped. I never EVER felt this raw revulsion towards something that i have made.This is my first character model in blender and i have no words to describe how much i want to hurt it.I want to create and AI for this body, give it emotions just to know that it suffers. I want to torment it, i want to trap it in a house of psychological horror. Just imagining the AI's response to pain, it simulating human emotions of despair and sadness brings me great satisfaction.I want to punish what my hands have made, i previously made bad art but this is different. I created something that i want to exist just for the purpose of it suffering eternally. I want every artifical fiber of this rot to fry and be reseted to suffer again and again with no comfort and no body to relate to. I want it to know that it's suffering, i want the artifical system to scream in agony with each tearing stimulation on it's vertices.Anyways, i'll probably adjust some proportions and watch tutorials uwu
>>1017599meds + skill issue
>>1017599You can kill, maim and torture the next best thing: yourself.
>>1017602Not until you make a donut
>>1017599I'll penetrate your little pink bussy with my BWC and listen to your sharp screams of agony with my right ear, until it's torn, bleeding and preventing you from ever sitting down again in your life.
>>1017655>pink bussyHot but I'm indian uwu
>>1017638fuck!
>>1017638>donut tutorialsure... i totally wanted to learn how to make a donut, it's completely integral to my creative vision, unlike making ps2 style human characters or anything, nope, donuts are what's important
>>1017599Brighten up there sunshine or you are gonna turn into sum kind of corpse face paint tryhard when you grow up.
I mean, it looks fine to me. Geometry is a little fucked on the vertical equator, but I like it. Not flawless, definitely try again, but it's good for a first attempt.>>1017666>indianFucking EW! You're the reason our world has gone wrong, filth.
>>1017729Yeah, the donut meme isn't really necessary. I've never done it, never needed to do it. Make what you want. This is art, not a job.