>be me>born in poor country>get a college degree in in bba because almost half of youths in country is doing it>wanted to get in finance but have to get into commercial banks and then get recommended for investment banks>get a 3months internships in commercial banks>people working there are literally the most miserable people i have ever seen>they advice me to go to some western country and settle there for better life>almost all my friends and classmate have the same idea>talk to my parents and now i am in vancouver canada doing mba as international student>find out things here are much worse>almost all people here are in debt of some kind and poor>no good job prospect as everyone sees i am earning degree is from some diploma mill and automatically reject>rising anit-immigration on top of all this>think about writing books for living as i have always been interest in literature>not really sure about this decision>asked a friend who lived here for 4 years on what to do and he said he didnt know either and that he will be leaving canada for usa next year.>i really just want to settle in a good, developed country and have a stable career but i don't see that happening anytime soon>idk what to do now?