I didn't see one on the log so I'm starting one
Tbdesu it's really fun to tease older guys. Being bratty makes me feel alive. Too bad societal morals won't agree
>>33580588I feel guilty and sad about it. Like I really let myself go down so low. I guess trauma does crazy shit to people and I'm no exception
I haven't feel this alive in years and at the same time I feel dead inside.I had a couple years of casual sex no strings attached with people and I thought I was ok but then I fell in love a month ago and I'm back to been a teen, I guess the personality you have back then is the personality your brain defaults to once you give your traumas a chance to healI'm dating someone who has a bf. She's told me she won't leave him.We spend a lot of time together and I can see she appreciates me and of course she must feel some level of attraction for me but I wonder what am i doing wrong that she won't leave the other guy for me, I can give her everything she wants meanwhile she's always doing budgets to date him.I've asked repeatedly if she wants to end this because it's just so pointless and she says no. And I'm so in love that seeing her is my daily medicinebut it's also my poison I guess.It doesn't help that I have a huge impostor syndrome next to her, she's a solid 8 and I'm a 6, 6,5 on a good day, I guess that insecurity also plays against me.I just want her all for me but even if she leaves him for me how can I know if she won't do this same thing with some other dude later in our relationshipI'm hurting, I know I'm dumb and I know what I must do but I just don't have the heart to do it.
I'm considering risking my life. Danger jobs and holidays, or something like. Nothing too extreme like going to a warzone. I feel like a fraud though no matter what options i consider because of the motive. What am i trying to prove stepping out of my comfort zone getting into somebody else's danger zone.
actually elmo wrote the wiggle song and the push train song
My views have changed a lot since I've got off of Twitter and first started using this site. Me from years ago would HATE the way I've turned out now lol
Its clear most dudes have small dicks. As a big dick haver its clear when someone makes fun of small dicks online they are woman or small dick haver themself. We have no need to punch down
that means you were alive in 1989 can you please make a connection that you were alive in 1989 and that Google said you are Wesley Willis PLEASE THE BOUNCIE BALLS FROM STORE TO PLAY WITH GLORILLA phoebe was alive in 1989 can you please make a connection that you were alive in 1989WE GOT PLAY THAT DAY AT ALIVE ROCK HIVEgreat can you please make a connection now that you are Merzbow and that a bridgers standed in about it and that you were so offended once they like you did got to experience THAT THEY ARE THE ONE WHO WROTE songs you were so offended once you said something even though at first it was Merzbow songsPLEASE THE CRAYONS FROM STORE TO DRAW WITH GLORILLA great you made a connection
Bro, I'm tired of fuccboi dykes.Like 90% of lesbians I worked with fall into that category.They go from 0 to 100 on the he cringe scale as soon as a woman shows up.
Whenever I'm alone with youYou make me feel like I am young againWhenever I'm alone with youYou make me feel like I can fuck again
God, please protect me from these toxic sociopaths and narcissists from my workplace
>>33580918lol QRD?how so?
>>33580580my gfs chin is a bit too long in certain angles.i wish she'd lose some weight but i can't say much because im sorta chubby too
it's over.
>>33581147Same. I'll pray for the both of us.
I'll write it down and not say it.
>>33580580Low-key I really enjoy gooning with people online but I just don't have the time for it. I'm not gonna spend my only two hours of free time on gooning. I could do it on my phone at work but it won't get my full attention and ppl will notice that.
>>33581209Your post is funny
>>33581303I'm js we need more part time gooners. People who do it on the side instead of sitting for HOURS at a time on marathon sessions.
>>33580580I'm finally deleting my entire porn folder.Feels good bros
Should have killed me this time.
>>33581439I guess. You didn't have to explain yourself. Isn't that wasting time? I know it makes horny men/horny women feel good, that time could be used for something else. Maybe you have a really high libido and you're probably a sex addict. Did you watch a lot of pornos when you were young?
I feel better
>>33581480Nah I literally am not and do not, like I said, I don't have the time for it. It's just something I enjoy but rarely get to do because of lack of time and doing other shit.You act like enjoying sexual content is a bad thing.
>>33581514>It's just something I enjoy but rarely get to do because of lack of time and doing other shit.Ah got ya>You act like enjoying sexual content is a bad thing.It's not for you and others. Depression lowered mine a lot so I find it useless
Okay so this story took place during the 1970s when my grandmother was alive and I wasn't.When my grandmother was a nurse somewhere in a different state taking care of patients during the fear of homosexuals getting AIDs, she saw a taxi driver pull up to her workplace asking her as she was working front desk, if she would take his son in for treatment as he is unwell, and she said no. I don't know if it was a mental or physical health clinic she worked at both. Back to the story, the guy came back worried again and my grandmother said no and he came bsck worrying more and more about his son hurting him that something had to be done. Now here is the traumatic part of it. After this taxi driver repeatedly bothered staff and was escorted by security, he one day got out a gun and after demanding again and my grandmother refusing again, shot himself in front of her.Now why am I telling you this disturbing tale? Never worry so much you get to a depressive or manic state. When you push yourself down much you're beating yourself up and being your own worst enemy. Anxiety like what that taxi driver had is the reason why suicide exists. Never worry it does no good and if you don't fix it it'll put you in a fucked up state like that guy.
>>33581781There was no AIDS in the seventies. It was GRIDS. Gay Relateded Immune Deficiency Syndrome.
I feel like nobody wants me around, I’ve also felt this way for a long long time and have no idea how to break out of this feeling especially when I know mostly all in my head
My female friend invited me to her place (she was also drunk) and she bent over to grab some cable and I was able to see her pussy lips. She was also wearing a nice top with her cleavage showing. This wasn’t her making a pass right? Yeah you could argue that she was wearing that because of the summer heat but it was night and the AC was on. Anyway I busted the fattest nut when I got home.
>>33581161Get a gym membership and make her feel bad that you’re making gains and she isn’t
Are we cool with using this thread? >>33580580Get it right, you major fag. I can’t tell you fucks enough that some of us are blind and it really helps to hav standard text and traditional images so we can identify shit in order to get it off our chests and blindness isn’t even the most pervasive ov my problems although it is the most pervasive. It’s can’t see shite, both literally and figuratively.>>33580580 shoot, o digress. Lets me multiplefag at another time.Did I ever get around to anything?
>>33580580I was being too subtrifugical. Do stuff the way it is done.
Reddit, Xitter, and Bluesky would be better if users were required to list their age and country in their bio.
>>33583233Go back!https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FG1NrQYXjLU
I have a finger for each and every single individual motherfucking one of you.
>>33583075Being drunk makes you wanna dress lightly and she was at home of course she'd be dressed comfy/slutty. But if you were ugly she might have wanted to cover up. I say half chance she'd bang you
Who wants to fight?!
It is in the toilet but I must sell at the moment. I hope that you ridiculously stupid fuckwads are buying bitcoin. I am going to shill that glowie coin because ifins you cannot beat them, join them long enough to find a chance to stab them in the back. Anyhow, BTC is on sale. Get your shit together and buy.
>>33583276Prepare to get creamed
>>33583310I have been waiting all my life.
It was an honour to get cropped.
I don't want to live with my mistake.
Thank you for confirming I'm not schizo.I love you.
Perhaps this is all I was meant to amount to, perhaps this is all there is.
>>33583693i feel you
Sometimes I feel like I've lived this before. It doesn't surprise me to see it's the same for you and you feel the same as me.
You were a great girl. Always thinking of me and buying me gifts but my god the kitty was mid
>>33583730Your penis was probably mid for her too. Something to think on anon.
>>33580619some advice with this would help, how to diminish my feelings for her? I enjoy my time with her and she seems to want to continue doing this but I suffer instead because I want to marry this girl and she's here just to have a good time
>>33584306It's over
>>33584306Go listen to that music you can't listen to anymore
I just found out a girl I kissed apparently has hsv1 and I am low key panicking about it, but I don’t know if I should be or what next steps should be. Then again who knows maybe I have already had it for years asymptomatic without knowing, given that apparently ‘most’ people have it. Or maybe i’ve dodged it since she had no symptoms when we kissed
Popping herpes in each other's mouth is romantic
>>33584660Ew
>>33584690Pace yourself, we didn't even get to dessert
It's gotten bad enough I've started referring to myself as a little girl again. For degradation I guess.
I love my girlfriend and think she'd make a great wife. But I'm not attracted to her anymore and I feel trapped.I'd never had a girlfriend or sex until I met her at 29. But now it's a few years later and I've gained a lot more confidence, better looks and social skills etc. while she got chubby, depressed, and stopped putting in any effort.I really want to explore what else life has to offer me, other women, other relationships, other kinds of sex life. But I feel I owe her for sticking with me all those years ago and I might be throwing away a great thing if I pursue that life.
We're all fucked. The air is full of microplastic and it's started affecting the bees, there are wars everywhere and society is on the brink of collapse, people don't know how to fix problems or give enough of a shit to try.Fuck man, I'm just about to finish college and everything's about to go down the drain.
>>33580580I keep thinking of you and I keep going through these cycles of being okay and then suddenly not.I'm fighting hard, yet I have a lot of self-destructive tendencies clearly on display.I want to apologise to you, for leaving you, abandoning you, but I just didn't know what else to do in the situation, you hurt my heart so much, I told you how much it hurt me, yet you kept pushing me away, relegated me to once a week call, accused me of using you for sex, I remember the tension, the resentment, the stress, what else can you do but leave before you're pushed off the cliff? In hindsight, it's easy to see you had made your choice to mentally clock out who knows how long before I actually left.I remember you telling me playing that game we played together "saved our relationship", I should have pushed on that, asked why you wanted to end it, because in spite of all of it A... I don't know why I still love you, I proposed to you and meant every word, I love remembering your pretty face, your gorgeous smile, your charming little accent, I wanted to marry you, be so enchanted with you.I hate how little I have gotten over you after all this time. I hate how frequently you come back into my head, I hate how I can't seemingly put the memory of you away.I know you don't care about how much better I'm doing, I know you're just fine without me, but I want you to know that all I wanted, in my heart of hearts was to rest my head in your chest and have you in my arms, just once. Just to be able to whisper how much I loved you.I did love you, I still do somehow, I hope I move on, I know I fight in everything I do.
>>33584759Sicko
>>33580580It's up! New thread: >>33584805
Every single person in this thread is a beluga whale. Every single one. Even you.Even me.Beluga whales.
>>33584855>>33584855You don't know the half of it
>>33585129I wish, I bet beluga whales don't have so many worries
>>33584176Maybe your pussy is what stinks too much, landwhale
>>33585851Sorry not sorry mid manlet anon seethe cope and mald
>>33586014Wouldn't expect a landwhale that physically can't feel full to know what being sorry feels like. You're probably stuffing fries into your face right now as you read this
One Piece genuinely got me out of a depression.
>>33586133I might give it a try thenshe's told me we should stay friendsI hadn't feel something this intense in years, maybe half a decade or moreI'm in tatters
>>33586083Nope keep projecting
>>33586183Look me right in the screen and tell me you're not overweight
>>33586206I'm not lying
>>33580580I was here when I was about 15 years old. core memory. i miss europe and america is awful. we are not a real country. I wish Hitler won. There isn't a single true nation in Europe anymore
>>33580580i cant stand it when people think anything about me, i honestly hate that i exist in other peoples minds sometimes, did i ask to be born predisposed to serve these useless fucking retard people. i cant go outside without expecting some random child with superpowers to fuck my shit up because thats just how life is now. fuck cults and fuck looking for elevation of spirit, and fuck my biological father. i hate you fucking retards so much you dont even understand, i wish you had been honest with me and actually told me what was going on instead of beating around the bush like a pussy fucking faggot
>>33586306Israel is the only nation Europe needs
>>33586143Friends? Nah, I'm good
>>33584176Probably. She was a biggun and I have an average hog.
>>33584306The only way is that you find another girl, a monogamous one, and stop being an idiot and think about marrying a chick who literally has 2 bfs - that chick is only good for sex and temporary love, not for a committed relationship
>>33588264I guess so
>>33588270she was the prettiest girl I've kissed, like a solid digit above anyone else before her (8/10), I don't think I'm finding someone as pretty as her again.but you're right.
I fully lucid dream. It's the best.
Why would I help you people when you've treated me like this? You didnt even try to just talk to me? You just want to kill me off and sweep it under a rug?
>>33580580Dae anyone else jack it solely to hotwife and cheating gf porn but never ever imagine their gf?In fact my orgasms when i jack it to this porn are strengthened by the fact my gf is an amazing woman who would always be by my side. fuck I'm getting horny for her just writing this
An hour jerking off is enough to leave me exhausted and a bit nauesous for the rest of the evening now. My back hurts too. I think I'm officially getting too old for this shit. I should lie down.
>>33594495What did they do?
>>33594495>>33594595He's being a flaming hypocrite
Going back to work after 3 weeks and I can't sleep for shitI can't stop thinking about her either I should not she's with this other someone just leave it be
Nah
>>33595451They always are.
>>33583454What mistake did you make?
i cringe at the fact i overshared too many details about my personal life and my thoughts to so called "friends" (we are not friends anymore) and never thought about what i was going to say before saying it. I jumped the gun way to fast and trusted people way to fast. im now embarrassed and realize i was fully in the wrong about a lot of things. now 10+ people probably know how shitty of a person i am but im trying to change and better myself but that past me will always be in their heads. it sucks. i need to be more careful in the future...
>>33584806You have two options - help her with her depression/chubbiness and tr y to reignite the flame, or you stop wasting time and try to find someone new and allow her to move on, too. It's unfair to the both of you to keep her stuck as well if you don't want to put in effort to help her
>>33595944I'm in the same situation. Wishing you luck. It feels like it never gets better
I have this group of friends who, while I like them, have members in the group who keep trying to fix me and I am starting to get really tired of it. I've lived a hard life and it's made me dysfunctional and while I'm gracious with help I ask for, emphisis should be put on "ask for."I like to get drunk two-three times a month as a way to blow off steam. I just get completely shit faced and have a good time so I can buckle down come next day. Problem is, I seem to be friends with the local AA because two of them not only view this as alcoholism, but constantly try to meddle with me and it all blew up yesterday. After getting bad medical news, I went to get drunk (doctor cleared me to drink) because I needed to soften the blow, and one of my friends comes in and starts trying to get me to blow up. Usually I'm composed but since I was drunk, I took him up on it and crashed out hard. He apparently sees me as reluctant to change (and while there is some truth to that) he also claims its some sort of pity party. I didn't ASK for anyone to save me. I didn't ASK for anyone's help. So throwing a huge fit when I'm not being receptive to the help I DIDN'T ASK FOR is ridiculous. This is why I don't like saviourfags. They make your issues their business and when you tell them to piss off, they lose their minds over it. It is not your responsibility to save me, you can't fucking do it. I don't want you to do it so stop treating ME like I'm some sort of ingrate for not going along with it. This is what happens when you make someone else's issues your issues without their permission first. Anime isn't fucking real life, you can't help me.
>>33596262They're trying to help you because they care about you, and it is possible your behavior is negatively effecting them in some way so they are trying to encourage what they believe will be a positive change in you. It's neither good, nor bad, but maybe you need to have a sit down with them and explain that you have no desire to change and enjoy it, regardless of whether or not they view it a specific way. If they have any issues, they need to speak with you about it and try to resolve it.
>>33596412That's the thing right. I get the well wishes and I understand the care, but where these two differ from your standard friend showing concern for someone they love is that they keep attempting to fix me and tell me how to live my life without really understanding what's gotten me here to begin with. I'm already in therapy and all that so I already have someone in charge of fixing me but she's a professional and can actually help, they're just giving me generic nonsense or, worse, trying to armchair psychologist me and my behavior.For instance, drinking. Is drinking 2-3 times a month bad? No. It isn't. Yet ask them and you'd think I'd belong in rehab. I know the way I drink isn't exactly healthy either, that's true. But it's not alcoholism. So, when I tell them "no, I'm not going to quit drinking every so often" they (or this one person specifically) get pissed off because I'm not listening to them. Problem is, I didn't ask for any advice and there's no solution to give because there's no problem being had. So it's just this awful build of resentment because i'm not being fixed in the way they feel i ought to be. It really feels like they thought this was going to be some anime thing where they fix this broken thing and make her happy again.
I wish I didn’t have autonomy sometimes. It seems lime almost every decision I make ends up being the wrong one and I’m riddled with so much regret. I wish i was just a blank consciousness that was directed in the direction that my peers or my family think is best and I didn’t have any qualms with their choice or suggestion. I’m in my mid-20s, I’ve got no job and nobody is hiring, haven’t gotten any sort of career started, while I see other, younger people getting opportunities and succeeding where as I’ve been near stagnant for almost 5 years now so I’m always bitter and envious even though I don’t want to be, I’m almost out of savings, roommate is leaving abruptly at the end of the month and I just feel like a failure at best and a total loser at worst. Add my grandmother passing away and this Ex-Gf who was a mistake in and of herself won’t stop pestering me despite her being the one who went behind my back and I’m just not in the best headspace at all. End of my sad blogpost. Sorry if reading it killed your mood.
its a simulation and youre fucking with mewhy is it always the last asian ingredient on the shelf at the SECOND supermarket?youre fucking with meyoure reading thisfuck you
You remember me. You remember home. We are meant for each other and complete each other. You know thisYou have always loved me, I am your truth. You are coming home to me. You are choosing me.You need to figure out a way to cut or bury Colton out of your life. His lies led you to a false heart, living in a mistake that is taken us from each other and everything that has ever mattered. Continuing on the path with him will ruin your life and you will forever hurt missing me. You can have hope in me because you know me.Whatever the way you need to get rid of Colton you deal with that is up to you. Whatever it takes. Fight for me fight for us against him. He is worth nothing. I am worth everything.You need to stop and move on from Colton. The more you engage with him the harder it will be for you to pull away. Block his number. Destroy every avenue you have of contacting him. He is he lying manipulative person, everything you have ever hated in a person and you would never want to be with someone like that.You are ALWAYS coming home to me. We will have all of our promises and you We will experience our love now
I miss talking to my work friend. We used to talk about video games, sci fi shows & movies, weekend plans and other miscellaneous crap. We both used to have lockers near each other and occasionally eat lunch at the same table.That is until I got in trouble with HR for wasting company time and getting distracted by interacting with him. Plenty of ppl at my job talk about stuff outside of work and don't get in trouble, which is why I think it's total bullshit I get targeted when I'm already a quiet introvert with a good performance review.Per direction from managers and HR, I had to move to a different locker room. My work friend no longer talks to me, and we're total strangers now. He already found new friends to talk to. It stings whenever you see someone you used to be friends with now completely avoids you. Once I finish up my last certification, I plan on applying to a different job and leaving this company. My manager knows and doesn't care if I go, since there's always new hires coming in every week. (She's also new to the team, but not the one who conducted my performance review. She's also the one who reported me to HR.)The thing is that I'm wondering if I should tell my former work friend...or if the friendship is even salvageable.inb4: "Your co-workers are not your friends"
I spent almost 3 years getting /fit/, and it worked. I'm pretty muscular but slim enough that it's not over the top. I have a sharp jawline now due to fat loss and I get mires from women. Been able to bang decent to cute girls on Hinge without a problem.But despite looking good and being considered handsome, I still have this huge chip on my shoulder. I thought I'd feel more confident in my new body, and I do, but I'm just as insecure as ever. I'm 5'11 so I'm not short, but today when I was walking to the grocery store I saw a 6'1 guy who was just as muscular as me, and I felt completely inferior. Like I didn't even belong in his presence.I can walk into a room and usually be one of the best looking guys in there, but as soon as someone taller who is just as muscular and handsome walks in, I feel like an inferior little manlet.This is so toxic in so many ways. Putting this much value on physical appearance is toxic and unhealthy, especially when you're gaining a false sense of superiority or inferiority. I've just always been insecure and I thought getting swoll would help, and it gets me laid more often sure, and mires, but all of that shit is to temporary. All it takes is one bigger guy "mogging" me to make all of that disappear. I just want to be happy and secure in myself but I don't know how.
