I'm getting dangerously underweight and weak but I just dont care, what reason do I have to eat more and do some pushups. I'm so burnt out and jaded about society to bother with re-entering, I dont have any friends or family so I would get no validation from those around me, my country sucks and I dont want to live for long because my existance is miserable despite trying to change it. Even doing 5 push ups I just think "whats the point?" I can barley eat one meal a day so that workout may aswell not counted to anything. I dont care how pathetic i've become because theirs no-one to judge me. I open my window to get sunlight and just see a town I hate and loathe because everyone from it has excluded me. Even just taking a walk around the block feels pointless and impossible.
>>33588277>goons 3 times a day>doesn't go outside>on phone all day consuming cheap dopamine and anime>doesn't eat>dosent get out of bed until 11am>doesn't go to bed until 2am>doesn't go to the gym>still insecure and lacks self image to the point where they still need validation for their achievements from others like a titty starved giant infant>why am I not motivated guys?You weren't born to envy the achievements of others and collect compliments. You aren't meant to just huddle under your warm covers, lacking any ambition. Pursue what you want, anon, for yourself. And if you don't know, then make your purpose in search for it. To the atheist, nothing awaits beyond the mortal veil. Death is meaningless.To the believer, all transitory things pale to the beatific vision. Nothing is lost. Death is meaningless.In every conceivable worldview, death is meaningless. You have all the time in the world to find your own truth for your own sake. Either that, or yield to the fate of those who continuously marinate in their own idleness and self pity. I think you know exactly what you need to do to turn your life around, yet again you flee to others for advice. You worship the other, but no one will force your hand. The choice is yours anon, and always was.
I essentially spend everyday being the dumbass and you are over here worried about hurting yourself because of "problems". If you want to impress a single mom, you need to be willing to step up no matter what (haha step like step dad). Yeah you need to be willing to take responsibility for your life even if it is damn painful. Sulking will never do anything. Sulking at the most positively will make you more stoic if you approach it positively. If not and you are just whining and bitching all the time like a bunch of generic people do, you aren't gonna go anywhere.
>>33588337I think I'm too low IQ to understand your reply>>33588338Well I've tired and I have nothing to show for it. All it exposed was how vile and nasty normies can be. Why bother playing into a society that i have become so jaded towards. I have no sympathy for anyone because I know they would backstab in a second for a crumb of pussy. Everytime I attempt or even finish a prodcutive task, I feel nothing, I feel absoltely nothing.
>>33588348It doesn't matter keep doing it. If a guy in prison can escape from a brick wall with a plastic spoon, you can get past your brick walls if you try enough. Life is trial and error. It isn't always done right, but you try enough anyway. Use your head. Go with your gut feeling. See with your eyes.
>>33588361>>33588361All my eyes see are that I cant do what everyone else can and I cant do get what everyone else has. I've spent fucking years trying to make friends or have some reason to live but I just cant. Im so jaded thats there nothing left for me. To keep trying is just foolish.
>>33588337Not op but you just perfectly described my day today. And actually my life for the past month. I feel so validated it's unreal, thank you. Just today I came like 8 times, it's 5pm and I've been in bed since I feel asleep yesterday at 2amI uhm... Have to go back to school this Tuesday, hopefully it fixes me, or gives me the motivation to uhhhhhhhhUhhhhhhhhDo something about my situationI also haven't eaten yet :(
>>33588366Then be fucking foolish. If being foolish is you trying to do something with your life, then be the biggest fool in the entire damn fucking world.
>>33588435You just sound like those online guys "You can just choose to be happy!" Life only works like that when you've had life nice and fucking easy to the point where you have no perspective.
>>33588439See and like that you pulled the mistake most neurotypicals made, which is talk yourself into your misery. Instead of trying to find a way out you went the way most generic people went which is dig further and further into sadness. Yeah it gets attention and you get pats on the back, but all I'm just gonna leave you with is that you can try your best, be imperfect, and still be happy. Please be blissful and stop noticing things like a conspiracy theorist.
>>33588455I am far from neurotypical. Dont even comapre me to those golems. I cant be blissful and ignorant because I'm too jaded.
>>33588470Okay then, do it in small steps and please take your medication.
>>33588515Typical normie. They tell me I'm crazy for be a blissful dummy but they still resort to drugging themselves like horses just to supress their emotions. You shouldnt be giving advice.
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>>33588385Change doesn't arise from motivation. None of the great men throughout history sought out their ambitions through the ordinary means of ordinary men. Anyone can watch some stupid edit or listen to music to stir up their passions enough to elicit a productive response, but these are only temporary. They do not reap lasting returns; hence why many like this only trek down their desired path for days at a time before eventually returning to their useless habits. Joyless joy. Unhappy unhappiness. Motivation will not suffice; only discipline. The one who craves motivation to quit their excessive, licentious mastubatory habits, merely shift away from physical masturbation to mental masturbation. You arouse excitement which erects from pondering of what could be, but instead of acting upon this vision you continually dwell upon it...and dwell upon it...and lo, the day is already gone. Such is the fate of the day dreamers, but happy are those viceroys who rise up, today, and do what is necessary to attain their dream. For their reward is now, tomorrow, and forever more, until they die. For the day dreamer, however, his reward is always tomorrow...tomorrow...tomorrow.
>>33588631You cant just give simple "do this" type of advice can you? Just useless fluff.
>>33588645>don't goon>go to the gym>stop seeking validation and help from other. You are helpless, so you must help yourself. Do not be bogged down by nihilism. Find your truth>eat more>get out of bed, stop being lazy, and act. Now. today>"this guy didn't provide any advice actually"You're too stupid to realize something more than vending machine advice is necessary to promote change. People can be very complicated.
>>33588672Because it dosnet apply to our modern day of mind wars and consumer driven populis. Gay little poems with a famous guy attached to the end dosent inspire me it just makes me realize how unapplicable the advice is for todays world.
