I just recently turned 34 and I feel like everything that I used to love and cherish has either died, been perverted beyond recognition, or never was all that great. I have nothing to believe in and nothing to look forward to. The civilized countries of the world are spiraling into slightly different variations of tyrannical shithole and demographically are going to Hell in a hand basket, but even the natives are mostly just a bunch of brainwashed losers anyway. Religion seems like a sad cope for living in a putrid hell and then going to sleep forever.I am completely and utterly distraught, demoralized, blackpilled, whatever you want to call it. I wish I were dead.What can I do? Can I be fixed?
You should have been creating something yourself. Commsummer
>>33590111Start a club to discuss it with other likeminded folks.
>>33590121I have been creating. It helped a little but it's not enough anymore.
>>33590111I won't real yet another "terrible state of the world" thread on an advice board. Try >>>/int/
>>33590152Thanks
hello
Alright, I give up. Bye.
My will has been exhausted.The lockdowns (2020) combined with discovering /pol/ as well as other alternative outlets and learning the truth has crippled me.Always was an outcast but when I finished high school and went down the self-improvement road I had a plan and hope for the future. I spent 2 days in college before the lockdowns began and both men and women swarmed to me.Weight loss, strenuous exercise, grunt jobs, martial arts, cold showers and austerity beyond normal, all self-imposed for years combined with surrogate and academic education on all practical subjects was my path to becoming what can only be referred to as Nietzsche's Overman.But my will has been exhausted. The veil has been lifted. Reached the conclusion that I am a tax-cattle serf in prison nation where everything human and masculine is either illegal or prohibitely expensive. I can't hunt, I can't own firearms, I can't drive a motorcycle at full speed. Can't be a man. My only options are to drink, smoke, do drugs and gamble. If you keep up on global events you can see everything and everyone has gradually become gayer and more retarded and insane. Consequently I have become more alienated and ostracized.I'm fine with being alone. Fine with nobody remembering or caring about any important conversation. I'm fine with life being cruel and unfair. I'm fine with at 24 never having had a social circle, a woman, real friendship, or any other milestone. I said it'd get better. It's fine. Life doesn't guarantee "Happiness".
>>33594316Is this a bot?
Belmondo looks like such a bottom, why was he ever casted for manly roles
>>33590111this just sounds like you're becoming one of those old dudes that think everything they liked back when they were young was the best and everything modern suckslike grandpa simpsonnot a good way to grow old in my opinion, you'll be listening to 40 year old music in a decade.open your mind a bit more
>>33595243I don't agree. Everything was demonstrably better when I was younger, and even people younger than me are finding that older media is more interesting than modern media. But it's more than just media, I'm talking about life in general. You can't pretend things are the same as they've always been, anon.
>>33595306there are hieroglyphs that say this exactly about their modernity at the time anon, you're just going old and cranky
>>33595191Faggot.>>33595347Did them niggas have microplastics, forever chemicals, drone surveillance, digital IDs, basically no way to make money other than demeaning yourself, nothing to look forward to or work towards, etc.?
>>33595511slavery, dying young, endless sicknesses without a cure
>>33595527>>33595527Sounds the same as now, but at least they had privacy and weren't being raped by chemicals every time they bathed or walked outside.
Hi
>>33595511>Did them niggas have microplastics-Damn, I was about to agree with OP but he's just another /pol/tard
>>33598633What's /pol/ about microplastics?
Like damn, you people are so retarded when you go the route of "anything that makes me uncomfortable is the /pol/ boogeyman" just so you can write it off.
>>33598740Relevance?
>>33595546you know nothing about the past.
>>33590111>I just recently turned 34Happy birthday!
>>33598797yeah thanks
>>33590111This isn't a troll post, but everything you said could probably be reframed as "You don't have a meaningful career, savings, don't look great, and don't have something you are good at, don't have a good circle of friends, etc".The world is definitely shit for 95% of the population, but that was always the case.
>>33598789Explain.
