hello 4chan so the deal is that i always get what i want and because sometimes i want a few things that are somewhat contradictory then i have to make a decision and leave one things out which i dont like at all. im not spiritual at all but i think i might be doing what people call manifesting or otherwise. and another issue with that other than having to make decisions is that these things usually happen through quite cruel means or have rough consequences, an example of that might be that in my area there is a house that i wanted to live in but a family rents this house already. so i said that i want to live there to my mom and a few days later it turned out that the wife cheated on the husband and theyre getting divorced and are want to break the contract a few years early and move out. so i can ive there now. anyways i might have psychosis
>>33603047>say you dont want to always get what you want>profit???????
Sounds serious.Ive had a similar issue. Someone I know got put down like a dog by four holy warriors. I pinged missing and she still got ganked. It was horrible. Anyways, worse things have happened. It’s just a videogame. It genuinely does sort of seem like divine intervention. Like, if there really was a god punishing her that’s what they would do.
>>33603047My advice to you is to take your prescribed medication
>>33603058well i doubt it is possible as it doesnt seem to be absolute in nature plus like i already said it is contradictiory
>>33603074i dont understand what are you talking about
>>33603117He's talking about league of legends and thinking that he caused something to happen by wanting it. Youre going through psychosis no way to tell if it'll progress or recede so go to a doctor and get help before it ruins your life. Im going to a doctor for similar reasons probably a brain tumor or some shit. I waited too long dont be like me.
>>33603137i hope your doctor will help you figure things out. anyway i dont know if it is some psychotic stuff or just colorised observation, as recently i had many situations like i mentioned in the post. another example is that i was talking to someone that i wish i could study at uni with my friend but we applied and got accepted into different universities, and last week it turned out we got accepted last minute to a different university that we apparently both applied to. and also i had a crush and was talking about it with my friends and then the person confessed but i wasnt sure if my feelings even are serious and then they tried to kill themselves or something. or sometimes i think that i wish this person texted me cause we havent talked for some time and 5 minutes later they text me. at this point i dont know if this is some effect or some kind of semi spiritual manifestation that people talk about online or just random things happening and im just in some pre psychotic state and see it as something more
also im a total loser and never studied in school and never really cared and still got accepted to a few med universities even tho i had rather mediocre exam results and the boundaries to get accepted were higher than past years. what i mean is that things go my way even tho they logically shouldnt
>>33603047>i always get what i wantI won't read past the subject line of this thread because it is obviously some creative writing thing.
