I'm falling behind and I just started a new job. It's a sales job and I have no people skills at all this is gonna be Hell. Tell me what to do to get through this. I don't want to work a different job the money prospects and the advancement prospects are good at this job. Also the rest of my life is falling apart too. My teeth are hurting when I chew. I got therapy appointments I can't make and doctor appointments I can't make and meds I should be taking but I don't wanna and I'm supposed to go to AA but I just lie and say I go to the online ones. I live with my parents. The biggest problem is money. I'm in like 20 000 debt from stupid shit years ago and I'm on government benefits. Basically, I've decided I'm just gonna fall behind. Maybe not on everything but I can't handle all the pressure. I'm gonna let some things fall behind and work at other things and hope things work out. Is that a good plan? Any advice? For the record I disagree that I'm an alcoholic or psychotic. I won't stop drinking or smoking and I won't take any meds. I'll just keep lying to my parents and sneaking alcohol.
>>33610746What would motivate you to do everything you are supposed to?Would having a partner help? Close friends you can talk with honestly and ask for help?
>>33611138maybe some friends but not sober friends, friends i can talk to and be honest to so i don't have to lie about being sober
