Anonymous
Need advices for my addiction 09/10/25(Wed)17:35:34 No.33646438

File: images (3).jpg (59 KB, 547x365)

59 KB JPG

Need advices for my addiction Anonymous 09/10/25(Wed)17:35:34 No.33646438

Im probably addicted to weed/tobacco (i make my joints 50/50 so i have more), i also make them pretty thin and light as to not stone me much but just take me to the high state.
every time i have it its like with candy, i cant control myself and i keep chainsmoking since i wake up till i go to sleep because nowadays being not at least a little high is constant pain, not physical but its incredibly boring and i dont feel like doing anything and i end up masturbating all day to get a little serotonin back.
I've been smoking everyday since probably 5-6 years now and i've noticed pretty bad withdrawals everytime i stop for a while.
for example monday was the first day i was out and for the whole day i was the fucking red hulk, almost left the girl im fucking cus i was a bomb of rage and everything was pushing me to the limit, next day i slept literally all the day like 20 hours out of 24, now im just sleeping as much as i can waiting for when my friends buy again.
Always had little rage problems (mainly when gaming) and on that side weed have made me an incredibly better person, that is also why i dont really want to stop because everyone myself included like the high me better than the normal one.
Why i wrote this post is because i want to hear about you guys with more experience than me what i should do, one side of me obviusly know this is all extremely bad for both my body and mind and i should look for a therapist but im ignoring that because i hate people and i know therapist are just fucked up people helping other fucked up people (not much of help in my mind).
The other sides im more willing to hear are telling me to
A) buy more weed to have an emergency stash and maybe reduce tobacco consumption.
B) have a side drug like alchool for when im out of weed (i hate the taste but its so easy to just go and buy it).