-be me-22-jobless-want to be a concept and 3d artist for games or miniatures-got a job as a safegurad in summer thanks to dad, was able to buy a resin printer- im "happy" im doing what i love, practice my skills, doing porjects-i dropped uni, porgramming was to much for me-family respects me but i think they're dissapointed.-current plan, find a job, at lest a part-time one and practice skills in free time.-im scared,of the future, of not haveing a step by step guide to avhieve my goals.-if i get a ok job with enought free time ill be fine for the moment, i live with dad and mom so a high paycheck isn´t that important for now-im scared, i feel like an inconvenience, Weltschmerz
>>33646727>im scared,of the futureUnderstandable, quite common even.>of not haveing a step by step guide to avhieve my goals.This is perfectionism at play, which leads to self sabotage/procrastination, which in turn leads to more fear. There's no such thing as a "step by step guide", as a human Bean you can't predict the future nor the future will present itself to you since it doesn't really exists yet, it's an abstraction of the mind. The only possible time that you can shape your life the way you want it to is Now.
>>33646727I won't read "be me" bullet point cascades of text.
