I made the leap from being a neet recently and started a quickbooks certification class for dirt cheap at a local community college but FUCK now that I actually wanna make a life for myself i can’t stop thinking about the possibilities of failure and how ill move forward if I do get the certification, I’m dirt broke and so is my poor sweet mother who drives me there, I’ve never had a proper job before only shitty under the table construction gigs, and what am I to do even if I do get the cert, I don’t think there’s any available jobs in that field near me, it’s all so overwhelming and I don’t know what to do, it eats at me so bad I can’t even enjoy my hobbies of gaming and drawing anymore, I feel like such a pathetic loser at 23
