loser threadmoved out of my moms because she got weird and made me take ssris in my teen years. living with my dad now who I only saw a few times a year growing up and realized he’s a problem too. he’s unemployed and watches right wing stuff and gets mad all day. I did a semester of community college and dropped out. worked at the car wash during the summer. I have maybe 3-4 grand saved rn. I dont know anyone here in the state my dad lives and am just home brewing old game consoles to fill the time. I think I’m gonna start doing the gym bro thing because I have nothing else. I need something to motivate me to get out of the situation I’m in and dont even know where to start. I am very aimless and apathetic. my only goal right now is to be living on my own but don’t know what to do after that. any advice any at all would be taken into consideration. I feel as though I’ve ended up the worst possible version of myself.
