My ex told me on 29th December 2024 she was seeing someone else and that we should remain friends.What followed were 9 months of agonizing pain, where I would block her and then unblock her to tell her how much I was suffering only for her to lead me on for a bit to end up telling me she was in love with someone else and that I should "adapt" to this.I spent every day depressed always about to cry thinking how she know I'm suffering so much and still don't care, or even worse thinking she had forgotten me.Today out of nowhere after 9 months she showed up on my door saying she needed to hug me and missed me a lot. I could not trust her feeling it could be like the times before where I broke down and she would then discard my feelings.I texted her immediately saying how much I was suffering and she started with her games trying to blame me for not acting before and saying she needed to talk to me face to face. She stood across the street by her car looking at me expecting I walk up to her but I didn't.I then went to my therapist who I started seeing after she left me and stood there telling him what she said while we texted, with her saying I was playing games because I didn't want to listen to what she had to say face to face.Don't know what to do, I suffer a lot if I can't see her and talk to her, but at the same time I can't risk opening up again for her to just tell me she doesn't love me back and that my suffering is in vain.
>>33653714Move on, look for a different chick.
