For months on end I spend my free time doing nothing. Not figuratively but literally nothing. Well besides mindless doomscrolling and watching videos I don’t actually care about. Months and months of this until I suddenly feel positive minded again and can do my actual hobbies. Then I’ll under perform when I do them, lose focus, jerk off all day and eventually go back to being a vegetable for 1-2 months Idk how to prevent or at least mitigate this cycle but just today I’ve been staring at pointless shit on my PC all day. If I eliminate things like SMS to not allow myself to procrastinate I will simply stare at a wall instead. I have things I enjoy but1) don’t desire doing them2) they aren’t even on my mind as a thing I can doJust rotting for nearly 1 year now, wtf is this
Find a hobby. Get a job. Make a friend.
You have long covid or undiagnosed depression
>>33659914I have a job and just mentioned hobbiesRead>>33659922Eh maybe
Do drugs, at least wall will breathe when you're staring at them.Unfortunately I think that while there might be something you can do to improve your situation a little, facing the abyss of human life being devoid of any purpose is the greatest challenge we as a society will have to overcome, so good luck on trying not to be depressed as an individual.
>>33660162sounds gay
>>33660162I know, but it is what it is
>>33660265dont pretend to be me
>>33659910could also be burnout, else agreeing with >>33659922. Stuff like this affects quite a lot of people, and can be treated by professionals. I got clinically depressed at 8 the first time and it sometimes comes back, but medications help. 29 now, life is good despite that shit
>>33660576it's been since i got fully employed but wasnt the most productive before this, not busy or tired
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