I have no social life and havent had friends for years and evey time I try to talk to people on discord (a few times a year) they insantly get really aggresive and gang up on me until I’m not even in the conversation anymore. I'm being reduced to a subhuman with no opinions hobbies, or any interests. I always seem to annoy people without understanding why and each time, it just reinforces the idea that I shouldn't even try to talk to people. it's painful, Crying, rotting. Crying a lot.
It's difficult to help you without knowing more about you as a person, the types of situations wherein you've had these experiences, and the character of the people that have hurt you. I can tell you that you should reflect on the last two of these things before you automatically come to the conclusion that you're the problem. if it is the case that you're the common denominator, and it might be, that also doesn't necessarily mean that you deserve it. bad things happen to good people (and vice versa) all the time. life isn't fair. the state of nature is vicious; the strong thrive and the weak die and are forgotten about, irrespective of their morality (or lack thereof).the lesson you have to take from this is that success in this life comes down to the difference between strength and weakness more than it does to the difference between good and evil (although you should strive to be good anyway). further still, the lesson is that crying about your weakness and the injustice of how you're treated isn't going to help you. it's up to you to empower yourself. all you can do, all anyone can really do, is take it upon themselves to be their best self and hope that eventually people, and I mean better people, will respect you for it. I recommend you start by going to the gym if you aren't already. it can't hurt.
>>33689869Have you considered real life? Meet your neighbors, classmates, workmates. Join a club, a team, a gym, a church. Go to events you enjoy and chat with the people next to you
>>33690269I don't know what to say, ever.
