I met a girl on Facebook dating. She lived with her grandparents. It seemed like a bad situation, and I was going to come get her states away. All of sudden she says they kick her out and she ends up coming up here. She lived with me for almost 3 months until yesterday. I did everything for her. I put time, money, and energy into her. When we argued, it always felt one sided like she didnt want to take any accountability for anything. I tried to stress that communication is key, because there were a lot of things she didn't come out and say until we argued. I was by no means perfect, and there were things that I have done that I regret and even just unacceptable even. We argued a lot this passed month it seemed, but I always wanted to get through everything. She told me she had left her stuff at her friend's house when we last argued. She was at the bar with her. We actually genuinely talked it out, and it was solved. She came home, but I still felt upset. It was just a feeling. I tried to be alone for a while, then I came back in the room with her. I hugged her, said I love you , kissed, but I didnt talk and I was so sad. She was trying to be cute and playful and get my attention but I was just numb at the moment to it. I overheard her talking to my dad, saying shes just gonna get her stuff later tomorrow. When she was trying to fall asleep I asked her whats going on, are you really leaving. and she said I didnt say yes or no but she also said we'd talk tomorrow. In the morning she said I abused her because I kept her awake, but it really wasn't that serious at all, I was frustrated so I kicked my leg on the bed a few times but that was it really and we both slept.
She took her bag and was going to walk to work, and then I offered a ride. It was too early for her to leave but she wanted to go. When I dropped her off we texted and it was going well until she said, "well can talk when im home but if you call out then idk". I told her I had called out because I felt terrible, she then said "im just gonna get my stuff" as if this was all planned anyway to leave. I angrily got her stuff and brought it all, I didnt even realize her stuff was left here, she told me it was at her friend's. I gave it to her, and this ugly dude came out of the car with her. I assume this was the guy she went to the bar with, but he calls himself "she" is what im thinking. I said is this your new bf and she laughed towards him. I left. I texted her I hope she dies. then I drove home hysterical, screaming in pain. It was the worst day of my life, and I am 30 years old. She was 25. I then felt the reality, and I tried apologizing for saying all of that. And said a lot lot more. She has blocked me on most things but she hasn't replied to me. I cant keep texting her. But I feel so fucking terrible. I lived with her and I had a plan with her. She seemed to lie though and she has been to many other places with other ppl. I just felt like a stepping stone. I am so deeply sad. She had it so easy here and we could have gotten through anything.
>>33701528>I am 30 years old.Maybe physically. Mentally you sound around six
>>33701524You screwed dogg it up the girl of your dreams gone forever.
>>33703451she came to get her check today from where she worked. she accused me of stealing her check. like, how does that even make sense. my dad was like what. she is the one who fucked up. she had everything here. she is a liar and a manipulator, and she is going to be in a lot of trouble someday. she made the wrong decision to leave.
>>33705165>she made the wrong decision to leave.It doesn't sound like things were working out. Accept it and move on
Ok, I believe you.
>>33705165She shouldn't be able to decide anything other than what I want her to do. She's going to marry me and that's just how it is
>>33705165Reading this i already get why she moved on. That aside you fell for someone that used you at least it sounds like that.
