im in a good relationship with my boyfriend. but, with every relationship, sometimes there's conflict or stuff that happens. we both made our mistakes, and im okay with it. we've been together for a year; i have an issue, however. whenever there's something i need to talk about or point out, i cry. i can't have a discussion because i am scared ill start tearing up and choking on my own words. ive never cried before, now i cry at least 10 times a week, even for dumb shit, especially certain sentences that particularly make me feel loved or safe. how do i stop this? it makes me feel very weak and pathetic. my boyfriend hardly cries, it only happened a few times since we started dating, meanwhile with me it's almost like a joke cause i cry at least once every time we're around each other. i wanna be better, stop being this emotional.
>>33710903The way you laugh at what I sayThe way you look at each new dayThe way your tears fall right on cueThat's what I love about youNobody else knows me by heartTakes me where I can reach the starsMakes me believe in loveThe way you do
>>33710958that's a nice poem. did you write it?that somewhat warms my heart, makes me feel a bit better. yet, it also makes me feel guilty. it's been a while since ive woken up thinking this new day is gonna be good.. i like the fact that i can express my emotions freely, that i am emotional and kind in a time period in which being cold stone and mean is easier, yet it also makes me feel inadequate. i feel like a baby every time i weep. i know he loves me, he's still here even if i am heavy and gave him many reasons to leave. yet in the back of my mind i fear he'll get tired of me needing help.
>>33711187It's a songhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hlwD19QD57s
