How do I forget the memory of sucking dick?
Suck more so it all blurs together.
>>33731983kek
>>33731977that's your job being a gf lolYou are fem...right? RIGHT?!
Human, I remember you're homo sides
It's been 3 years since I sucked a dick during a manic episode. I did it very impersonally through a grindr meetup and I was so obviously immediately horrified and regretful that it lasted about 15 seconds before the guy clocked that I wasn't gay and apologized and drove me home. Hopefully you didn't like, throat it for 15 minutes and swallow his cum or something you disgusting freak.
>>33731977Just stop giving a fuckI sucked a dick in my early 20s because there was honestly a lot of people glazing homosexuality around me so I figured I'd better experiment. It's not something I want to repeat becauseof personal preference but the fact that it happens doesn't bother me. It's not something that I want people to know about me but I hardly ever think about it
>>33731996nigga you're on the same boat.>>33731977Take a deep breath, sit under a hot shower, fully admit to yourself that you did something retarded, won't do it again, cry it out if you have to, and remember it could've gone worse (hopefully you still have your ass virginity). order in your favorite food, Get cozy under some blankets, play video games or watch a movie, let it go and take it to your grave. Time will heal you. It wasn't your fault, you were just experimenting, clearly it's not your thing and would highly recommend to detox from porn a bit. Idc if your an atheist just want to say God still loves you. That's it. GL bro :)
>>33731977When you close your eyes is it waving around in front of you in a circular motion?
>>33731977You unfortunately have to live with it. Like everyone else and their mistakes. Other have to live with worse things so think of it like that if you have to
>>33732038>It wasn't your faultThis is an important thing to realize but it can be counterproductive to word it like thatOP you might believe that it was technically your fault. And you would be correctBut it's still okay because it's okay to stop worrying about a fact that you cannot change
>>33732028Faggot
>>33733081Whatever , I literally don't give a shit about it and I won't repeat itSeems way gayer to piss and cry about it and apologize to your abstract authority figure " sorry Jesus sorry I sucked on a pee pee I won't do it again WAHH WAAHJ WAHH
I search for massively hung 50yo men online, let them top me like a whore, then cry myself to sleep 3 months because I don't enjoy being gay at all and only do it to punish myself for not being man enough because my father hates me and every woman ever cucked me a few years in.lol
>>33733900Wtf.
>>33733900Alright now that's gay lmao
>>33731977I have a better question, how do I forget that I got a bj from a man? Shit's driving me insane.
Just give it time
>>33731977through pants doesn't count right??
>>33734651You liked it?
