I'm a lesbian happily married to the love of my life, have been for years now. But in my younger days, I identified as bisexual. My relationship to my sexuality has been rocky to say the least, but I'm happy with where I am now. My wife accepts me for who I am and for my past (which good for her because I was an absolute fucking slut before she met me). She knows everything about that time of my life, and even though I'm the only sexual partner she's ever had, she seems totally happy with just me.I'm not totally happy with just her anymore. I miss men. I never thought I'd say it, but I miss getting dicked down, and straps aren't working anymore. I wanna take backshots. I wanna get filled with cum. I wanna feel balls slapping against my thighs. I wanna feel pulsing when they're in my mouth. I want it to be REAL and silicone doesn't work.I have no idea how to tell her, or if I even should. I don't want to cheat but it's getting to the point where it's hard to cum with her without thinking of a man I've fucked in the past. I hate that so much but it's the truth. Please help me. If the best advice is to talk to her, I'll do it but I'm afraid it'll lead to bad times. Maybe even a divorce idk. If the best advice is to just watch more porn I'll do it. Idk if I'd cheat but fuck I'm getting close and if enough people say that then I might
>>33735281on the off chance this isn't bait you'd be better off asking on >>>/lgbt/clgthis board is full of sexually frustrated young men and incels and not much else.
>>33735312I posted a thread over there and they sent me here
Girl…Do you genuinely believe you should be asking this question on 4chan? Reddit is down the hall and to the left.
>I have no idea how to tell her, or if I even should.Perhaps the next evolution of genuine love that you require is this very thing unfolding before you.>If the best advice is to talk to her, I'll do it but I'm afraid it'll lead to bad times.The place you are now may also be in some level of comparison, except that it persists and hollows; and with the other, if damage be dealt, the healing may finally begin.There is also this matter that, if remain undisclosed, then any other issue larger than you would deny - and they are far numerous and surrounds.
>>33735337Choose love.Overcome.
>>33735328I like the anonymity here more>>33735337I think you're right. I should talk to her. It's better than cheating, right?
>>33735344>It's better than cheating, right?You deserve more than counterfeit experiences, I believe.Do you?
>>33735353Are you telling me cheating is a counterfeit, or sacrificing my sexual desires is counterfeit? Because my answer changes based on your answer
>>33735281>I wanna take backshots. I wanna get filled with cum. I wanna feel balls slapping against my thighs. I wanna feel pulsing when they're in my mouthYWNBAW
>>33735400I'm cis but go off king
Nobody here is capable of helping you. This is a therapist question. The best answer I can give you is as a woman, while i guess I would technically be like a Kinsey scale 4 even though I think girls are also nice I never got into a relationship with one for EXACTLY this reason lol. So there you go. Is love or fulfillment more important to you is the question?
>>33735469It's hard to tell since I already have love but lack fulfillment, so I lean towards that - even if it's not more important, it's what I don't have
>>33735281Maybe don't get married to a woman if you enjoy sex with men?
>>33735480way to be biphobic omg
>>33735484Marriage is a commitment. If you can't leave desires behind that involve someone other than your partner then marriage isn't for you.
>>33735499Isn't this what porn is for?
May this love never find me
>>33735509Yes porn is fine. Would threesomes work for you?
women are smart enough not to marry bi men for this reason, hopefully lesbians become smart enough not to marry bi women for this reason. god, may this never find me lol
>>33735281Not rare. As some guys say, lesbians need to get properly dicked down every few months to keep their head screwed on right. Much like regular women.Find a guy you both trust to be the family friend that does the maintenance every once in a while, assuming that'll be enough for you, that it won't make you love your wife less or be less satisfied with her, and that your wife can become ok with this being a normal female body+brain maintenance thing without feeling insecure or resentful over the long term. Ideally it'd be someone that she has an excellent vibe with. Might even be the family friend to help you two pop out two kids, if you're into having em - neighbor lesbians have a couple, for example.Gl op, thems the breaks when your brain was only partially trans'd.
>>33735363I am afraid that it is possible that the shift in accountability may not do you well.This does not mean that you are alone in this ordeal.I wish you well with what you plunge your heart into.
What the fuck is this new gay ass flag colored by some kids?
>>33735281Polly?
