I think about killing myself all the time, but I don't want to make my dad sad. However, I also don't want to stay alive for 20-30 years longer, just for someone else. What am I supposed to do?
>>33738049If you're dead, then these problems won't be yours anymore. People kill themselves to end their suffering. Wouldn't make sense to kill yourself if your worries would follow you.
>>33738080It wouldn't be fair to leave someone in emotional pain, even if I personally won't suffer any more.
>>33738087Who says it wouldn't be fair? Your dad threw you in a highly competitive world where genetics, upbringing, and wealth play a major role in one's happiness. He threw you out there but didn't give you the right tools to survive. He screwed you up big time.But, again, this is the reasoning to convince your brainwashed mind stuck on the good/bad loop jewish media has plagued you with. In reality, there are no good/bad actions.
>>33738139I suppose you‘re right. It‘s hard to get rid of the guilt.
I won't read suicide threads because they are always simply attention-seeking.
>>33738139>Your dad threw you in a highly competitive world where genetics, upbringing, and wealth play a major role in one's happiness.
>>33738590Of course they are, but that doesn‘t mean I‘m not actively planning the actual suicide. Not asking 4chan about methods or anything, it‘s not the right place and I‘m not that helpless. I‘m seeking for advice about the guilt and because I feel lost.
>>33738709He is literally me.
>>33738049>I think about killing myself all the timeUnless you have uncontrollable voices telling you to kill yourself, then just dismiss such thoughts and think of other things. It sounds banal to say that, but it really is that simple.
>>33738049its crueller to let him go into the great beyond thinking he's secured his legacy and lineage and then immediately an hero. might as well get to it so he can reflect on what to do with the rest of the time he's got. something sincere and actually benefiting the world might come from his reaction
>>33738049>but I don't want to make my dad sad.Then don't.
>>33740573Except it‘s not. Being passively suicidal means many of your thoughts are going to revolve around suicide, whether you want to or not. It‘s similar to obsessive thoughts, you can‘t turn those off either.>>33741383How is that cruel? He already knows I don‘t want kids and we have a very good relationship. The person he‘d miss would be me, not some imaginary kids who don‘t exist.
Don't kill yourself, turn to the lord jesus Christ and follow him, he cares for you and wants to rescue you and change you, come to him today anon
