I am so fucking lonely, despite having friends. I am even able to meet my friend group like three times a week and yet i receive no messages, no calls. I hate talking to my family. It used to be so good a while back but I decided to isolate myself due to my mental conditions and now no one cares. Seriously there is not one soul that even checks up on me. I have attempted to kms but no one even knows. I feel genuinely helpless because there isn't anyone to talk to. I would give anything for just a hug
I won't read self-inflicted problems threads.
I don't know if it helps Anon but at first I scrolled past your thread because you reek of desperation. Maybe you are like that irl too. People avoid that
>>33738702Not at all. The last text i received was 4 days ago. I do wanna talk but really scared to start a conversation. When around people irl I am just chill and hangout like anormal person, but I wish there was someone for me when I go through my worst, like at nights when I am hurting myself
>>33738725why don't you reach out? they are your friends after all
>>33738702This, it's sad but it's the true, you have to silence it and pretend everything's fine until you psyop yourself into believing it, and if successful, - you'll fool some people you're fine too, after which socializing will stave that depression away
>>33738732Idk probably because I have started to hate them. I mean they casually told me to kms months after i opened up to them about my depression, like a joke. And it is not the same anymore.>>33738740Sometimes I pretend I am better off being without these normie people, but deep down its killing me
>>33738780>Idk probably because I have started to hate them. I mean they casually told me to kms months after i opened up to them about my depression, like a joke. And it is not the same anymore.yeah it sounds like you don't have friends after all anon, just people you hang out with
>>33738780Just give it a try and don't overgeneralize, you're bound to come up to someone non insufferable eventually, it's a numbers game Plus normies are usually mentally stable and that's the type of people you need to be around if you don't wanna rope, not the other way around
Stop blaming your "mental conditions" and make some changes
>>33738659>I’m an obnoxious narcissist who puts myself at the center of everything and now I’m upset that no one wants to be a side character in my storyHow about you cut the self pity, and maybe self reflect, for once in your gay life? Your ”friends” secretly resent you, that’s why they never call, and they only have you around because they’re afraid of the reputational damage your destructive, narcissistic ass would cause. You live for this defense, they have other shit on their mind. You might look more successful on paper, but you all know that people like and respect them more, despite being ”losers”, and if they finally figure out their own problems they would put you to shame immediately. That is why you put a flame to their misery, and they resent you even more but continue keeping you around, and the dynamic continues.When they see through your game, they will break out and expose you. I think you know that. Get your shit in order and stop pitying yourself, pathetic parasite.
>>33738659Get a dog, they'll care about you.
