She was such a beautiful person. She was so smart, she would play fetch with her krinkly balls. She was so loving, every time she saw me she would leap in the air and shove her side into my hand for pets. Irene was the best cat I have ever met and she was my responsibility.I've been suicidally depressed. I was recently traumatized. For the past four or five years, I have been... depressed. Doing nothing but playing videogames. I would ignore her. There were days where she didn't even get five minutes. I would kick her out of the room so I could masturbate. The incel neet loser life... She became accustomed to being alone. Every day became the same. She would always try to hop on the computer to show it who's boss, but I... I would kick her off. I chose games and media every time. The past month was particularly bad. I ignored her. A few days ago... I saw that she couldn't walk. She would collapse on her side. It was from the inactivity of laying down all day. I deleted all my games and cried and moaned and then... spent the next two days playing games again.Then... I was playing a game... and was called away. I felt the moment she passed... And I saw her.She'd shit herself and emptied her bowels before laying in the corner to die. I picked her up and despaired as she died... Her last breath was in my arms.I killed her. I neglected her to death. I would give it all back, all these stupid hours on games. Nothing I do or say can change my abuse. I am so sad and I pray to God that she is watched over and led to a good place that she deserves. I refused to provide for her and she died of a broken spirit as well as the absolute filth that I'm living in from refusing to cook or clean or take any responsibility.She died believing that I do not love her.She died miserable... After years of miserable loneliness. She enjoyed her time with me... when I spent it with her. It feels like a knife in my heart. I miss her. Please, Irene, God, forgive me.
I know what it feels like anon.... pls take your life back and fix everything. Make her proud, don't let her die in vain.
>>33740692I miss her so much.I'm going to hell for what I did to her.
>>33740668I love the idea of a cat named Irene.
>>33740668>I killed her. I neglected her to death.Well, yes, you did. And there is absolutely nothing you will ever be able to do to change that. So the only question now is, are you going to make the same mistakes AGAIN, or are you going to do things differently next time round?
>>33740668>she would play fetch with her krinkly balls.Sounds like a tranny
>>33740668Murderer
