Female, 20, been rejected online and irl and ghosted. I’m mixed race so I look very brown and retarded, I wish I was Greek or something. Recently gained a shit ton of weight due to medications so now I’m even uglier. Met a guy at the psych ward who showed sexual interest in me for the first time. The only thing I have of him is his address. He’s 30 years old and I don’t think he has a job or anything, regardless I don’t really care. Should I lose weight and go see him so I can finally feel what it’s like to have a man touch me. Or should I just let it go and suicide My ex e oneitis was the hottest thing I’ve ever talked to but now he’s gone and I feel so empty inside. It’s over buddy boyos, it’s so fucking jover
>>33742478>its so over>20 years oldmfw your life hasn't even begun yet you think its over.
>>33742478Lose weight, but in a healthy way (slow enough, for short stints between maintenance windows, with the right amount and type of exercise during deficit windows so you don't fuck up your lean tissue, e.g. tendons and ligaments). Find decent normal guys.
>guy at the psych wardSurely you can do better than that
>>33742557Sigh probably >>33742547Thanks for the advice man, weight loss takes time and that’s what makes me feel so demotivated
>>33742478Reconnect with your e ex oneitis. He probably misses you.
>>33742592No he doesn’t lol he followed me back yes but he didn’t talk at all and he was very cold to me
>>33742659Why is he your ex now?
R u an aussie
>>33742576True, it will take longer if you want to do it safer. I did it unsafely, and ended up being extra stupid, so now I'm still crippled 11 years after the fact and ruined my life. I wish you health, physical and mental, and more wisdom than mine back then.
>>33742682He left me after I showed my face
>>33742687No I’m Canadian >>33742707Damn but at least you got it done so props to you man
>>33742753Oh I'm back to being overweight again, ironically due to having to play it safe with chronic injuries secondary to this whole mess. So fate has decided I am to do it again, with some extra handicaps and less healing ability due to age, and hopefully more wisdom this time.That's why I posted - wish somebody had warned me effectively what I'd be throwing away by doing what I did.
>>33742790I’m sorry about that man, I’ll be praying for you
>>33742478Save up $10k and lose weight while you do it. Then go to Korea and get plastic surgery.
>>33742478Marry me
Just marry one of your cousins, are you indian. Don't throw away your virginity to some low life, you'll regret it. Get a heated body pillow or something and a adult toy if you're so desperate. I think you know what you need to do, lose weight, makeup maxx, and get great hair.
>>33742484Basically a daily occurrence on this board, these kids need a general.>>33742478See what happens with this potentially weird dude but go easy, if this guy just wants to pump and dump you then that's up to you if you want the same, just be careful that he's not a cannibal or some shit, he is from the psych ward after all. Plenty of ugly fat retards find partners and have children, there's no reason you can't.
>>33742753Please be in Ottawa
>>33742898That was one of my plans, get a job and save for some surgery
>>33742478I mean if you want to suicide anyways, might as well have sex and see what's that about.
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>>33742484>Psych ward>BrownIt might be over for "her"
