Am I gay? I've only ever been romantically attracted to men, but I have a much easier time jacking off to straight porn, but it needs to be said that since I've been doing hardcore gooning and edging sessions for the past 6 or 7 years, I've gotten totally desensitized to the point that nothing excites me, and I feel like I'm doing it out of habit, I also started questioning this gay stuff in the same time period so I don't really know if I'd be super into gay porn if I wasn't desensitized, how do I determine it? I just can't have any romantic feelings whatsoever for no matter how hard I try, but they come naturally for guys I like.>inb4 get on grinder and test it outNo, I'm saving myself for marriage, and whilst on the topic, are gays really promiscuous?OH and one more thing, In middle school when I wasn't so used to jerking off, I developed a crush on a male classmate, and I would vigorously jack off to him and it would feel amazing, and I would actually fantasize about sex, unlike with women where I usually fantasize about other acts that aren't necessarily sexual in nature, violent sadistic stuff.
>>33756088you're bisexual with a preference for male romanceits obviously not just porn addiction because you literally were jerking off to boys during pubertyhave fun
>>33756094No Im not, jacking off to women feels weird and unnatural it gives fills me with extreme shame, guilt and disgust I hate it