After being addicted to porn and fapping ever since I first discovered it felt good, I have decided to quit and currently have gone three weeks without doing anything. But how do I get rid of these persistent fantasies in my head. I sometimes fantasize about having sex with a woman, but I don't get hard or as hard, but when I fantasize about sex with a guy or even search up questions regarding my problem, I get super rock hard. This is making me super distressed because I don't find guys attractive at all. I only find women attractive and want relationships with them, and I don't want to be gay.How do I get rid of this disease? Ideally I'd also like if I was able to somehow go to sleep or be sitting by myself for a while without getting fantasies about women as well.
Don't worry over it, it literally doesn't matter what you think about
>>33759131It does matter because I feel like so shit when I get intense hard ons for gay sex (not even guys in general, just the thought of gay sex itself).>>33759131
Help me. I am now even having dreams in which I am getting erections just by looking at some shirtless guys.
>>33759125What about it is exiting penetration wise?
>>33759125Stop feeling bad and enjoy whatever makes you hard. Don't hurt anyone any it's fine.
>>33761058How would I know? All I know is that for whatever fucking reason seeing / unintentionally imagining gay sex makes my dick super hard and leak pre cum.>>33761084No. I refuse to be ostracized by my own community due to my sexual deviance.
>>33759125Porn and lack of normal male companionship. If you had guy friends to horse around with the wires in your brain wouldn't have gotten crossed in this way. Shirtless guys would just be your friends.Remember that nothing like this is irreversible. I'm sorry the world is so isolated, corrupted, and pathetic. Despite that, it's your burden. Walk forward towards the person you want to be.
>>33761791I do have close guy friends that I spend the outdoors with, but I don't feel the slightest sexual or romantic attraction towards them.
>>33761651"How would I know". I don't know, maybe because you're the one having these thoughts? Do you want to get anally pounded or not? Do you want to fuck some guy up the rear?
you just need one big release to get it out of your system. get an 8x6" dildo with a nice curve and beat your prostate up. you will have the strongest post nut clarity you ever had in your life when you slide it out
>>33761860I only want to fuck a woman that I am married to. The thought of fucking a man or getting fucked by a penis disgusts me, but for whatever reason imagining myself doing both makes my dick super hard and leak pre cum, as compared to me imagining about fucking a woman. >>33761861No, fuck that. I have zero intention of doing some shit like that.
>>33761896It’s the porn that did this to your brain. A hard reset no porn for a month will help but you will probably always have this issue. It will come in waves. The porn industry is doing this. They throw in gay porn into straight section now. It never used to be that way
>>33762123I have been off porn and fapping for 3 weeks now. Will it really work?
>>33759125Are you a virgin? If you’ve never actually had sex with a man before then you aren’t gay. Trust me you would have already experimented by this point, but since you haven’t you don’t really need to worry. Fantasies aren’t reality. My advice would be to try it if these thoughts persist. If you manage to go through with it and feel indifferent after then you can write it off and try again with women. However, if you enjoy it and want to do it again with a man then you’ll know for certain that you’re gay or bi. I’ve done this myself and felt instant regret after because I had realized that it was my porn addiction fucking my brain. I’ve fucked like 20 women in the last 8 years and had a relationship with this girl who enjoyed toying with me. That’s when I resorted to trying out men. Thank god that my libido fell off a cliff in the last year because I’ve managed to stay celibate for over a year now and successfully quit porn. Never felt better emotionally.
>>33761896Interesting. These thought don't just come out of no where. There has to be some form of desire to actually act it out, otherwise one of your wires up there might be damaged. Guess you just deal with it then. If no one knows, then what is the harm? If not even your wife is aware just forget it. See if it evolves or not. Make a little experiment out of it. Nothing to lose, nothing to gain. If someone farts out in a forest and there are no one to smell it, does it really matter? Would that bother ya? Bet it won't. Good luck with it all.
>>33762246>Are you a virginMy older cousin made me give him a blowjob back when I was 13, and he came in my mouth. Just remembering that terrible thing made me hard as I write this. Fucking hell.
>>33762272Made you in as held a gun to your head or were you wanting to suck him? You could just be orally bi if you enjoyed it
>>33759125My congratulations for you!!!
>>33762527Back then I didn't really know what I was doing, so I just kind of went along with it. I look back at it with disgust and regret now.
>>33762604Repent and turn to Jesus for guidance. I’m learning how to pray and establish a relationship with God as well. In case you haven’t noticed this is the End Times and judgement isn’t too far off. In fact I believe it’s occurring right now. If you don’t want to keep going through this gay shit you’ll have to ask for forgiveness and do what is asked of you. You must also forgive yourself and accept that you are made of imperfections. Good luck and god bless anon
>>33762700>repent to JesusNo thanks I only repent to his God that Jesus himself worshipped, not to Jesus.
