don't even like him that muchbut his personality = "perfect mom material">instantly replies to emails, clearly has nothing better to do>patiently explains basic stuff to idiot students over and over>class had just enough difficulty to patch my pitiful self-esteem>my actual mom barely gave a shit about me finally got "this is what I wanted" flavor for one semester>end of term = group projecthate it but grind anyway for sensei-chan >he believes dumb teammates saying I'm "not cooperating">he tells me "be kind to others"like bro, who do you think I'm suffering through this for??>weeks of watching my favorite class get slowly ruined>I wanted to make him happyhe didn't give a shit about me>went looking for a mom ended up with OG disappointment flavor since then fantasize daily about killing myself in front of him so he'd "remember me" >don't even expect him to be sad or regretful just want him to remember me a little more> used to think people craving parental love were patheticthought people who killed themselves over parents were pathetic now I'm the clown
>>33771570wow the most rent free I've ever seen. get help bro
>>33771570he saw you, your face, he heard your voice, he listened to your teammates, he said>be kind to othersbelieve him
>>33771643>he tells me my groupmates said I didn’t reply to messages>he can check the logs anytime>he says he doesn’t have time>realize he doesn't care>stuck replaying the moment again and again>he’s grading other people now>he gives me an A- and says it’s a high grade>only comfort is he once told me he had a dog>hope he was as sad when it died as I was during all this
get an actual problem
>>33771893guess my actual problem is being stuck on this tiny little thing for a whole yearspend at least 14 hours a day looping the class and the fantasycan’t sleep all nightsomeone told me that’s OCDThat isn’t as compelling as that class was
>>33771570Never even considered teachers have to deal with menheras on a daily schedule they really deserve extra pay
>>33772049he wasnt dealing with me. i was dealing with his miserable group project decision which ruined the whole class.where's my extra pay?also he was checking his stock market during students prsentation. its all green. dont give him any empathy
>>33771867You're bitching because you got an A-? What are you, a walking asian stereotype?
>>33774164the A- is the least important part. it’s just a footnote in a long list of stupid shit he diddid you even read what I wrote?can you understand English?are you American or just pretending?