Also I tried to be brief here. The whole thing is obviously way more nuanced than that.

just make sure you have lube. he's young and horny and gonna wanna cram it up your ass, and once you see a big dick in real life, you're not gonna say no

>>33776761
I mean, I'm pretty sure my first instinctive reaction as soon as he shows his dick would be to kneel submissively, but I'm not sure if I'd let him take the last bit of masculinity I have by fucking my ass. Although it's possible that I'd obey his every command out of horniness. I'm also conflicted about this. Like I shouldn't find this arousing, I've always been straight and masculine, and definitely not submissive.

>>33776690
>I've always been straight
>twink who has a massive tool, and I couldn't help but let the submissiveness take over.
Pick one, faggot.

>>33776834
This is a very recent fetish. It's never been like this before

>my small size (5 inches)
completely average dick? sounds like you've been gay all along my friend, no reason to justify it to yourself

>>33776690
Why would having a small dick make you want to suck dick?

>>33776955
It's a long story, but it also has to do with me being an incel in the past (I'm not anymore, had sex with multiple women and even have a female fwb). Basically it goes like this:
>be me, 21 year old, insecure for being a virgin
>see some porn video of an 18 year old guy fucking a hot girl with his huge dick
>it's so infuriating to me as an incel because it's a guy younger than me, who doesn't even workout and probably never heard of "self improvement" yet he's there getting his cock worshiped in front of a camera for everyone to see while women don't even want to talk to me on public
>but somehow it's arousing at the same time
>fast forward some time, now all the porn I watch is amateur porn with specifically young guys fucking hot chicks
>I live vicariously through it. I rage inside but it also arouses me deeply
>eventually I develop a cuckold fetish, I dream about being humiliated even further by a younger guy who is biologically superior despite his age
>at this point I get my first girlfriend and forget about the degeneracy for some time, but by now it's so deeply ingrained that I can't say it's completely gone
>fast forward a couple of months ago, I'm not even looking for straight porn anymore but solo porn of twinks with massive dicks
>I'm not even a insecure virgin anymore yet the desire of being humiliated in that particular scenario has become part of me
>took action and downloaded grindr to finally live it out
Maybe I missed some details, but that's basically it.

>>33777009
Have you ever considered maybe not being a porn addict which is obviously fueling your odd cuck fetish? Besides most young guys aren’t doing that well, you just happened to see it and it had a psychological impact on you. If you keep this up you’ll just end up being gay

>>33777020
I tried and it's hard. Years of being an incel screw you up. I thought finally having sex would cure me and look at me now, still being a complete degenerate. I even thought of the possibility of hiring a prostitute for him (he's also bi) to fuck in front of me while I kiss her feet. Maybe I need a therapist or something.

>>33777044
I only lost my virginity late too it’s not a big deal you’re exaggerating it. Yeah you probably want to get some bloodwork done, maybe check if your prolactin is really high. But either way do you really want to just end up a degenerate?

>>33777054
Yeah it's not just about losing my virginity late, but about all of the dark thoughts I've had for so long. I feel like an incel inside because of it, even if phisically I no longer am. Browsing and posting on sites like /r9k/ messes up with your head a lot.

>>33776690
Update, went through with it. It's not as glamorous as it sounds although I had fun. I though I would enter a point of no return but I honestly feel nothing now. Like I can go back home, and enjoy some video games as if I didn't just swallow semen.

>>33777686
Good for you, I guess.

Also another update. Even though I enhoyed it, I realised how much I prefer women. I know it makes no sense but somewhat this encounter made me "straighter". I didn't even get hard with him, yet on the way home, I did get hard when I saw this chick running on tight shorts. I don't even feel the craving to see him no more.

>>33777686
Did you really just suck dick only to realize you’re just straight with a fetish?

>>33777801
Can you describe it in more detail? You just get right to sucking? What position were you in? Did you suck the balls too? How long did he last?

>>33777914
Yeah pretty much
>>33778118
I said I was quite nervous and I've never been with a man before. I went there expecting to be spit on and degraded, and he just told me to take it easy and sit next to him in bed. The he gently lowered my head and I started caressing his bulge with a hand and then I slowly took off his trousers and his underwear. As soon as I saw it, I put it in my mouth. The whole thing lasted about 20 min. Half of it sucking while he was laying and half of it kneeling while he was standing up. I did suck the balls a lot. He was thick and big, claims to be 19cm. And then I also realised how difficult it's to suck a thick dick (even one that isn't as thick as the ones in most porn, yet thicker than mine), and that somewhat makes me feel better about my not so thick dick. Although my mouth never got tired, unlike when my fwb sucks me off, and she lasts like 5min before saying she's got a sore jaw, so I never get to finish. The feeling of a dick in the mouth is kinda nice, it's skin is so soft. Back when I was more flexible and managed to feel the tip of my dick with my tongue, that also was one of the things I noticed, the softness. Anyway, after washing all of the cum from my face I said I had somewhere else to be, and that this was amazing then I left. That's about it. As I said, not as glamorous as I imagined.

>>33778709
lmao jfc bro

>>33777914
>>33778709
You're not straight

>>33778740
Nigger I just had a guy ejaculate all over my face and mouth, do you think I'm going to argue? All I'm saying is I realized I would rather fuck a woman

Well OP at least now you know with 100% confidence.
I think everyone has dirty ass shit they fap to, but engaging with it for real is another story. At least it was with a stranger you'll never see again.
I always think of those couples that try a threesome and then one of them realizes they fucked up big time.