> found porn at a young age (middle school)> it started with soft core straight porn stuff like boobs> ends up with sissy porn, cock porn, bbc cuckolding, etc. I have quit every addiction in my life but not this one. With every girlfriend I have ever had I would secretly watch porn like this. I genuinely feel disgusted but have gone back over and over again. Is it just the porn addiction or am I bisexual or what exactly? Maybe both? As far as I know I only was attracted to women my whole life. I just want to be normal and be a good partner to my soon to be wife.
It's escalation and desensitization, like all drugs. You might have to stop for a few years, but your brain can heal. I used to have strange kinks and impulse control -- those are much rarer after being off it for 2 years. Focus on having intimacy / love making with your life, which isn't like what's shown in porn. Make sure she's feeling it.
>>33778495It feels that way. When I used to be an addict with other things I would always go very deep into the addiction from desensitization. You haven’t watched porn in 2 years and feel much better? That’s incredible.Luckily I still enjoy the intimacy with her, she’s such a lovely person. Thanks for the advice and for not shitting on me. It feels dehumanizing and worthless to be an addict and have watched/done the things I’ve done.
Am suffering from the same problemI observeed that my addiction increases when I stop socialising and likewise decreases when I spend a long time with strangers (e.g university dorm) I had a friend who was a genshin gooner like he had them lolis on the phone background but after a gruling semester he didn't touch any of them gatcha games for a month then the summer came and both of us relapsedMaybe the key is to be in constant social state
>>33778480I still don't think there should be digital IDs and shit - least of all just to watch a fuckin youtube video of someone falling off a skateboard - nevermind porn.But I totally get the argument because zoomers are the only generation to have grown up on internet porn, specifically hub-type porn sites (pornhub, xvideos, etc) and also having grown on up 4chan.Of course getting exposed to every flavor of pornography when you're at the age when you should be jacking off thinking about what a boob might look like is going to fuck your brain. This entire generation is fucked, incel boys and gendershuffling girls who refuse to have sex with each other.have a look at /b/ or /gif/ and it's like 60-80% gay tranny racial cuck sissy shit. Even if you're not naturally sexually confused, a kid has no chance being exposed to all that shit at that impressionable age.Like the other anon said, you just gotta quit. It won't take -years- though. Just pretend it's 1995 and you can only jack off to the equivalent of one or VHS tapes and a couple of softcore magazines. Download some straight vanilla porn and some naked ladies and just jack off to that.I quit porn entirely now and I only jack off to women in bikinis and lingerie, sometimes a naked lady or two. I've gone full circle back to being a 12 year old jacking off to the underwear section of a Sears catalog. I cum harder than I ever did with like 10 different tabs of hardcore weird fetish porn playing.
I discovered porn at a young age too and like neither of those things, maybe you were always nigger-worshipping faggot that needed to be put down
>>33778595you probably jack off to chinese cartoons of "9000 year old vampires" or some other weird shitNo one under the age of like 37 knows what normal pornography is/was. Even the most-viewed front page stuff is filled with like "choke me daddy" shit that used to be hidden behind the curtained-off backroom area of a porn store.
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>>33778613>erm you probably like something i perceive as worselol ok retard
>>33778529I am the op and I’m a millennial, pretty much just made it in time to have access to high speed internet porn on those sites. I assume being Gen Z was even worse exposure wise.> have a look at /b/ or /gif/ and it's like 60-80% gay tranny racial cuck sissy shit. Even if you're not naturally sexually confused, a kid has no chance being exposed to all that shit at that impressionable age.Some people think it’s a psyop, but what’s for certain to me is it’s all very strong and fringe, akin to a fent market of porn.>>33778516I saw my parents and it helped a lot to avoid the feelings today. I’m a recluse so I can confirm the correlation between being alone (outside of my gf) and being an addict.
>>33778699>I am the op and I’m a millennial, pretty much just made it in time to have access to high speed internet porn on those sitesNah by the time those sites dropped and you also had high speed internet it was basically over - and shortly after there's ipads and tablets and smartphone you can now jack off to anywhere in the house or public bathroom or whatever instead of jacking off to single jpegs and 30 second clips at the giant desktop computer in the living room when no one was home or they were asleep.Also all the hub sites made it so everyone's fetishes are all on display for everyone else to see. Before pornhub and all those other sites, pornography on the internet was pretty much segregated. If you wanted porn from a specific porn actress you went on her website specifically or the website of the casting agency or network she was a part of.There was no risk of seeing japanese mommy milkies on the one goth chick's website, there wasn't any black trans men farting on the one softcore lesbian's website.Websites were part of other networks where you could click out to another porn actress's site who was in the same genre or some other agency that dealt with the same content - and you could technically play a game of 6 degrees of weird fetish spearation, but really there was no way to be curious about directly clicking on a stepmom cuck squirting video like you would now since it's just sitting there on the front page of one website along with everything else.
