Until I have surgery I will never be anyone's romantic dream. I'm not a pleasant person to look at. I have to take charge; those things are not for me. Anyway, it's too late now. The sexual failure I've had since I was a teenager, the frustration that has haunted me for years, has left an indelible mark. Even supposing I could get a woman from now on which, in all honesty, I don't think will happen, it won't be enough; nothing will be enough anymore. I am an orphan of those adolescent loves I did not have. In me the wound is already very painful; but it will become more and more so. An atrocious bitterness, without remission, that will end up flooding my heart. For me there will be neither redemption nor liberation. +1
>>33790971>Acts like an insuferable, whiny faggot.>I will never be anyone's romantic dreamYou don't tell me! lol
>>33790971Nothing will change, and I won't read this delusional thread.
>>33790971The more adult you (and the people around you) become, the more other factors beyond looks matter in defining you and your attractiveness