I have been a disgusting degenerate for years. I have masturbated to some vile things, such as thoughts of my own mom. I'm tired, I don't deserve to live and I know thatI want to change, I just think that my personality is forever linked to my degeneracy, as if that's the only thing I'm good atIs there a way to let go of all of this and purify my soul?
>>33797856>ask God for forgiveness if you're into that>get a new hobby>move>change your routine
>>33797856>masturbated to some vile things, such as thoughts of my own momDon't be ashamed of that. Lots of people masturbate to thoughts of your mom.
>>33797856>I don't deserve to liveThat's a bit harsh. Everyone masturbates to perverted stuff sometimes. (Yes, even women).If you want to get your sexuality straightened out, that's very laudable, but beating yourself up over what has happened in the past won't help.I think the most important thing at this point is, don't do something really retarded like trying to do nofap. Understand that your body does need to ejaculate sometimes, and you won't be physically comfortable if it doesn't. But when you need to cum, cum as quickly as you can - *don't* goon. And choose something non-guilt-inducing to cum to. Later you'll be able to come back to masturbating for pleasure, think of it is being more like peeing - something you need to do, but that you get over with as fast you can, not something you linger over for pleasure.Beyond that, you need to start filling your life with interesting things and people. Degeneracy comes from being bored and lonely. You need to make sure you never get bored and never get lonely! Now, I have no idea what kinds of things you enjoy, but whatever it is, your brain needs input. You need different people around you, talking about different things. You need to go to places, look at things, watch things, listen to things, read things, taste things. Have experiences. Give yourself things to think about.
>>33797856Find a reason to change. Being a degen is definitely considered to be weak willed and honestly disgusting, but if peoples opinions of you, and more importantly, your opinion of you haven't mattered, you will need to find a purpose for leaving this behind. Know that porn is here deliberately to addict you, to corrupt you, so you pay, so you don't notice the world outside, and these predatory corpos couldn't give a damn about it. Abandon this lifestyle and just learn from your experience..
>>33797856adv is not church. Try go 2 months without any porn (no nips even) or fapping, then keep not using porn after that (brain recovery specifics, etc). I recommend a fundamentalist baptist church, if there's one near you. Also what >>33797936Said, the only way to "quit" porn is to be too busy to use it.
